Chapter 39: Antecedents and Consequences

"Let's rest for a while."

"Hmm."

There was no sound. Chu Shishu stared at Wuchen for a long time, and the scrutinizing gaze seemed to be able to burn a hole in Wuchen's face.

Wuchen was a little at a loss at first, and he didn't know where to glance his eyes, but slowly, he also adapted to this eager gaze. He said indifferently. "Chu Shishu, you've been watching me for a long time."

Chu Shishu slowly retracted his gaze and said calmly, "I see if you have any physical discomfort." ”

"It's okay, it's okay, it's just a little fast." Dust-free and truthful return.

Chu Shishu snorted in a nasal voice, but his mood was obviously not as solemn as before. "It's still a mouthful, and it seems that it's not a big deal. It's a bit embarrassing for a man to be frightened like this by a little thing. ”

Wuchen glanced at her half-reproachfully and half-dotingly, and said in a low voice. "Chu Shishu, I'm not a hero, and I'm not as powerful as you, and when something suddenly happens that I can't control, it's really right to panic."

Chu Shishu avoided the heavy and light, walked in front of Wuchen with a smile, and his tone was clear. "Yes, in order not to panic you, I plan to take you back!" The feeling of taking it for granted.

Wuchen instead raised his hand and knocked down the hand that Chu Shishu put on his shoulder. Confused, he asked her. "Why?"

Chu Shishu still wanted to make up some nonsense to fool him, but when he looked up, he saw his serious and distressing eyes, and the belly full of nonsense was blocked in his throat and couldn't be spoken. He really wanted to understand Chu Shishu's motives, and even seriously made Chu Shishu have a feeling that if she deceived the little monk in this matter, then the trust between her and Wuchen would no longer exist. If she didn't have the most basic trust, then she couldn't use gentle means to take him back, and she didn't want to be embarrassed to meet Wuchen by herself.

So Chu Shishu was patient, and worked with him to figure out the stakes in a sincere tone. "Dustless, there is a mark on your soul, and this mark is the cause that you planted in your previous life." After thinking about it, Chu Shishu still completely concealed his existence. "But in your lifetime, you bear fruit, and you are born different from ordinary people, and it is easy to provoke evil spirits to harm you. For safety, I must take you back to the temple, where incense is offered all year round and is already protected by the Dharma. If you can go back to the temple, you will be safe. ”

Wuchen looked at her with unusually deep eyes, as if he had a hint of suspicion. "Chu Shishu, how do you know my past life?"

Chu Shishu's heart jumped, his eyes dodged, and he said casually. "I'm a cultivator, it's normal to have a few friends from the same path, and the master who is associated with you is my old acquaintance, what's so strange?"

"Then how did I die in my previous life?"

It's fatal, it's really fatal, Chu Shishu jumped in his heart. Why Wuchen asks these are the most difficult questions to answer. The cold sweat on his hands was stacked layer by layer, and his eyes kept rolling downward. The heartbeat was deafening like a warrior beating a drum desperately.

"Then, the previous life is the matter of the previous life, is it appropriate to ask the previous life in this life?" Chu Shishu asked rhetorically.

Dustless laughed instead. "Chu Shishu, I just asked casually, why are you panicking like this? Everything is like smoke, and I don't ask me about anything I don't remember. It's just that the first time I saw you timid, I was frightened and felt a little novel. ”

Chu Shishu breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, but replied with a smile on his face. "Oh, you're too worried, where am I panicking. Now you know why? Can you go back with me? ”

The footsteps took a step back. Wuchen shook his head to refuse, and before Chu Shishu asked, he began to explain the reason for his refusal. "Chu Shishu, I know what you want to say, but you listen to me first. I have known for a long time that I am different from others, and Master has also told me that from the first time he saw me, he knew that I was different from others, but he didn't know why, and now that I know, I thank you for your answer, and I have been searching for the confusion for so long.

I don't want to go back. I understand your good intentions very clearly, and I also know that you are anxious and anxious right now. Master also gave me a choice, whether I wanted to go down the mountain or not, and I chose to go. For the same reason, I chose not to go back. Unlike others, whether it's a good thing or a bad thing for me, I don't know, but I know that I can't hide in Mingzheng Temple for the rest of my life, and if I'm really talented, I'd rather focus my life on saving others than thinking about how to keep my own life safe. ”

"If I have to stay in Mingzheng Temple for the rest of my life in order to save my life, it will be even more painful for me. I haven't seen the mountains and rivers, I haven't seen the sun, moon and stars, I haven't seen birds and beasts, this kind of life is a shackle for me, what is the use of me keeping such a life? ”

Chu Shishu was silent, her silence was not thinking about how to refute Wuchen, nor was she hesitating her choice, but she felt that what Wuchen said was really fucking right! Thinking of the days when life is worse than death in his chaotic mirror, Chu Shishu deeply understands that there is no freedom and sadness is greater than the despair of death, and he has thousands of years to squander time, but the little monk is not, the little monk is only a few decades, as short as a white horse, and suddenly, it is too cruel to not let him enjoy the world for such a short time.

Silent and silent, a trace of pain appeared on Chu Shishu's face again. The pain is not that she regrets Wuchen, nor is it her regret for the failure of the event, but she is lamenting why her brain can come up with such an impersonal and illogical method, which is still the result of a night of insomnia. Sure enough, it's not suitable to think of a way without sleeping at night, because it's easy to regret it.

Wuchen, who was looking at the constantly changing expressions on his face, was obviously a little worried, afraid that he had said too much. After all, Chu Shishu also had good intentions and wanted to save himself. And she looks in pain, is it because she doesn't appreciate it and makes her sad?

"Chu Shishu, are you angry?" Wuchen asked in a low voice.

"Nope."

"And what are you thinking?"

"Didn't think about anything." Chu Shishu thought about what to do next, and replied casually.

"Then you agree with me going down the mountain?"

"Yes."

"Chu Shishu, you are such a good person."

"Yes."

"You're really not angry?"

"Yes"

Chu Shishu, who was unconscious at the moment, didn't know what Wuchen was chattering next to him at all, and his mind was full of thinking about how to solve the trouble of Wuchen and send it back? Or leave him running now? Or give him some talisman and then run?

"That..."

"Yes."

“.... Chu Shishu? ”

"Yes."

"You take me to cultivate!" Wuchen said excitedly.

"Yes."

"You promised me, you can't go back!"

"Yes. Kindness? What did I promise you? When Chu Shishu finally got out of his thoughts, he didn't know when it would evolve into the current situation.

"Promise me to help me cultivate."

"When did I promise you?" Chu Shishu was dumbfounded, jumped back, and swaggered away from Wuchen.

"Just now!" Wuchen took a step forward without hesitation, narrowing the distance with Chu Shishu, quite a posture of vowing not to give up and not to regret it.

"Just now? I didn't listen to you just now, I want to regret it, I ask for it! Chu Shishu looked like he was hiding from the plague god, and he couldn't avoid hiding behind a nearby tree.

"You just promised me that I can't go back." Wuchen calmly walked around the tree, looked at Chu Shishu, who gritted his teeth and almost wrote a few big words on his face, "You pit me", with a stronger smile.

"Is the white-haired cold-faced killer Chu Shishu actually afraid of accepting apprentices?"

When Chu Shishu heard this, he jumped to his feet and asked. "Where did you hear that nickname! Such a shameful name, I don't know which bastard came up with the crown on me, don't say these words again, I have goosebumps all over my body when I hear it. I'd rather they call me a ruthless big devil than hear about a white-haired and cold-faced killer! ”

"Isn't it right for you? Your white hair, everyone is impressed, unforgettable, and always has a cold face, this title is very suitable for you. ”

"You little bastard, believe it or not, I'm going to cut you now, so that you can feel the horror of the killer!"

"Murder of your own apprentice?"

"Did I say I took you?"

The sun is warm and warm, the trees are elegant and lush, and time flows quietly. Fighting sentence after sentence, Chu Shishu couldn't help but show a clear smile, as if she no longer shouldered hatred and grief, nor was she a weird killer that everyone was afraid of.

In the end, Chu Shishu still agreed, but only half of the promise, promised to teach Wuchen some fur can be used for self-defense, she is not without consideration, the second method that Sister Tanhua said, she wants to try. As long as Wuchen learns something, he will coerce and lure him to dissipate his skills. As for the name of the Master, she really couldn't afford it, and the Master meant that she would have an ongoing relationship with Wuchen in the future, even though it was now.

There are wolves in front and tigers in the back. It's really too much to take care of, she wants to protect Wuchen, but she can't have anything to do with Wuchen, this is a paradox, she can only use her best strength to protect Wuchen. Chu Shishu is a real atheist, in the first twenty years of her life, she did not believe in gods, ghosts, demons, she escaped from the imprisoned golden wire cage and stayed with Jin Chang, she thought that man will win the sky, everything as long as you work hard, as long as you take every step of the camp, you can get everything you need. Until Fan Ye's appearance shattered her long-standing beliefs, that feeling of powerlessness was not even possessed even if she was trapped in a dark house.

It's really mysterious, from a poor insect who was bullied and was saved by Jin Sheng, and became a husband and wife with him, thinking that the hard days had come to an end, it was finally the time when she was smiling and proud of the rivers and lakes, and now she is holding a heavy sword to slash demons and eliminate demons in the world. She was like being pushed forward by a pair of invisible hands, and the torrent of time rolled her step by step into what she is now.