I have an antidote, can I go back?

Zhezhe held the porcelain vase in his hand, and his thoughts were surging.

"This medicine, whether you take it or not, it's up to you." When Ning Ke gave her these, he told her, "It's a medicine that is three parts poison, you just don't remember the past, if the past is extremely important to you, you can take it, if you can put it down, this medicine will be lost!" ”

Past? Where is her past, this is another person's life!

If she came here really because of the life and death Gu, not the so-called repaying kindness, then if she took this medicine, she would come back, and she would disappear from this world.

In the 21st century, countless misses, countless attachments, especially when encountering unfaceable facts, she wants to leave here and return to that familiar world.

But when she really had a choice, she hesitated.

What if there are side effects?

What if after she eats it, not only does she not go back, but she has more memories of Gongbo Zhezhe? Will the memory of another person for more than ten years make her lose herself and never remember her original self again?

What if after she eats it, Gongbo Zhezhe doesn't come back, and her consciousness disappears from this body? Will the senior brother be sad, will he be reluctant to give up her?

What would happen to her if after she ate it, Gongbo Zhezhe returned, and her consciousness not only died in this world, but also in the 21st century? In this world, after death, do people have a soul? Will she ever see her brother again?

If after she eats it, she and Gongbo Zhezhe are all fine, and they each return to their own bodies and their own lives, will she still remember all this? In the 21st century, can she still remember him, will she remember him?

There are so many ifs, so many possibilities, Zhezhe's heart has no choice, but he can't let go of this thought.

In the current situation, after Gongbo Zhezhe comes back, will he hang himself again, and then a new soul will cross over to her body, will that new soul be smarter than her, will it be more suitable for her senior brother than her?

Why is it in this situation, why did Zhao Rui come out? If none of this had happened, she would still go to the refuge temple every day to make gags, how nice it would be.

In this way, she can like him for a while longer, and she can stay with him for a while longer.

It's a pity that there is no if, and now she has the choice of whether to take this bottle of medicine or not.

In her heart, she refused, every time she picked up the medicine, there was a voice in her heart shouting, don't take it, don't take it, once you take it, you will never see your senior brother again.

Can't see you anymore?

It's okay if you can't see it, leave a room for thought, when you come back from Qingzhou City, there will be no news of him, and the previous ones seem to be a dream.

If it weren't for the lotus hairpin in her hand, she would have doubted whether she had a relationship and came out alone.

She wanted to see him, she wanted to see him, she wanted to talk to him.

But she was afraid, she didn't dare, she didn't dare to face him.

What if he hates her anymore? What should I do if I dislike her?

Zhao Rui, and the things he said, Zhezhe was not sad, she knew that no matter how sad she was, she could only let go.

But Yin Si is different, when he looks at her, she will feel distressed, and when he turns around, she will be in pain.

Sure enough, the loved one has no fear, and the one who loves is humble and cautious.

She wanted to let herself be more free and easy, leave boldly, and leave with a dashing back, but she couldn't!

She is not so free and easy, she has too much reluctance and too many desires in her heart.

Until now, she doesn't remember the belief she held at the beginning, I am not a public uncle, I am here, but I am borrowing her body to help her deal with human affairs for a period of time. I must not, through her identity, with her body, to have an attachment to the people here.

After all, she had an attachment and was reluctant to withdraw from the sovereignty of her body.

She wants to stay here, for the rest of her life, and accompany her senior brother.

He said, in the future, I will take you to Wei to visit the mountains and rivers, she kept it in her heart, this promise, she wants to ask too much, do you still count? Or is he unwilling to have any more entanglements with her?

"Miss?" Ah Wan was holding the new clothes and wanted Zhezhe to try it, but as soon as she entered the door, she saw her sitting in front of the dresser, holding a small porcelain bottle, crying silently.

"Huh?" Zhezhe hurriedly put away the porcelain bottle, wiped the tears on his face, and squeezed out a smile, "What's wrong?" ”

"The new clothes that the princess asked the young lady to make have been delivered, and the lady said, let me take them for the young lady to try, if they don't fit, then send them back for the embroidery lady to change," Ah Wan put the clothes on the table next to her, and looked at Zhezhe with some concern, "Why is the young lady crying again?" ”

"Are you crying?" Zhezhe rubbed his eyes, "I didn't cry, I just didn't sleep well at night, my eyes hurt a little, it's okay." ”

"Miss-" Ah Ru, who was following Ah Wan, wanted to say something, but was stopped by Ah Wan.

"Would you like to ask the Imperial Doctor to come and have a look with you?" Ah Wan was worried that Ah Ru would have a big mouth and would say something that would make Zhezhe even more sad, "The imperial doctor will come to the princess every day to ask for peace and security, and she shouldn't have left yet!" ”

"No, I'll be fine when I rest," Zhezhe shook his head hurriedly, got up to look at the clothes that were placed aside, and changed the subject, "This dress, it's ready so soon?" ”

"It's been half a month, where is it fast," Ah Wan pulled Ah Ru, and the two of them worked together to stretch out the new clothes and stand up to show Zhezhe.

"Mademoiselle, would you like to give it a try?" The base of the new clothes is bright red, embroidered with gold thread on the outside, the lining is light pink, and there is a small jacket on the outside, which is red and gorgeous, and the festive is a little dazzling.

"Why are you so red?" Zhezhe remembers that when she was picking clothes that day, she clearly chose the ivory white fabric!

"It was changed by Mrs., it is approaching the end of the year, it is better to wear it more festively, the piece of fabric that Miss chose is also being made, but it is just that Mrs. chose to do it first," Awan replied, the color that Zhezhe chose, Wang didn't like it, he just felt that it was white and miserable, like a mourning dress.

These days, there are too many things that have happened, and Wang is frightened in his heart, for fear that she will encounter something bad again. This snow-white color is unlucky to look at, so Wang made his own decision, picked such a color, and asked Xin Xin to instruct him to do it in the color she chose.

Red, festive, and can also go to bad luck.

Zhezhe looked at this bright red color and was silent, what kind of vision is this, this bright red, is he going to get married and wear it as a toasting dress?

"Miss, let's give it a try, it's always going to be worn, if you don't try it, how do you know if it fits?" Aru came over to pull Zhezhe's sleeve, "Miss, give it a try, the day after tomorrow, there will be a plum blossom banquet in this world's mansion, and you will have to wear this dress then!" ”

"Plum Blossom Banquet?" When is this, and the plum blossoms are not finished blooming?

"The plum blossom banquet was organized by the princess, saying that you are too stuffy in this mansion, and you have to find something to disturb," these days, Zhezhe's appearance, Xin Xin and the Wang family have seen it in their eyes, watching her not think about tea, and she can't sleep every night, and during the day, the bruises under her eye sockets are getting worse day by day.

The maids were all watching in secret, always saying that she washed her face with tears, closed her door all day, did not read books, did not write, and sat in front of the dresser in a daze.

I finally pulled her out, thinking of walking around the house with them, but her eyes were blank, and she couldn't hear her when she talked to her, either staring at you blankly or answering the wrong question.

Wang saw it in his eyes, anxious in his heart, he was already heartbroken for her business, and thought that when she came to the Shizi Mansion, she could be calmer, but now she is like this, it really makes people don't know what to do!

"Are there any plum blossoms now?" Zhezhe is reluctant to do 10,000 in his heart, now the gossip about her must be flying all over the world, in the eyes of others, she is a laughing stock, what kind of banquet is it, is it to be embarrassed?

"The plum blossoms in the house have already bloomed to the end, and it was the prince who bought some rare varieties and raised them in pots," Ah Wan explained to Zhezhe while untying her clothes, "The princess also saw that you were sullen here, so she thought of holding a banquet to change your mood." ”

"Yes, miss, didn't you like this kind of banquet the most in the past?" Ah Ru stood aside, gave Ah Wan a hand, and with her, helped Zhezhe change his new clothes.

Zhezhe pulled out a wry smile, and let the two of them toss her, banquet, chanting poetry against this kind of thing, she never will, and she doesn't like it, prepare these for her, I'm afraid I will let her make jokes again, right?

Where is this to relieve the mood, this is obviously to catch ducks on the shelves, chanting poems against it, then it is better to be stuffy in the house!

"Can you not hold this banquet?" Zhezhe really didn't have the heart to participate, and he didn't have the ability to suppress the whole scene.

"The posts have been sent out," Ah Wan tied Zhezhe's belt, smoothed the folds on his sleeves, and nodded with satisfaction, "Miss, it's time for you to change your mood, the people who will be invited to this banquet are all acquaintances, not like to chew your tongue, don't worry." ”

"Miss, you look good in this red!" Ah Ru watched from the sidelines, her young lady, wearing this dress, is really good-looking!

"That's nature," Ah Wan pulled Zhezhe to the bronze mirror, the person in the mirror, with a peach blossom face, although his face was a little haggard, but he still couldn't hide the beauty of his posture.

"It's very good-looking," Zhezhe himself was stunned, the person in the mirror was really good-looking, not only good-looking, but also very strange. She touched her face, tugged at her sleeve, and sighed.

What was your original appearance? What does Su Xiaoxiao look like in the 21st century? She almost lost her mind.

She was originally plain, how could she stay in this world.