Chapter 65
Several hours have passed, Bai Xiaoqiu is still asleep, eleven, fourteen and seventeen have been looking for a whole night, and now they are all resting, Bai Qingrui and Rourou and Bai Yanleng are cooking in the stove room.
I looked at Bai Xiaoqiu lying on the bed, looking at the blood slowly seeping out of his chest, and a layer of fine beads of sweat appeared on his forehead. He wiped the sweat from his forehead with a soft cloth, but his eyes never left his chest for a moment.
He just lay quietly and never yelled at me again, nor did he lose his temper with me. In the past, he was so domineering, heroic and mighty, he was the god of war, he was the hero in my heart, I loved him and hated him deeply. At this time, he collapsed on the bed without resistance, like a sleeping child in a dream, without any offensive power, and looked like I was pitiful. His face was so pale, his hands were as cold as water, I held his hand and put it to his mouth, and blew hard, I kept blowing, and tears were dripping down like beads with broken threads.
I don't know how long it took, Fourteen Shao and Seventeen Shao came in, and saw that I was feeding water to Bai Xiaoqiu, Seventeen Shao smiled slightly and stood next to him and watched. Fourteen glanced at me, his eyes flashing with inspiration, and there was no expression on his face.
Bai Xiaoqiu applied the medicine and drank water again, but he still didn't wake up, and Eleven Shao said, "Let's go out first, let him rest well, and then make plans depending on the situation."
Here, the eleventh young man is the oldest, and what he said has its own weight, and the group of people who listened to the words of the eleventh young man all retreated to the tent, and Rourou cooked a meal and called everyone over to eat, and several major generals were busy running around for fear that they were already hungry.
I was worried that I didn't come back first, but now I found it but I couldn't wake up, I was still worried, I didn't sleep all night, and my appetite was not good, so I hastily pulled a few mouthfuls and dropped the dishes and chopsticks, and limped outside the tent.
Fourteen Shao came out after eating, he walked to my side, looked at me, just looked at me like that, I don't know what kind of mood I was looking at him at this time, gratitude mixed with distress, I was worried about Bai Xiaoqiu's injury, and I also thought of the seventeen young who would go away soon after, and the fourteenth young man treated me all kinds of things, I couldn't tell what kind of relationship I had with him, sometimes he treated me very well, sometimes he was very cold, I couldn't see through him at all, but what about me, I still love Bai Xiaoqiu in my heart, I am good to Fourteen Shao, Isn't it because I am grateful, thank him for helping me a long time ago, although he may not remember, but I have never forgotten, I still understand the truth of the grace of a drop of water. I think my affection for him must be limited to gratitude, and it cannot go beyond the affection between a man and a woman, it must be like this.
After watching it for a while, he asked me, "How is your leg, does it hurt badly?" ”
I shook my head and said, "It doesn't hurt."
Fourteen Shao said disdainfully, "Even the words of deception are so careless, how perfunctory are you."
I hurriedly lowered my head, not daring to look into his eyes, and only said, "Fourteen Shao, your clothes are torn, go and change it."
He said lukewarmly, "I don't have any extra clothes, I only brought a change of clothes with me this time, and I just sent it to the twelfth brother, and there is no extra spare."
I smiled and said, "Then you might as well take it off and I'll help you sew it, even though my stitching is not good, it's better than you wearing a ragged shirt."
Fourteen Shao trembled slightly, in front of me will take off his clothes, he is not shy about it, I had to don't look over, let Bai Qingrui take out the needle and thread in the wooden box, I sew and mend clothes, Fourteen Shao stood aside and watched, in order to try to sew as good as possible, I was very attentive and attentive, occasionally the neck was sore before raising my head and twisting it, but I saw Fourteen Shao sitting on the stool shivering from the cold, but still straightened his body very straight. I smiled and said, "Fourteen young people, why don't you go back to the tent to warm up first, and then call you when I finish sewing."
He looked at me, I smiled at him, and he said, "It's okay, I'll go in and see how Brother Twelve is doing."
Seeing that the sky was gradually getting dark again, Bai Xiaoqiu had been asleep and had not woken up, and had only drunk a small amount of water since he came back in the morning. He didn't wake up, and we couldn't make any decisions, all of them seemed to be nothing tight on the surface, but in fact they were all worried and anxious, they couldn't eat well, and they couldn't sit still.
Eleven Shaodao "At this moment, even if you want to go home, you have to wait for Twelve to wake up, he is too seriously injured, he dare not move easily, only when he wakes up and asks about the situation, we can make a decision, this way back, it is not too far, but all the way around, the carriage is bumping around, and I am afraid that it will aggravate the condition if I am not careful."
Fourteen Shao said, "Then let's wait and see, everyone go to pack up their things, and as soon as Brother Twelve wakes up, we will leave for the house immediately."
Soft and white green Rui replied, "Yes". The two hurriedly packed their things and went.
I handed the sewn clothes to the fourteenth young man, he took it in his hand and looked through it repeatedly, sometimes frowning, sometimes smiling, and only after a while did he say to me, "This time you didn't lie to me, your needlework is really not good."
I said, "When did I lie to you".
Fourteen Shao smiled this time, and he said, "If you didn't lie to me, then I would have to ask you, you have to be honest."
I smiled and said, "If there is anything I don't understand, just ask, if I know, I will tell you."
Fourteen Shaochao glanced at the clothes on his body, looked carefully, his face was slightly stunned, and he couldn't tell whether he was happy or confused, suddenly, he raised his head to look at me, and asked, "Why hibiscus instead of lilacs, or a bunch of red, do you like hibiscus very much?" ”。
I looked at a lilac hibiscus that had just been embroidered by me on the shirt of the fourteenth young man, and said with a smile, "This hibiscus flower, also known as white hibiscus flower, big bowl flower, is not only beautiful, but also edible or used in medicine, medicine can cure intestinal wind and blood, heat dissipation and detoxification, edible can be made into soup, pancakes." What's more, the hibiscus flowers bloom and fall at dusk, and each withering is for the next time to bloom more brilliantly. Just like the sun rises in the east and sets in the west, following the rules, just like the four seasons turn from spring to autumn, but they are endless. Not only does it have super vitality, but it also symbolizes the character of perseverance and perseverance after hardships, isn't this the reason why the Fourteen Young People like it? ”
Fourteen Shao looked at me, smiled with half confusion and half relieved, and asked me, "How do you know that my favorite flower is hibiscus, did the seventeenth brother tell you?" ”
I smiled and said, "Seventeen young people know about hip-hop all day long, but I'm afraid he still doesn't know that fourteen young people like hibiscus, maybe they think that you seem to like all kinds of flowers like him, but in fact it's just a lively picture."
I saw that the fourteen young people didn't speak, and hurriedly turned their heads to the side, and said, "Isn't the strong character of the hibiscus flower very similar to the fourteen young people, the fourteen young people are broad-minded and arrogant, and it is no wonder that the rich peony in the courtyard does not look down on the hibiscus but prefers the hibiscus, if I am not mistaken, every shirt of the fourteen young is a black gold-inlaid belt, the red flower on the black background covers the knee, and the right arm is embroidered with a hibiscus, not only that, but the fourteen young also have a hibiscus carved on the specific commemorative jewelry, I am saying yes or no? ”
Fourteen Shao looked at me with a smile, as if he was not smiling, and he didn't reply and only nodded at me, as if he was ruthless again, and you found out. Nodding his head, he glanced at the sky.
The eleventh, fourteenth, nineteenth, Rourou and Bai Qingrui were all in the tent, my legs and feet were inconvenient, and I couldn't help much, sitting at the door and looking at Bai Xiaoqiu who was lying on the bed in the tent, I was very anxious, I wanted to pounce on him and cry, but I had to pretend that I didn't care, and I had to laugh with everyone from time to time.
Bai Xiaoqiu finally woke up in the middle of the night, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he said, "Water, water."
Bai Qingrui brought warm water to feed him, he vomited it all, and he vomited out the blood, Qingrui was so frightened that she cried, "How can this be, Fourth Uncle, what's wrong with you."
A room full of people watched from the sidelines and sweated tightly.
Seventeen Shao took out the silk handkerchief in his sleeve, carefully wiped the blood from the corner of Bai Xiaoqiu's mouth little by little, followed my example, took the bowl from Bai Qingrui's hand, and slowly fed it from his mouth with a small spoon.
Bai Xiaoqiu drank more water this time, and slowly opened his eyes after drinking two bowls of water in a row.
I was pleasantly surprised to forget that my legs and feet hurt, and limped into the tent, Bai Xiaoqiu woke up I couldn't say how happy I was, laughing and laughing and laughing tears.
Bai Xiaoqiu looked around weakly, his eyes stayed on me for a moment, looked at me, I looked at him with teary eyes, he saw that my left leg was wrapped in thick gauze, and he didn't want to say anything. He turned his head to look at the group again.
Eleven Shao stepped forward two steps forward and stood beside the bed, and asked softly, "Twelve, how are you, if we go back to the house now, can we do it?" ”
Bai Xiaoqiu nodded, and said weakly, "It's not good to stay here for a long time, if you stay any longer, I'm afraid that the consequences will be unimaginable, I'm fine, let's leave overnight."
He was lying on one end covered in wounds, and I was sitting on the other end with a thick cloth belt wrapped around my legs, and Xuan Xuan was leaning against me and had fallen asleep. There were just three of us in the carriage.
Bai Xiaoqiu was still very weak, panting slightly, drooping her eyelids, not knowing if she was asleep.
When I saw that he was motionless, I pulled the futon on top of him, sat back down and closed my eyes to rest. Xu I was too tired, I really fell asleep as soon as I closed my eyes, the carriage was bumpy all the way, I slept groggily and not steadily, I felt a squirm on my leg in half awake and half asleep, and subconsciously reached out and touched a hand.
I softly shouted, "Twelve, you're awake."
Bai Xiaoqiu didn't look at me, only stroked my leg, frowned, and said, "Why is it so badly injured?"
I chuckled and said, "I don't care about this little injury, don't worry about it."
He still didn't look at me, but said, "Maybe you can do it without worrying about me, but I can't do it without worrying about you, maybe I owe you too much and feel too guilty, so I always can't worry about you."
I looked at him, and suddenly felt very cold, this coldness spread from the depths of my heart all the way out, because of debt and guilt will be good to me, will not be at ease with me.
All of this really has nothing to do with love.