Chapter 187: I don't want to go back
Everyone in the room looked at Miao Li, waiting for her answer.
Miao Li didn't know what to say, and this was a matter between them, and she really couldn't open her mouth in front of so many people. Reluctantly pulled out a smile and said to Zhou Shuxuan: "Your Highness, take a step to speak." ”
Without the slightest emotion, not even like the reunion of old friends, she just spoke politely and detachedly. is completely different from the scene of reunion in Zhou Shuxuan's imagination, in his imagination, Miaoli has normal emotional fluctuations for him no matter what.
There was no sadness, no joy, he was like an inconsequential person. Even on Zhaoyun Mountain, she was angry with him.
Zhou Shuxuan was like cold water pouring ice in his arms, and the joy in his heart also dissipated, and he followed Miaoli inside.
The people outside didn't want to eat dumplings anymore, everyone looked at each other, all of them were heavy-faced, and no one spoke.
Miao Li took him back to her house, it was not easy to talk outside in the cold, and there was nothing to avoid with him.
After Zhou Shuxuan entered the door, Miao Li poured him a cup of hot tea, "It's so cold, Your Highness should drink a cup of hot tea to warm up." ”
Zhou Shuxuan didn't pick up the teacup, but grabbed her hand, looked into her eyes and asked, "Are you really so angry with me?" ”
It's just a few words, and Zhou Shuxuan can't stand it.
Miao Li didn't struggle too much, just let him hold the same flat tone as he said, "It's not a life or a rule, Your Highness is now the prince, and you can't talk about it that day." ”
Hell rules!
Zhou Shuxuan said a little anxiously: "Don't say that I am the prince, even if I really become the emperor, I will not change you in the slightest." ”
Miao Li only then withdrew her hand, sat down on the side and said lightly: "If nothing has changed, then why am I here?" ”
Finally asked, Zhou Shuxuan breathed a sigh of relief. was afraid that she wouldn't ask, and he didn't even have a chance to explain.
"I sent you to my aunt that day because the emperor wanted you to give him a funeral, and I wanted to protect you. Later, I did a white thing for you, also to blind the emperor's eyes. But the emperor didn't believe me, and forced me to send you into the palace, so I asked my aunt to send you out of the city overnight, and then you came here, hiding from me, I looked for a long, long time. Zhou Shuxuan explained everything before in a few words.
Miao Li didn't want to ask if what he said was true or not, because she felt as if she didn't care much. You don't have to find out what the reason is, it's all the way it turned out anyway. Zhou Shuxuan: Yes, it may be true, or it may be false, and it has nothing to do with her.
Zhou Shuxuan saw that she didn't speak, and asked eagerly, "Don't you believe me?" I can get my aunt to explain it to you, she knows the whole thing. ”
"I believe in you." Miao Li turned her head to look at him, and said in a calm but serious voice, "But I don't want to go back with you." ”
Zhou Shuxuan must have taken her back when he found here.
"Why?" Zhou Shuxuan raised his voice and asked, feeling that he was too excited, and lowered his voice slightly, "Isn't it because of these misunderstandings that you haven't seen me for so long?" Why don't you go back with me? ”
"I just don't want to go back with you." Miao Li fiddled with the carbon in the fire, and said casually: "The emperor wants me to bury him with him, but there are two reasons. One is that he had thoughts about me before that he shouldn't have been, and the other is that he is afraid that this kind of love and love will delay you, and he is afraid that you will become him in the future. The emperor is also very hard for you, don't let him down. ”
"You!" Zhou Shuxuan stared at her speechless for a long time, so angry that he wanted to turn the house upside down. As if he had nothing to do with her when he became the crown prince, he was now talking about these nonsense again. Whoever says this kind of thing about not letting him be with his beloved is for his own good, he must have a big ear scraper.
Zhou Shuxuan suppressed his anger and said, "I don't care what you think in your heart now, but you have to go back with me today." ”
Miao Li raised her eyes and looked at him, "But I'm already dead, does His Royal Highness the Crown Prince want to bring a dead man back?" ”
Zhou Shuxuan looked at her dancing shadow under the beating lights, obviously she was a big living person. She's not dead, she's going to him off here today.
Zhou Shuxuan gritted his teeth and said: "You are really a female ghost, a zombie, a fox demon, you have to go back with me." ”
Miao Li still has such a casual attitude, "There is a door god at the gate of the city, and there is also a god in the East Palace to protect me. ”
"I am the true dragon son of heaven, with me protecting you, the gods can't touch you!"
Miao Li couldn't help laughing: "It's the same as the truth." After laughing, he said: "But I still don't want to go back with you, the true dragon son belongs to the people of the world, not to me alone." ”
"What do you mean?" Zhou Shuxuan didn't understand, he didn't want to understand her words.
Miao Li sighed and said, "Then let me change my words, there are countless demons and monsters waiting for me after I go back with you." I don't think I'm young anymore, I'm twenty-two after this year, and I'm ...... among those little girls who are like shallots."
Zhou Shuxuan interrupted her in annoyance, "Don't say it, there is not a word I want to hear." I don't really know anything about you, don't you really know anything in your heart? Because I feel old, I don't want to go back with me. Is it true that you are growing old alone, and I will not change anything? ”
It's everyone who gets old, it's everyone who dies, and she's not the only one. Since this is unstoppable, it should be accepted calmly. As long as she's always around, there's nothing to be afraid of.
Miao Li was silent for a while, "But I'm really scared, the water of Chengying Lake is too cold, and I don't want to suffer a second time if I suffer it once." Xu Meitang has done it to that point, and now she is also the crown princess. I don't know if you have any last resort, anyway, she's the crown princess now. Miao Li raised her head and said with tears in her eyes, "I really can't rob them, and I don't want to rob them." If you tell outsiders that I'm dead, you really think I'm dead. I'm doing well now, and I'm having no worries about food and clothing. Except for the occasional time when you can't sleep when you think about it, life is quite smooth. ”
This time it was Zhou Shuxuan's turn not to speak, he thought she just misunderstood herself, but he didn't expect it to be for this.
"I've never been very fond of grabbing things, and as long as my younger siblings like things when I was a kid like them, I wouldn't rob them with them. I really don't want to go back, I don't want to enter the palace, and you don't have to go to great lengths to change my identity. Just let me be outside, either here or back to the capital. If you are free, go out of the palace to see me, and if you are not free, let the eunuch come and pass on a message. ”
Miaoli didn't think about making Zhou Shuxuan give up on herself, knowing that it was impossible. He took the trouble to find it, and he must still have feelings for her. I have the same feelings for him, but I don't like the time after he comes back.
I was trapped in a small room every day, and I could only chat and talk with the maid, or do embroidery work and read some idle books, and the time of the day seemed to be extraordinarily long, and there was no difference from the day before, boring.
In the eldest princess's mansion, I look forward to him picking her up every day. After entering the palace, it is estimated that he will be looking forward to seeing her every day. It's not even her alone, she will look forward to it with other women.
It was because she had these hidden in her heart that she would have gone straight back to him.
I was still thinking about my aunt who died in a sedan chair that day, and there was not even a grave in the wild when she was thrown away. I will become like that in the future, although I will not be so miserable, it is estimated that I will die alone in the palace.
Now he is very good to her, and he will definitely give her endless pampering when he goes back with him. What if that favor is gone one day? She had nothing.
Feelings are too fragile to be lost if you don't pay attention to them. After going back, there will be countless people sowing discord among them, and there are countless tricks and means waiting for her, and no matter how good the relationship is, it will turn into nothing.
Zhou Shuxuan was silent for a long time before asking, "Did you consider my feelings when you said these words?" Do you have me in your heart? ”
In Zhou Shuxuan's eyes, she just wanted to escape, knowing that the future might not be easy, so she was not ready to spend it with him. also asked him to keep her outside, and let the queen not do it, but to make an outer room. If they have children in the future, will they also be lowly illegitimate children?
He finally found this place, thinking that God treated him well, but who knew that it was like this.
Miao Li replied in the affirmative: "Of course there is you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have said this." ”
For Miaoli, Zhou Shuxuan is a beloved, not powerful and wealthy. She will be sad in her heart if she fights for his favor, and she will be even more sad if she doesn't fight.
It was enough to have her answer, Zhou Shuxuan clenched his fists tightly and spoke, "Okay, you just stay here first, and I'll come to see you later." ”
Zhou Shuxuan got up and walked out, all the way over, as uncomfortable as when Miaoli went out. Isn't she afraid of demons and monsters? If there are no demons and monsters, she will never worry about anything again, and will obediently go back with herself.
Miao Li looked at his back, and she didn't even have the courage to go out and send it away. Afraid that he would not be able to control himself in the end, he followed him back.
So be it, it's good now.
I don't know why it came to this point, everything is as it should be. No matter how uncomfortable it is, endure it, and the patience will pass.
Zhou Shuxuan went out with a black face, and only left a sentence to Dingguo Gong, "Take care of her." Then he got on his horse and went away with the bunch of people.
The people who remained in the house all looked at each other, not knowing what His Royal Highness the Crown Prince was going to do. Dingguo Gong sighed, no matter what, it is always right that the prince came to rob his daughter with him. But this girl was originally from someone else's hands, Ding Guogong thought and sighed again.
Zhou Shuxuan returned to the East Palace and went straight to Yichun Palace, and called Xu Meitang, who had just fallen asleep.