CHAPTER XXXV

I stood in the courtyard, looking up at the sky, the bright moonlight was like a night light, bringing a touch of light and warmth to the dark night, making the quiet night sky look more mysterious.

I don't know when, Ziran stood behind me, and he called me, "Fan'er, what are you looking at?"

Ziran's voice is always so gentle, he has never spoken out loud to me, since he was a child, he has always cared for me, I think in this world, in addition to my father and mother, and Ling'er, Ziran is the only one who will not hurt me, I have always been so firm in my opinion.

Ziran has a warmth all over his body, that kind of warmth makes me can't bear to give up, in such a white mansion full of suspicion and being cautious everywhere, I can only get peace here with Ziran. He is neither as heroic as Bai Xiaoqiu, nor as arrogant as the Fourteenth Youth, nor as laughing and playing with me as the Seventeenth Youth, but he makes me very comfortable.

I pointed to the moon in the sky, "Ziran, look, how round the moon is tonight, I haven't seen such a round and bright moon for a long time."

Ziran and I stood side by side, and he smiled and said, "Yes, the moon in this Baifu is brighter than the moon in Luoyang City."

I couldn't help but laugh and quipped, "Don't bury yourself, there's only one moon in the world, and there's no such thing as that."

Ziran didn't smile, he looked at me very seriously, "You're right, there is only one moon in the world, just like there is only one mortal in the world, let me cherish it doubly."

I also looked at Ziran, and suddenly found that Ziran's eyes were like the moon in the sky, particularly bright and bright. I whispered, "Thank you Ziran, thank you for always being by my side."

Zi Ran walked a few steps towards me, one hand quietly grabbed my waist, I dodged inadvertently, in exchange for Zi Ran Leng looking at me, he had a faint consternation on his face, and said to me, "Fan'er, it's been so long, why."

Ziran is sensitive, I don't know why I resist, there will be resistance, I don't want Ziran to be sad, so I smiled and said, "Ziran, give me some more time to get used to it slowly, okay."

Ziran nodded and agreed, "Fan'er, you have promised me, we will be fine, I know it will take time for you to accept me again, but we have experienced so many 。。。。。。 ”。

I stretched out my hand to gag Ziran's mouth, interrupted him, and motioned him not to say any more, I understand, I understand. Then put his hand on his arm, Ziran held my hand, looked a little relaxed, and said, "You still have it."

I turned the agate beads in my hand, and clearly remembered that when I left Jizhou, Ziran put a string of agate beads on my wrist, he once said that this was his mother's dowry, I knew that this was of great significance to him, not to mention that we had acquiesced in the relationship between the two in our hearts at that time, but it was a pity that the creation made people, and it was many years later.

I said, "Of course, I have always worn it, and I have never left it, it is a token between us, and I should keep it well."

Hearing me say this, Ziran seemed to be a little excited, and he held me tightly into his arms, not saying anything, just hugging me tightly.

I felt something soft, slippery, and fluffy in his hand. Without waiting for Ziran to respond, he snatched it and held it up in front of his eyes, it turned out to be a fox doll, with reddish-brown hair, a pointed mouth, and two small eyes that seemed to fall out, and he couldn't help but exclaim, "It's so beautiful."

"Do you like it". Ziran asked happily.

I nodded happily and looked through the doll in my hand as I asked, "Where did you get such a cute little thing?"

Ziran smiled and said, "I saw it by chance in Luoyang City, I bought it for a long time, and I haven't had a chance to give it to you, today happens to be the Mid-Autumn Festival, I gave it to you to make you happy." After Ziran finished speaking, he pressed lightly on the fox's buttocks, and the doll's eyes turned up, and his head swung left and right, and then pressed, and the eyeballs began to turn again, and he swung his head again, which was so interesting.

I had a lot of fun, Ziran watched me play from the side, and occasionally I let Ziran play, but he shook his head, I didn't follow, he smiled at me, and started to play.

Somehow, I looked at Ziran's face, and suddenly remembered the fourteen youth, the appearance of the fourteen young flashed in my mind, and I was so happy when I remembered the situation when the fourteen young man gave me pebbles. I was in a trance for a while, and I quickly brushed my face away, and shook my head vigorously, for no reason, how could I think of Fourteen Shao, I must have stayed outside for too long, and I was a little tired, so I had the illusion that appeared.

When I turned my head again, I found that Ziran was looking at me, and he asked me, "Fan'er, what's wrong just now, I see that your expression is declining, is there something on your mind?"

I shook my head and said to Ziran, "I'm a little tired after standing for a long time, tonight's Mid-Autumn Festival, why don't we go into the house and talk."

Tell Ai'er to bring some dried fruits, shortbread, and make a pot of jasmine tea.

Ai'er answered, and after a while, she was ready for joy.

I saw Ai'er staring at my hand with a pair of eyes, so I handed the doll to Ai'er, "It's fun for you to play with." Then press it on the fox's buttocks.

Ai'er was frightened and exclaimed, "Mom, why did you move."

Ziran and I both laughed, and I said, "If you can't move, it's too ordinary, and it's fun to move, I don't believe you can try it."

Ai'er pressed it cautiously, and saw the fox's eyes and head turn again, and said continuously, "It's so fun, it's so interesting" and then she smiled weirdly at me, "Sir, it must have been given by Young Master Ziran."

I smiled and nodded, and Ai'er handed me the doll, which I held in my hand and started playing again.

Since Ai'er came back from her hometown this time, her temperament has become more cheerful than before, and she can always be heard humming a small tune in and out, not to mention whether she sings well or not, she is in a good mood and I am also happy, and I am working hard, and I am more attentive than ever before and after the saddle horse, perhaps because her aunt is cured.

I still remember when she came back last month, as soon as she entered the door, she knocked her head at my feet, and said that I saved her mother, and if it wasn't for the silver taels I gave, her savings alone would not have saved her mother. Ai'er was originally a pure little girl, if it weren't for the fact that she had been a girl in Bai Xiaoqiu's house, she had always regarded Bai Xiaoqiu as her master in her heart, and was later instigated by Chu Lianwei, otherwise, she would definitely be like Ju'er, intimate with me.

Ai'er knew that Ziran was my fellow villager, so she treated Ziran very warmly, and she called the young master Ziran very smoothly. And I also said in front of Ai'er that Ziran is like my family.

Ziran came to my house and never restrained, never shy away, we are too familiar with each other.

After eating the pastries and drinking tea, Ai'er ran out again, I think she must have gone to find Chun'er, the girl in Bai Yanleng's house. Since coming back this time, Ai'er and Chun'er seem to be very close, and they have nothing to do together, talking and joking, and occasionally muttering that they don't know what they are talking about. Although I am not good at words, I get along with Ai'er, she is always a little jealous, and she can't help but let go, and she is not close to me.

Seeing that the tea was weakening, I said, "Ziran, I have a kind of tea here, you must not have drunk it, I'll bring it to you to drink."

Ziran hummed, and after a while, I came out with a small wooden box with the same piece of gauze.

Grab a small handful of tea leaves and put them in the gauze, tie them with fine thread, throw them into the teapot, pour some water, let the water cover the gauze, quickly pour the water, and then pour boiling water, all in one go.

I poured a cup of the soaked Xiaojiangyuan for Ziran and handed it to him, he first leaned in front of his nose and smelled it, and said, "It's so fragrant." Then he took a sip and said, "It's so fragrant." Then he asked me, "Fan'er, where did you learn this tea-making skill?"

I wouldn't say the fourteen less, thought about it, and said with a smile, "You can drink if you like it, there are many people in Baifu, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, these folk crafts are not a problem, I don't have anything to do in Baifu, I just pass the time and mix my days, and I learned this tea art when I was idle."

Ziran said, "It's always good to have something to do, so as not to be bored and cranky."

I sighed lightly, looked at Ziran steadily, and said solemnly, "Ziran, there are only you and me at this time, you tell me honestly, Jun'er and him, he will definitely get better, right, he will be fine, right."

Although I said this, I was very scared in my heart, and I didn't have any score at all, but I still put my hope on Ziran, because except for him, no one was willing to help me so wholeheartedly.

Ziran saw that I was anxious and comforted me, "Fan'er, don't worry, I will find a way and do my best to heal Jun'er, I know that you have been sad in your heart because of this matter, don't worry, no matter how big the matter is, I will carry it for you."

I nodded in my heart and stopped talking, I believe Ziran's words, he has always been so good to me.

Because today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, it is rare to have time to sit down, I have been chatting with Ziran, chatting for a long time, we recalled together the bits and pieces of Jizhou when we were children, we caught fish in the river together, that was the first time I went into the water, standing barefoot on the riverbank, staring at the river with a pair of small eyes, Ziran called me down, I stretched my feet and tried several times, still did not dare to go into the water, Ziran was still smiling at me at first, after a while, but saw his body slowly sinking, until the river did not pass over his head, and then disappeared. I was so anxious that I jumped to my feet and shouted, Ziran, Ziran, where are you. Jumping into the river with a thud, I didn't even remember that I didn't know how to be watery, I just knew that I was going to save Ziran, and he couldn't die. As soon as I jumped into the river, I heard Ziran calling me on the other end, and he smiled and waved at me, but I cried out loud, and I realized that the river was not deep, but below my chest. In the end, Ziran took three small fish to coax me. At that time, we were so happy, carefree, I never thought that life would suffer all kinds of tribulations, fortunately, everything will soon pass, as Ziran said, keep the clouds open and see the moon, I thought in my heart, when Jun'er is healed, I will enter the palace, and ask Emperor Jin to revoke my title of Huide Bachelor, and from then on, stay away from Luoyang, and follow Ziran back to Jizhou to live a stable life.

When Bai Yan Leng came, I was talking to Ziran in the house, asking him about Jun'er's condition, and I knew that the whole Baifu was worried about Jun'er.

Bai Yan Leng first politely greeted Ziran, "Brother Ziran, hello."

At the beginning, Rourou and I planned to let Ziran come to Baifu to see me, and I wanted to pretend to be sick and let Rourou invite Ziran to Baifu, but I didn't expect Jun'er to have such a fork, so I naturally invited Ziran, and only introduced Ziran and I to the people in Baifu, and the people in the house saw that I had such a relationship with Ziran, and I was a doctor who specialized in treating Jun'er's illness, so I was polite to Ziran.

Ziran threw his hand towards Bai Yan Leng and said, "Nineteen is good."

After the two of them said hello, Bai Yan looked at me coldly, and when he saw that my face was pale, he called me softly, "Feifei, I haven't seen you for a few days, how can I be haggard like this." When I'm done, I'm going to come over and help me brush my hair.

My heart tightened, and I hurriedly took a step back, what happened to Bai Yan Leng today, he was not like this in the past, he always knew how to treat me, and hurriedly squeezed out a smile at him, "Nineteen young don't need to worry, maybe the moon last night was too beautiful, I was greedy to take a few more looks, and forgot the time."

After finishing speaking, I glanced at Ziran, but saw that Ziran was looking at me, from the way he looked at me, with a little anger and a little annoyance, he wanted to say something, but was silenced by the eyes I handed over.

After a while, Bai Yan Leng asked me again, "Feifei, can you tell me the truth, Jun'er, how did he fall off the mountain, hasn't he been with you all the time."

Looking at Bai Yan's cold eyes, I know, he is suspicious of me, he just entered the door today and cared about me, and then became angry, he is a salute before a soldier, I am afraid that the purpose of his coming to me today is not really to care about me, but to blame me and doubt me, which makes me very heartbroken.

I saw that Bai Yan didn't speak, only looked at me angrily, and swallowed a mouthful of spit, "Nineteen Shao, you really make me feel heartache, and it makes me feel even more cold, the whole Baifu can doubt me, but you can't, I trust you so much, you have always been simple and kind, and there is no quarrel with the world, I didn't expect that I already had a plan in my heart, even if I Su Feifei has a big holiday with Chu Lianwei, I will not hurt the innocent, not to mention that Jun'er is still so young, he is still a child, I will not be careful to do something to hurt him, Nineteen Shao, I've been with you for several years, don't you know what kind of person I am, and today you came to question me, and it makes me sad."

I said so much in one breath, and somehow, maybe I was also worried about Jun'er, my eyes were red, and tears flowed.

Seeing this, Bai Yan Leng also panicked, but he was afraid that even he didn't expect it. For now, hurry up and comfort me "Feifei, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to".

Bai Yan coldly wanted to take a few steps forward, but Ziran stretched out his hand to block it, Ziran said coldly, "I originally thought that the nineteen young men were different from the rest of the young generals, but I didn't expect that they were all the way, how many grievances Feifei suffered in your Bai Mansion, did you count them, and today Tian shamelessly came to suspect her, do you know how worried Feifei is about the little young master, she can't eat and sleep all day long, is that how you treat her?"

The more Ziran spoke, the more angry he became, and he pulled my arm and said angrily, "Let's go, let's go."

I was dragged to the door by Ziran, and I struggled to break free of Ziran's hand, "Ziran, what are you doing, I know you are angry, but if we leave, what will Jun'er do, let alone 。。。。。 Besides, I can't leave now."

Seeing this, Bai Yan on the side said earnestly, "Feifei, Brother Ziran, I was reckless just now, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."

I know that Bai Yan Leng didn't mean it, with my understanding of him, he would never do anything unfavorable to me, but what happened this time was too worrying, Jun'er is still unconscious, he is sad and anxious, afraid that Chu Lianwei will come to me again for trouble, since Jun'er's accident, Chu Lianwei has made trouble with me several times, and even scolded Bai Xiaoqiu, she blamed Bai Xiaoqiu for insisting on sending Jun'er to the academy to study and read, Jun'er didn't want to come, Chu Lianwei didn't want me to be with Jun'er and Bai Xiaoqiu, What does it have to do with their family, but Bai Xiaoqiu didn't listen, and even coaxed Jun'er to come to my academy obediently and become a schoolboy in the academy, that Chu Lianwei also kept saying, I behave inappropriately, I am not worthy of being Mr. Xi, Jun'er can't learn knowledge from me, there were so many students in the academy, and then they all left, and my academy should have been closed a long time ago. At that time, I also said a lot of unbearable words, I listened to half of it and forgot half of it, and I thought about Jun'er when she was young, and I didn't care about her. Another point is that Rourou was also present that day, and Su Shaoyuan was also there, but Su Shaoyuan was just a child more than five years old, and Bai Yanleng was most afraid of Rourou, he was worried about Rourou, so he was angry at me and came to question me, but it was not from his original intention, and he was just dizzy.

I walked towards the round table step by step, trembling all over, my body was crooked and almost fell to the ground, Ziran stepped forward to support me "Be careful".

Ziran helped me to sit down at the round table, then poured me a cup of tea and handed it to me, "I haven't eaten anything in the morning, it's good to drink saliva to moisten my throat."

The white face was even more heartbroken, and apologized to me again, "Feifei, I'm sorry."

Ziran said angrily, "Nineteen Shao, you are calling Feifei left and right, it is really a little inappropriate, since you don't believe her so much, doubt her, why pretend to be a good person, today I can see through, you Baifu are all villains, you are polite on the surface, but behind the scenes, you make a trick behind your back, framing Feifei."

Bai Yan exclaimed, "Brother Ziran, don't talk nonsense, no one will harm Feifei."

Ziran took a step closer to Bai Yan Leng and said sharply, "Isn't it enough for you to harm her?"

Bai Yan Leng also took a step forward, the two of you are one sentence and I are one sentence, arguing in front of me, I am flustered, nineteen young people are the young master in the house, naturally there will be no problem, Zi Ran is just a hall doctor, in case there is something offensive between the words, I am afraid that there will be a lot of things, I watched him and the two of them were arguing with red ears and red ears, and suddenly threw the teacup on the round table, there was a clanging sound, and the water in the cup splashed everywhere, followed by me Standing up from the stool and shouting loudly, "You all shut up for me."