253: Passive life
Said that I was going shopping, but there was nowhere to go, I had been here for more than a month, and I really didn't have a good time shopping, even what was going on around?
Walking alone on the street, aimlessly, and really not knowing where to go, you can only go with the flow, follow the crowd along the street, go forward with them, and wherever you go, that is, the ultimate goal?
What kind of life is this? Anyway, Wu Dingfang can't say clearly, having money, leisure and career, this is not a dream life, and it is also the goal of many people's lives.
But I don't know why, I always feel that there is a little bit missing, but I am afraid that there is a little bit of coming, is it needed or not?
What a dilemma! It's so quiet every day that people are scared, I don't know what words to use to describe it, I don't know if this sentence is appropriate, I'm struggling with this problem, will I be beaten by others?
While walking, while watching, in fact, there is nothing to see, the pedestrian streets all over the world are not all the same, nothing more than selling food and clothing, the main thing is also these two categories and some small items to be recognized in life, otherwise what else can be sold?
You can't sell furniture, can you? They are all young people, who are in love, and they have not yet started a family, and these problems will be taken into account, and people with problems will open this kind of shop here, and normal people will generally not consider it.
Walking, strolling, tired, there happens to be an open-air coffee shop next to it, so go sit and sit? I ordered a cup of coffee and sat there quietly, watching the flow of people coming and going, and my mind went blank.
What do you want to recall? But I'm afraid to remember, because sweetness is followed by pain, so think about the future, right? But the future is doomed again, and in the near future, it will be the same past.
Is it really impossible to change? What kind of bullshit life is this? Why is this kind of thing being spread out on the body? I don't know how many people like myself are in this world.
Before you know it, time has passed, the day doesn't understand the darkness of the night, it's all nonsense, if the day really doesn't understand the darkness of the night, then how do they hand over the shift?
These are idle egg pains, there is nothing to do, nothing to do, nothing to pursue people will say such a sentence, when it gets dark, go home to eat, what do you want to do so much?
Walk home, but you can't go too fast, time is too much, too much, too much, too much for Wu Dingfang now, more is like an ocean.
Let her feel lost, make her feel frightened, it is like a lonely boat, drifting on the ocean of time, no wind and waves, quiet, like being in a silent world.
I don't know where to float in all directions, I look up, there is only a blue sky without white clouds, I can't see mountains, I can't see the land, the sky is blue, the sea is blue, the sky is blue, the sea is blue, and the whole world is blue.
An inch of time, an inch of gold, it doesn't exist at all, that's also a luxury, but I hope that the damn time can go faster, whether it's wasting time or everything that should be faced, pain and sweetness don't matter anymore, come sooner, disappear early!
Every day is like this, whether it is enjoyment or torture, it depends on the mood! Life is short, the years are in a hurry, and Wu Dingfang has tasted all the tastes.
Right now......! It's hard to say, there is no purpose, I don't know what to pursue, and I don't dare to pursue something, I already have everything, and only a passive life remains.
What can you do when you get home? There's nothing left to do but sit on the couch in a daze or go to bed early.
To do hygiene, I'm sorry, I can't do it anymore, I have to take into account the feelings of the spider, I can't stand it and I'm about to move, even if it's in the most hidden place, I briefly weave a web, and only half of the weaving is gone.
There wasn't even a single cockroach or mosquito, they were all about to starve to death, and the owner of this house was sick, and he had never seen him take medicine when he was sick, and he was an inexplicable person.
Make a delicious meal by yourself, treat your stomach well, you can't be too harsh on it, it's still embarrassing, flying in the sky, growing in the soil, including drilling in the soil, swimming in the water, have already tried.
It's because of the kindness to your stomach, the cooking skills that have not been improved for many years have risen by leaps and bounds in the recent period, and you can say unceremoniously that no matter what kind of dish you cook, you can get it by hand.
If you go to the restaurant to apply for a job, you don't dare to say that you are the head chef, the position of a chef, you can't run.
Recently, I have gained more than a dozen pounds, and my body has become rounded, and I am more feminine, and I can't eat it anymore, otherwise I will be jealous of other women.
You have to fully consider the feelings of other sisters, you can get fat by eating hard, and you can become beautiful, and you don't look at any sense of disobedience, the meat that should grow has grown to the place where it should grow, and where it shouldn't grow meat, there is not even a trace of excess meat, what kind of treatment is this, it's really too bullying.
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"Feitian, why are there so many waste paper boxes today? Didn't the person named Ding Laihang, who collected the scrap, come to collect it? Is this a big business, or is it not wanted? ”
Wu Dingfang stood next to the cash register and chatted with Luffy, and when he saw Feitian, who was acting as a coolie, he was holding the waste cartons at the door again and again, and there were many more than before, so he asked curiously.
"No! How is that possible? He's not going to be like that, I talked to him yesterday? Isn't it raining these two days? So I saved a little more, and maybe he'll come over after a while. ”
"That's fine, do you want me to help you, if you don't need it, then forget it, right? Keep busy! Anyway, the two of us are idle, so give it a chance, right? ”
"No, there's not much left, I'll move it twice, it's almost over, don't bother the two of you with this little thing, I can do it alone."
If you two interfere, then what am I going to do? It's only such a little bit of work, and I still think it's too little? But don't rob me, I'm happy to do this kind of thing. ”
First listened to Wu Dingfang's question, Fei Tian answered without much care, but then he heard that she was going to come over to help, which should not be.
What a big joke, how could this kind of hard work be allowed to be done, if the two of them did it, it wouldn't be that they were incompetent.
When they go out, the heavy responsibility of protecting the two of them falls on themselves, and it is absolutely impossible to have a little accident, if there is an accident, it is not a pity for them to die.
"It seems that you and the person named Ding Laihang are already quite familiar, listening to what you just said, there is still a little bit of justification for him, which is quite interesting! Everywhere you go, you will have friends?
How did you meet? Is there a little bit of a legendary legend, such as something full of emotion? I heard that the process of your men getting to know each other is not to fight and not to know each other, and generally speaking, it is very interesting, so let's have a chance to see it, okay?
Is it okay to give some face, it shouldn't be difficult, right? You won't even give such a little face, right? We all have a lot of free time now, let's talk about how different it is.
I've been here with you, and we've been together for the same amount of time, and now I don't have a friend, and you actually have a good brother, which is good, amazing. ”
"Where? How is this possible? It's not like it's on TV or in a movie, there's no story at all, doesn't he come over every time to collect scrap? I heard his story again, and when we met, I casually asked a few words and chatted.
Then I found out ......! Alas, it's pretty good! I was able to talk, I had a little bit of a common language, and then I talked a lot, I talked a lot, and I became friends.
Isn't this process the same for everyone? Nothing special, sentimental, what the hell is this? It doesn't exist at all, so what do you want him to do? That's a tiring thing, and besides, even if I'm free, people don't have time! ”
A little afraid of being misunderstood, Feida stopped and quickly explained, although there is nothing to say, but what should be clearly stated is still to be made clear.
Wu Dingfang smiled and said, "Why are you so nervous?" Playing around with you, it's normal to have friends, is that a good thing? Sister, I'm joking, but don't take it to heart!
Don't get angry, okay? In front of your wife, a manly man, don't be too careful, or be careful to let you sleep on the floor at night and not let you go to bed, then it will be sad.
What's that! Why don't you finish the rest of the work quickly? People are very busy, but don't wait for everyone else to come over, you haven't moved the waste out yet?
That's not what it shouldn't be, isn't that a waste of his time? He is racing against time to earn money and do good deeds, but he doesn't have as much time as we have, talking nonsense here and saying meaningless things. ”
"I'm not going to be angry, what's there to be angry about this kind of thing? Sister, it's okay if you're happy, if you can be like this every day, then I'll be even happier. ”
"You're good, let's not talk nonsense, everyone works, right? Stay in place, don't really waste your time here! Work, work, finish work, let's go to eat a good meal, life is in the world, it is to eat, drink and have fun, and then talk about pursuit, right? ”
Wu Dingfang suddenly shouted loudly, I don't know if it was a brain convulsion or something wrong?