Chapter 357: But I Think
After being busy day and night for a while, Zhou Shuxuan finally had a little free.
After he came back, he didn't meet Miao Li a few times. It's just that I've eaten with her a few times, I'm afraid that it will affect her, as long as she stays in Qingquan Palace well, don't run out if it's okay.
Her body is already weak, and she doesn't think about eating and drinking in the summer, and if she still doesn't rest well, I'm afraid she will have to ask the doctor to prescribe medicine for her. If you eat a bowl of bitter medicinal juice, you will be even more unable to eat.
Today is finally over a little early, it's still early, and he is not particularly sleepy, so he wants to take a look at Qingquan Palace.
Miaoli was about to fall asleep, when she suddenly heard a door open outside, and then there was a deliberately lightened footstep.
He didn't sleep so late, and there could be no one else but him, Miaoli opened her eyes wide and waited for him to come in.
Zhou Shuxuan came in the door, and he knew that it was late now, and he knew that she might be asleep, but he just wanted to come and take a look.
He still felt like he was alive and dreaming, and sometimes he couldn't believe they were really getting better.
When she entered the door, it was him, Miaoli raised her head and asked in a low voice, "It's so late, why are you here?" Are you done with it? ”
Zhou Shuxuan was a little frightened, and did not answer her question, and asked reflexively: "Haven't you slept yet?" ”
"Be quiet, they're already asleep, and they all have to get up when they know you're coming." Miao Li shook the fan in her hand and said, "It's a little hot, I can't sleep." ”
Zhou Shuxuan obediently lowered his voice and said, "I'll ask someone from the Internal Affairs Office to bring some ice over tomorrow, so it's cooler and you can sleep well." ”
Miao Li moved a little to the side of the bed and said casually: "Forget it, it's not particularly hot, it's not good to use too many ice cubes." ”
Zhou Shuxuan saw that she made subtle movements, as if he was inviting him to sleep here, and he suddenly felt that the room was heating up, and he didn't dare to act. After half a day, I sat down on the edge of the bed and made it look like I was going to take off my shoes. I didn't hear her say anything, so I relaxed and continued to act.
took off his shoes and clothes and lay down, lying beside her and not daring to move. Getting so close, Miao Li could naturally feel his restraint, thinking that he would get better soon, but he didn't expect that he would still be like this after more than half a year, and he was cautious about everything to her, as if he was afraid that he would lose it again.
He was restrained, and Miao Li found the words and asked, "You are still wearing a coat, aren't you hot?" ”
Zhou Shuxuan leaned on the bamboo pillow and shook his head, feeling that his palms were sweating, but said, "I'm not hot." ”
Miao Li could feel the steaming heat on his body and said that it was not hot, and he half-stood up and reached out to touch his belt, wanting to help him take off his clothes.
Zhou Shuxuan pressed her hand violently, trying his best to endure something, "Don't, I'm afraid I can't help it." ”
After enduring it for so long, he couldn't afford any provocation.
Although Miao Li has now accepted him again, he is not sure if he can go further. He was already very satisfied to be like this.
In the past, in order to ease the relationship with her, I tried my best to make her closer to me. Now that the relationship has improved, he is not allowed to act without permission, afraid of going back to the past, and now he does not dare.
Miao Li's hand paused, and then continued to untie the clothes on his body. Leaning over and whispering in his ear, "But I want to." ”
Someone has to start this matter first, and only then can it be considered really good.
Zhou Shuxuan's hands and feet were stiff, and he forcibly suppressed his impatience, pretending to be serious and said, "I don't want to, unless you kiss me." ”
Miao Li held back a smile, and just wanted to possess and kiss her, but suddenly had a bad idea in her heart. Reaching out for him, he was holding something much more honest than he was. And then he asked, "You really don't want to?" ”
This sentence is more powerful than any medicine, Zhou Shuxuan's blood surged, and he couldn't bear to turn over anymore and got up.
The action quickly peeled himself clean, and if he couldn't control it, he kissed her on the mouth, "Look at your slow movements, I can kiss you." ”
I haven't experienced these things for a long time, and when I was halfway there, Miaoli couldn't stand it anymore and hugged him and cried out in pain.
A thin layer of sweat overflowed on Zhou Shuxuan's forehead. "Shall bear with it? It doesn't hurt right away. ”
After a long time, she actually made him breathe shortly like before.
Miao Li gritted her teeth and nodded.
There was a palace maid sleeping outside in a daze, and in a trance she heard something inside, so she got up and wanted to come in to see what was wrong.
The moonlight poured in from the window, and she saw Miaoli's bed curtain shaking, the squeaking of the bed wrapped in Miaoli's intermittent voice, and Zhou Shuxuan's voice could be faintly heard.
It's not that she doesn't know anything, she can understand what it's for, so she walked lightly and withdrew, and her face was hot outside.
He woke up Xi Mama again, and whispered to someone to prepare some water, and paid attention to the movement inside.
After waiting for several hours, the sky was white, and it seemed that it had not stopped.
Gao Fu, who was guarding outside, also came in, and the emperor, a liar, obviously said that he would just come in and take a look, but he didn't come out after several naps.
It's not early, he has to tell the emperor to get up and go to court. He lowered his voice and asked the palace maid, "Is the emperor inside?" ”
The palace maid nodded, but grabbed him, "Father-in-law, let's wait a while before going in." ”
"What's wrong?" Gao Fu didn't understand for a while.
The palace maid lowered her head, ashamed, "That's it...... It is...... Anyway, you just have to wait a while to go in, it should be almost over. "It's been almost all night, after all.
The emperor estimated that he had been vegetarian for too long, so he couldn't hold it for a while.
Gao Fu understood now, standing outside the door and waiting with the palace maid, and after waiting for a while, he could still hear the occasional sound coming from inside. I really can't wait, and if I wait any longer, I won't be able to catch up with the court.
Gao Fu knocked on the door, raised his voice slightly, and shouted inside, "Your Majesty, it's time to go to court." ”
There was no response inside, and Gao Fu was about to shout again, when he heard Zhou Shuxuan's voice, "Send some water in." ”
Zhou Shuxuan helped her pack up before getting dressed and went out, Miaoli didn't want to move now, she felt that all her strength had been squeezed clean by him, she just wanted to sleep while holding the quilt, and she couldn't care where he was going.
Zhou Shuxuan got dressed and kissed her on the face before walking out refreshed. I didn't sleep all night, and I couldn't see any tiredness at all.
Miaoli can't compare to him, she doesn't have such a good body, and when she wakes up, she feels that she has fallen apart. If it weren't for the quilt, others would definitely be able to see her scattered on the bed.
I used to get up by dressing myself, but now I don't even have the strength to get dressed. If it weren't for her stomach growling, she wouldn't really want to get up.
Mama Xi scolded while helping her get dressed, "The emperor is too careless, I don't know what to do." Regardless of himself, nor of his mother. Looking at this body, I don't know when it will disappear, it's too unseemly. ”
Although Miao Li couldn't see it, she could guess that it should be bruised and purple, and it looked a little scary, so Mama Xi scolded people like this.
Miao Li comforted weakly: "It's okay, it'll be fine in a few days, smear some medicine to invigorate blood and dispel blood stasis, it's okay soon." ”
Mama Xi was still distressed when she looked at her, they all took good care of people, and they were reluctant to bump into them, and the emperor became like this as soon as he came. "The emperor is not young, how can he be like a hairy boy?"
Miaoli also wanted to ask this question, but last night's Zhou Shuxuan simply made her powerless. In the second half of the night, she was regretting why she teased him.
Zhou Shuxuan came over after the next court, and he remembered Miaoli in his heart, and he didn't know if she woke up. I should have had to rest a little more, I was really tired yesterday.
When I entered the door, I heard Mama Xi and Miaoli talking, and asked with a smile, "What are you talking about?" ”
He was in a very good mood today, and he smiled at everyone.
He smiled at each other, but Mama Xi didn't have such a good temper towards him, and turned his head and said, "I'm saying that the emperor doesn't know moderation, doesn't have a little severity, doesn't take care of Niangniang's body at all, and only cares about himself." ”
was reprimanded in the morning, and Miao Li leaned on the bed and gloated.
Zhou Shuxuan really couldn't refute this matter, so he could only be disciplined if he was trained, touched his nose and said, "I will pay attention to it in the future." ”
Mama Xi instructed again: "Then the emperor must pay attention." Before the mother recovers, the emperor should bear with it first. ”
Xi Mama watched him grow up, and it was not too much to teach him a few words.
Zhou Shuxuan admitted his mistake with a correct attitude, "I know." ”
Mama Xi was relieved to see that he looked like this, and after changing the breakfast, she withdrew, not disturbing them.
Seeing Mama Xi go out, Zhou Shuxuan sat down on the side, took a bowl of porridge and scooped a spoonful to her mouth, and asked, "Does it still hurt?" ”
Miao Li nodded, there was no place that didn't hurt, and she didn't hide it with him.
Zhou Shuxuan regretted it a little and asked, "Why didn't you tell me last night?" ”
Miao Li glared at him, gritted her teeth and said, "If you could hear a word last night, you won't be said by Mama now." I've said it so many times, and you're just going to coax me. ”
Well, that's what he admits.
Zhou Shuxuan was a little embarrassed and smiled very flatteringly, "I will really pay attention in the future, and I won't do it again." ”
After listening to him, Miao Li couldn't help but think about something more long-term. The hand touched her belly, and the doctor said before that it would be very difficult for her to get pregnant, but it was not certain that there would be no chance.
I have planned to live with him for the rest of my life, and it is impossible to travel through the mountains and rivers. One of her two wishes has to come true, and she still wants children very much. Think about it more, there will definitely be a chance.
When I think of the past, I feel a pity that I didn't keep any of them. She dreamed of having a child of her own, and now that she has the opportunity, she must achieve what she wants.