Chapter 70: It turns out that itching can also be addictive
On this day, a message suddenly appeared on the school forum, and at first, because it was just an unknown trumpet, not many people cared. According to the story, such a situation is also obvious, after all, a nobody, who will pay attention to you.
This is like the difference between celebrities and ordinary people, who live under the light forever, but they have less right to embrace the darkness than those ordinary people.
But if this darkness is illuminated by a beam of light, then this beam of light will become the most dazzling existence. At this moment, the trumpet burst out with such a beam of light, a beam of light contaminated with the hottest news recently, suddenly shining like in the world of ordinary people, only a moment can attract the attention of the people around them, and then this light will spread farther and farther, until it is seen by everyone. Then, a wave did not settle, and another wave rose.
And for this, I don't know at all, at this moment, I don't even know where I think of it, it's a long time and space, but I can only bear it all by myself, I don't want to tell others, let alone see this scene of myself.
However, have I ever said that my luck as a person has never been very good, no, the more I don't want to encounter something, the more it will happen.
Looking at a luxury car moving slowly on the road, while moving slowly, it was pressed by its owner to tick, or in other words, it was not satisfied with the speed of its owner, and it was clear that it could gallop like a horse, but now it could not move like a turtle. Even the donkeys on the road were laughing at it, but all this was because of its uncherished owner, who had no choice but to wail.
I couldn't see who was sitting in the car, and people who had never been interested in cars naturally couldn't recognize what kind of car it was, only that it looked a little expensive and a little familiar. The window that was about to come down finally solved my doubts about why it was familiar.
"Get in the car" A cold voice floated out of the car gently. Then, I saw the turtle's slow luxury car, which stopped not far in front, and seemed to be finally deflated, stirred up emotions, and turned the sky upside down.
I didn't expect that I would meet Jiangxi Yan here, obviously the last person I want to see at the moment is him. Standing on the side of the road and not moving, I didn't know what I was going to do.
Jiangxi Yan waited in the car for a while, but did not wait for the person. I got out of the car and looked behind the car, and sure enough, the man was still standing there, with his head down, not knowing what he was thinking. walked over a few steps, "Why are you stupid, let you get in the car and didn't hear it."
I didn't speak, I didn't look up. I was afraid that my ugliness would be exposed in front of him, and at the moment I just wanted him to walk away quickly and not get in my way.
Jiangxi Yan didn't hear her answer, and also felt that something was wrong, this person shouldn't be like this. "You, what's wrong?" The words he said were unconsciously tinged with a touch of tenderness.
'Let's go, go away, go away, okay, don't ask me, don't ask anything, go away' I muttered desperately in my heart, hoping that he could hear my inner voice, but he didn't know how to read minds, and I wouldn't be silent. He was still standing in front of me, and I could still see his shoes touching the ground.
"You raise your head, look at me, tell me, what's wrong with you" For no reason, Jiangxi Yan felt a throbbing pain in his heart, and he was a little scared for no reason, and even his tone of voice trembled a little. This person seemed to be lifeless, and the depressed aura spread little by little, as if a layer of encirclement had formed around her, and no one else could get in, and she couldn't get out.
"Can you go away, ignore me, let alone what's wrong with me" I didn't dare to speak, afraid that my voice would tremble. I can only mutter desperately in my heart, but I seem to have said this sentence.
"What did you say?" Jiangxi Yan didn't know if he heard it because he really didn't hear it, but he couldn't believe what she said, and asked in surprise.
"You go, leave me alone" Since they have all been said, there is nothing to be afraid of, this voice is much clearer than the last time, and the voice is much louder, but it is more empty, and the voice is empty, as if it will dissipate at any time.
This time Jiangxi Yan heard it clearly, and confirmed that he had heard it correctly, but he didn't leave, he came as soon as he was called, and he went away, stretched out his hand and raised the person's head directly, originally a little unhappy because of her words, but the moment he saw her face again, all his unhappiness was replaced by shock.
At this moment, this man's face was dejected, and his eyes were full of endless coldness, which he was not unfamiliar with, because it was what he had experienced before. After all these years, the feeling of being cold and without a trace of temperature still haunts him from time to time, but it seems that it has not appeared in the past few months.
If he hadn't seen it in her eyes today, maybe he wouldn't have realized it. He didn't know exactly when that cold was gone, and it was clear that this was not the right moment for him to remember.
He didn't want to think about anything else, and he didn't ask her what was wrong, because he knew that in such a situation, what such a person needed was not simple greetings and confiding, but silent warmth. At least, what he wanted at that time was such a simple warmth. It's just that there were people who could give him some warmth in the past, but the person who could give him warmth also brought him more bone-chilling. But, at this moment, he didn't want this person to suffer like that.
Reaching out, he slowly put his hand on her back, and then hugged the person in front of him into his arms, tightly, tightly, as if he could warm up to this person as long as he used more force. He wanted to warm her as much as he could, if not if he couldn't, at least he could drive away some of the cold for her.
At the moment when he was embraced into his arms, the emotions that were already uncontrollable finally collapsed. At that moment, behind me were the warm hands of the man, in front of me was the man's fiery chest, I only felt that the warmth surrounded me, and the body was no longer the biting cold, followed by tears that I couldn't control, flowing desperately, there was a great momentum to drown this person in it. The grievances and uneasiness that were originally suppressed in his heart are all erupting at this moment.
Jiangxi Yan could naturally feel how this person had changed, because at this moment, the clothes on the right half of his chest were already soaked, and tears soaked into his skin through the not too thin clothes. Cool, obviously except for cool, he shouldn't feel any emotions, but at that moment, his skin was like having thoughts, and every cell felt the grievances and uneasiness in the tears.
Jiangxi Yan didn't know what to say at the moment, so he could only hug her harder, and then the hand behind her back seemed to be appeased, gently patting, once, again, again. Before you know it, you start to unconsciously mutter, and if you can listen carefully, you should find that it is: it's okay, it's okay, it's okay......
The reason that was lost because of the collapsed emotions finally gradually returned to the cage after he had no tears to shed. Then the first thing I felt when this reason returned to me was not warmth, but the feeling of suffocation that I couldn't breathe. I thought I was feeling happy because I was too shy and excited to be held in his arms.
But when I began to faint a little, and the place where I was hugged by his arm began to hurt, I realized that it was my own illusion at all, and this dizziness was not the feeling of being happy to ascend to heaven at all, but the feeling of really about to ascend to heaven.
Raising his hand, he pressed his hands against his chest, hesitated for a second, and finally pushed away a little, and he seemed to notice my movements, and the soothing hand behind him also stopped slapping, paused for a second, and then gradually released the force.
Eventually, his hand left my back, and I slowly withdrew from his arms as if reluctantly, and the hand against his chest gradually lost its warmth. The air immediately rushed into his nasal passages, and at the same time brought a slightly cooler breeze. But now, I don't feel cold anymore.
Not knowing how to face him, I kept my head down, looked at the ground, and said "thank you". It's just that the voice is so small that if I wasn't talking about it, I wouldn't even be able to hear it myself.
"What did you say?" Jiangxi Yan asked.
Sure enough, he didn't hear it, but without saying the good words twice, I first wiped the marks on my face with my hands, but in fact I didn't wipe anything, it seemed that the tears and snot rubbed on this person's clothes, and I felt even more ashamed for a while. After thinking about it for a while, he looked up at him and said, "I said, I won't thank you. ”
When Jiangxi Yan heard this, he was stunned for a second at first, but it was just that second. The next moment, he suddenly smiled, "I don't need your thanks either." If you say you won't thank yourself, then what you just said is thank you.
In my eyes, I really rarely see him laugh, especially this blatant, toothy smile. If you do the math, you should be able to count it on one hand. I don't know if I was confused by him, or because of this crying, I became relaxed, and I said in my heart coldly, "You look so good when you smile."
I was shocked when I heard my own voice, and I didn't want to say it. In short, I feel a little different, and my heart is much more relaxed, but this kind of relaxation is not all good, and I am being cheated at the moment!
I was feeling annoyed when suddenly a big palm suddenly stretched out, covering all my vision. Then a deep voice passed through my eardrums and into my heart, "You look so ugly, I can't bear to look at it."
Although the words are not so good, my heart is still sweet, and even the corners of my mouth are grinning. Because I could tell that his face was smiling, his tone was light, and his words were light.
Maybe it's not just me, he, it seems, is not quite the same anymore!
Jiangxi Yan only felt that his palm was a little itchy, as if there was something soft, gently teasing himself, only disturbing his palm for a while, and this numb, itchy feeling has spread to his heart, stirring his heart as well, I want to scratch, but I don't know how to scratch, I want to tear my hand away, but I am a little reluctant to feel this itch, he seems to know for the first time, it turns out that itching is also addictive.