At night, it seems to be raining outside again.

Miao Li lay on the bed and couldn't sleep for a long time.

What kept her awake was definitely the rain outside the window, not the person in her heart.

A thousand feelings are intertwined, and when I hate, I will think of the good days in the past from time to time, and those days are also real.

can't do black and white, it's her incompetence.

It will be better during the day, and you can also deceive yourself when you deceive others. At night, facing your heart, you can only accept your uncompetitive self.

I couldn't help but think that he must not be safe in the palace on the way here, what if he encounters danger? After the flood, most of the plagues will occur, what if he catches some diseases? And so many, many more.

Miao Li turned over in annoyance, thinking about what to do with these useless things. No matter what happens to him, it has nothing to do with her. It is better for them to die and never get along, or else she will disturb her heart and add some sorrow.

But...... There is still a child in the belly, and when the child is born, can you still be like this?

When she became a daughter under her parents' knees, she most hoped that the relationship between her parents would be better, and whether her children would think the same way.

The more I thought about it, the more upset I felt, it was better to be in the daytime, she could be tough not to think about him. At night, all the toughness has turned to ashes, thinking about what is there and what is not.

There seemed to be an indescribable sultry heat on a rainy day, which made her more and more unable to sleep peacefully. I wanted to get up and look for where her fan was, and suddenly I heard a rustling sound outside. The deliberate soft footsteps were still heavier than Xiaohong's, and besides, this was a voice she was particularly familiar with.

Miao Li lay down and closed her eyes, pretending to be asleep.

Zhou Shuxuan walked to the side of the bed and looked at the sleeping people on the bed. He can't come in openly, so he can only be a gentleman on the beam again, and he will set off tomorrow, he really can't sleep tonight, and wants to come and have a look.

There was no moon tonight, but fortunately there was a small lamp in the room that he could see her face clearly. Looking at the things sent by the Imperial Gift Room every day, they are all twice as much, but she doesn't seem to have any flesh at all, and she still has a big face. I don't know if I was hungry in those days, and she refused to see the doctor when he came.

I don't know how long I watched it, but it was like my feet were stuck to the ground, and I couldn't walk out. I was afraid that she would wake up, and now that I saw him, I would definitely not keep him as before.

After a long time, Zhou Shuxuan lowered his voice and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't know it would be like that at that time, I've regretted it for a long time." ”

Miao Li replied with her eyes closed, she didn't know and couldn't be innocent.

After so long, I finally said a sentence to admit my mistake, although knowing it was still not enough.

"I'm leaving, you're alright." Zhou Shuxuan bent down to touch her face, took his hand back again, and stood by the bed for a while before walking out.

Miao Li opened her eyes and just saw his back when he went out, and she still couldn't tell the feeling in her heart. It seems that he is not very well, and with the addition of state affairs and these things, he should also be suffering every day.

Miao Li shook her head, feeling that she was getting more and more dangerous, and her thoughts seemed to have gone astray. She won't forgive him, and she doesn't want to.

I don't know how the night passed, and finally looked forward to the dawn, Miaoli yawned and sat up. Xiaohong heard a noise in the room and entered the door with the washing water.

Seeing that she was very haggard, Xiaohong asked, "Niangniang, didn't you sleep well last night?" ”

Miaoli yawned again and shook her head, "It seems to be a little hot, and I can't sleep after tossing and turning." ”

"The slave went to the Internal Affairs Office today to ask for some ice, and it won't be so hot when you put it in the house. Then let the imperial dining room bring something refreshing to cool off. ”

Miao Li nodded in agreement, and said, "Go to the Tai Hospital to have a look, if the doctor is free, please come over for a while." ”

Jiebizhi and the others have not yet succeeded in leaving the capital, and they have no hope.

"Is there anything uncomfortable about the mother?"

Miao Li didn't want her to worry, so she said, "No, you just let him come over." ”

Xiaohong is still not very relieved, afraid that she will hide something from herself, "Niangniang, you must say anything, otherwise the slave will die in a hurry." ”

"It's really not, you're thinking too much, let someone invite it."

She wouldn't do those stupid things anymore, she just wanted to make sure if she was really pregnant.

Xiaohong was still in a hurry, so she immediately ran out to ask someone to invite, and then ran back to help her make up.

After cleaning up, I saw the tiger head hat she put aside, so I asked casually, "Does this lady want people to send it out?" ”

Since it is made for the children of the dark clouds, it should be sent out.

Miaoli picked it up and put it in her hand and looked at it again, with a smile on her face, the more she looked at it, the more she couldn't put it down. This is what she spent a lot of effort to make, and she is really reluctant to give it to others, and her craftsmanship is not as good as the embroidery girl in the palace.

"But I'm so reluctant." Miao Li held her hat and said as if she suddenly had an idea: "It's better to let the embroidery girl in the palace make another one and send it out, and this one will be left." When I have a child, give it to my child. ”

Mama Xi came in to put things away, and just happened to hear her words. If you want to say that you don't even want to see people, how can you have children? But I endured it again. It's good to take this sentence as a hope, just that one day she will definitely forgive the emperor, and then she will definitely have a child.

After waiting for a while, Jie Bizhi didn't come, and Lu Guangbai came. Wearing the official uniform of a imperial doctor, there are people behind him to help him carry the medicine box, as if he has adapted to this identity.

Miaoli didn't want people to know that she was pregnant, so she waved her hand and let people out, leaving only Xiaohong. Only Xiaohong can be absolutely trusted, and she is wholeheartedly for her.

Lu Guangbai explained: "Master went out to drink, and I was the only one who came over, are you still used to changing places?" ”

Lu Guangbai looked around the room, this place was really not as good as other places, and it looked more dilapidated than the Tai Hospital.

"It's okay, there's nothing you can't get used to."

Lu Guangbai said while taking something from the medicine box: "I have heard a little bit about those things with Master, and if I know it, I can't help you in a hurry." The emperor is willing to respect us, we can speak, the emperor is not happy, we are the same as ordinary people in the palace, everything we do is to hit a stone with an egg. ”

Miao Li stretched out her hand, smiled softly, and said, "What are you talking about?" I don't blame you, I know you have no choice, and I'm worried that I'll hurt you. ”

Lu Guangbai stretched out his hand to catch her pulse, and said casually: "So even if you marry your daughter, you don't want her to marry too high, and if you are bullied like that, your mother's family will not be able to speak." Of course, if you change to a different choice, it will definitely be tens of thousands of times better than now. ”

Miao Li stopped him with a smile, "Okay, let's not talk about that." ”

What's the use of saying it, it's not the day anymore.

Looking at Lu Guangbai's increasingly frowning brows, Miao Li couldn't wait to ask, "How is it?" ”

"It seems that you already know that it is indeed a slippery pulse, and it has been more than four months."

Miaoli put her mind at ease, and sure enough, she didn't have time to rejoice, she didn't do it in vain when she got to the tiger head hat. "But...... Why haven't I shown my mind yet? ”

Lu Guangbai saw the joy on her face, swallowed back the words that came to his mouth, and said: "You have a weak spleen and weak stomach, and you can't digest anything you eat, so the child is naturally small." Is the joy serious? ”

Miao Li shook her head, almost no reaction to joy, except for a while when she wanted to eat sour things, and then she got better. The appetite is a little better than before, but it doesn't grow meat.

Lu Guangbai took her pulse again and said, "In this case, I will write you some recipes, and you can eat all three meals a day according to what I say." After recuperating for a while, it is not convenient to prescribe medicine to you now. I'll go back and ask Master again to see if he has any ideas. ”

Miao Li nodded, feeling that she was bothering them again.

Lu Guangbai handed her the recipe he had written, "You can drink more soup to digest better." ”

Miaoli took it and looked at it a few times and then carefully put it away, there should be no problem.

"Then let's do it first, it's not good for me to stay here for a long time, just leave first, and I'll come back in three days, no need to send me." After finishing the matter, Lu Guangbai had to leave directly, so as not to lead people to gossip.

After Lu Guangbai finished speaking, he left, coming and going very plainly. Xiaohong stood to the side in a daze, as if she was stupid, and did not speak the whole time. Miao Li poked her lightly and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Mother, do you have a child in your belly?"

Staying here didn't think about hiding it from her, Miao Li nodded generously.

"Oh my God!" Xiaohong happily circled around the house, this is a great thing, "There will be hope in the future, congratulations to Niangniang." ”

With children, even if there is no grace, life will not be too dull.

Xiaohong said while spinning, "It's been more than four months, and you've been hiding from your slaves and maids so hard." No wonder he suddenly wanted to do something tiger head hat, and lied to people that it was made for his uncle and children. Whether there is a princess or a prince, it is all good, and the mother is going to be a mother. ”

Miaoli only knew that she had a child, and she didn't think that there were still these benefits, and she didn't rarely get them.

"Okay, I'm just going to tell you, don't tell anyone."

"Why can't you tell someone about such a big thing? Is the mother afraid that they will ask you for a reward? It's okay, the slave maid helps the mother. Xiaohong was so happy that she couldn't close her mouth, even happier than if she had a child.

"No, after all, it's in a land of right and wrong. If they knew I had a baby, someone would be blushing. Instead of guarding against outsiders everywhere, it is better not to let outsiders know. ”

"It seems to be the same truth, whatever the mother says is what it is. Do you want to make any small clothes and hats, and the slave can continue to teach the mother. ”

This girl couldn't hold back when she was happy, Miaoli put the recipe in her hand in her hand, "The clothes are not in a hurry, let someone go and cook food for me." ”

Taking good care of the child in your belly is the right way.