"I'm not going anywhere, even if I go, I'll tell you" I didn't rush to break free of my hand, but first chose to comfort him, my wrist hurt a lot, but seeing him like this, I only felt that my heart hurt even more!

Hearing this, the strength in his hand suddenly relaxed, and just about to withdraw, I hurriedly stopped, and then continued, "I just want to go to a place" Seeing that he was about to be anxious again, I hurriedly said the next sentence, "I want you to go with me." ”

Sure enough, when I heard this, the hand you had just clenched into a fist and didn't have time to force it returned to its original state, and it was honestly caught in my hand.

"Eat first, then we'll go again, that place won't run anyway" I put my other hand in his bowl.

Jiangxi Yan didn't speak, didn't look up, or more precisely, he didn't raise his eyes, he kept drooping his eyelids, and his eyelids covered the light in his eyes, so that I couldn't see what he was thinking.

After a long time, he finally spoke, "Does it hurt?" ”

"Huh?" I didn't react to what he asked.

Then I saw him rubbing his thumb against the red mark on my wrist, well, that's what he was talking about. "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all" I opened my eyes and said nonsense, in fact, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts!

Jiangxi Yan listened to my answer, but the movements in his hands did not stop, still slowly, carefully rubbing, as if he was careful, the more full the movements, the longer the rubbing, the faster the red marks on it disappeared, and I was not so painful!

Knowing that he didn't believe it, I took a deep breath and said, "Okay, I was a little sore at first, but it doesn't hurt when you let go!" "Well, that's the truth, it doesn't hurt much now, maybe it really has something to do with his rubbing.

"I'm sorry, I won't be in the future" This last sentence doesn't know who Jiangxi Yan wants to say to anyone, I think it should be me, but I feel like he said it to himself!

"It's okay, it really doesn't hurt," I continued, looking at him like this, it really made me feel a little strange, is this still the same him before? How did he become like this, it made me feel distressed to death! I wanted to comfort him, but the words I said were very pale and weak.

Jiangxi Yan was still rubbing, he didn't speak, only he knew that at that moment just now, he was really out of control, he was afraid, he was worried, but he also knew that if he really did something, it would be his real nightmare!

"Hurry up, we'll go out after eating" Knowing that he still cared, I urged him to eat quickly, and also wanted to take the opportunity to divert his attention!

"Hmm" Listening to my words, Jiangxi Yan really let go of his hand.

"Where are you going?" After packing up his things, he sat in the car and asked Jiang Yan.

"Go to Beihai Park" was silent for two seconds, but I still said it, since it has been decided, then do it like this, don't hesitate any longer! 【@ &#免费阅读】

Although Jiangxi Yan didn't know what was special about this place, but looking at her dejected appearance, she knew that it would not be a good place, so she didn't speak, drove the navigation, and started the car.

Got out of the car and looked around

See, there are really a lot of changes here compared to before. I can't even remember how long it has been since I've been here, almost six years!

But this used to be a must-visit place for us every holiday! After that incident, I was no longer here, and Jia Qi was never able to come again. Walking forward, it seemed as if I could still see the path that the two of us had walked countless times, even though it had been paved with stairs now.

"Why don't you wait for me there" Jiangxi Yan parked the car and returned to the place where she got off, but she couldn't see anyone, fear instantly enveloped her whole body, fortunately he looked up, fortunately there were not many people here, he saw her at a glance!

I came back to my senses, turned my head and smiled at Jiangxi Yan, and instead of answering his question, I said, "Let's go, let's go up here and have a look." After speaking, he didn't wait for him, and walked forward directly.

Jiangxi Yan didn't say anything when he saw this, and followed her footsteps. Step by step, he stepped on her, but the height difference between the two was there, this step was really not smooth, her step was too small.

And now he suddenly thought of a problem, every time the two of them walked together, he had never slowed down before, but if this speed was only her normal pace, then she, wouldn't she have been accommodating him, trying to take her own steps, not to let herself fall behind. It turned out that where he didn't notice, she actually paid so much for herself!

Jiangxi was strict and careful not to let herself step on her feet. Now he finally realized that it was really not a comfortable thing to accommodate someone, but she had accommodated him for so long!

"I told you, Jia Qi and I" I didn't look back, still looking ahead, and the movements of my feet didn't stop, and I stepped on the first step.

"Hmm" Jiangxi Yan didn't understand why she suddenly said this, but he didn't ask, but chose to listen.

"At that time, we really came here a lot, and she always mentioned you to me, so I probably knew you sooner than you thought" from Jia Qi's mouth.

I didn't expect that this man I regarded as the most important man actually knew it from other people's mouths, and I was a little surprised in my heart, but at that time, when I heard Jia Qi talk about him, I was obviously full of blessings, and I would even be happy for her. Sure enough, now that his identity has changed, have he started to be greedy enough?

I didn't continue to speak, but continued to walk upward, at that time, the road was not so easy to walk, and I did not feel afraid, but now, with every step, I feel like I am walking on a rope, and below the rope is the abyss.

When I finally got to a certain place, I stopped, and then continued, "Here, here, that girl you like very much, I killed you here" I don't know how much effort it took me to say this, I just felt that every word was like a sharp blade with barbs, if there was only a moment of pain when I went in, then, when these blades were pulled out one by one, the barbs scraped every inch of my nerves, every cell

It's screaming, it hurts, it hurts!

Jiangxi Yan looked at the person in front of her, trembling all over, it was cold this day, but her heart should be even colder! Jiangxi couldn't bear it, he knew, knew that she shouldn't be blamed. Seeing that she was obviously standing one step higher than herself, but she was still so weak, Jiangxi Yan hugged the person from behind, and he wanted to tell her: It has nothing to do with her. But his trembling mouth could not say a word.

"I know you're in pain, I know a lot of people are in pain, uncles and aunts, and those who remember her. I can understand the pain, because no one feels more guilty than I do. Jiangxi Yan felt that something had fallen into his hands, and he knew what it was in a moment, and his heart was very distressed.

"No one is more uncomfortable than me, I watched her fall, I saw my hand just a centimeter away from grabbing her, just one second, as long as I was one second faster, then everything would not be the way it is now" But the situation that appeared in the dream countless times, after I opened my eyes, reminded me that I killed her and I was useless.

"There is a sentence that you are not wrong, why is it not me who died, I also want to know the answer to this question, I want to die for her, but, in this way, it is the best ending, the most perfect, no one suffers, no one is sad for me" Jiangxi Yan heard her say this about herself, just listening to it already felt very uncomfortable, but those words still came out of his mouth, or did he, the person she liked, say it, and the lethality will increase exponentially?

"No, it's not you" Jiang Yan put his head on her shoulder and whispered in her ear, as if this would convey the words he really wanted to express to her heart, as if this would ease her pain.

"Not me? Yes, it's true that I didn't cause it directly, but when everyone thinks that you caused it, and everyone blames you, don't you doubt it? Suspect that you are wrong, that it really has something to do with you? "Even if you're right, when everyone thinks you're wrong, then you're wrong, and there's no reason to say it. And I'm like that, talking about such thoughts is deeply imprinted in my heart, like iron, even if it doesn't hurt, it will leave traces, I can't get rid of it, and I can't hide it!

"This has nothing to do with you, everyone knows it, it has nothing to do with you" Jiangxi Yan said tirelessly over and over again, as if she wanted to imprint these words in her heart, and it was best to cover the traces.

"I know, it's none of my business, what I want to know is you, all I care about now is you" It seems that his words really worked, and I was finally able to think of something else! I turned around, grabbed his face, pressed my forehead against his, and looked at him without blinking.

Now I remember the purpose of bringing him here, not to make myself unhappy, to bring him here, I just want to know what he thinks, I want to know what he means, if it weren't for him, I probably wouldn't come to this place again in my life.

But actually, I don't seem to know now without asking, he was early

As I have already said, he has been speaking in his own ear, and his words, like his people, have entered my heart, not covering, but filling, and mending the scars that have been seared on my heart one by one. There is no trace, and it won't hurt anymore in the future!

"I said it, those who don't care about you, now it's you, it's you standing in front of me, the person I hold in my arms is also you, the person I like now is also you, the person who wants to go together for a lifetime in the future is still you, and it will be you in the future, and it can only be you" Jiangxi Yan also held my face, word by word, very clear, so clear that I will never forget it again in my life!

"I know you like Jia Qi, and I know that Jia Qi likes you, I will be jealous, but I also know that that time belongs to you and her, I won't fight, and I can't fight." I sighed, I knew that what I said would not sound good, but it was also what I really thought, because if I didn't say something, it would always be between me and him, and I would never be able to pass!

(End of chapter)