Eleven Shao came, he kicked the door open with force, I spread on the ground, holding the wine jug in my hand and leaning my neck to pour wine into my mouth, I was drunk and confused, and my body was always unstable, shaking more than one and pulling the corners of his clothes, and saying "Drink with me".

Eleven Shao snatched the wine jug from my hand, lifted me up from the ground, and then walked out of the door with me, Ai'er couldn't stop him, I didn't obey the call with my feet and let him mix me all the way, my brain was dizzy, but my heart was clear. I smiled slightly drunk and asked him, "Eleven Shao, have you brought enough wine, I can drink it very well."

Eleven glanced at me and said with a smile, "You don't have to worry about this, I don't dare to guarantee anything else, the wine is enough."

I smiled back at him and continued to walk with him.

There was a big tree on the side of the road, and a horse was tied to it, and he took me on his back and sat down behind me by leaping himself. With a whistle from Eleven, the horse raised his legs and ran at a gallop.

It's not that I haven't sat on horseback, one day four years ago, on such a windy and moonlit night, Bai Xiaoqiu rode a horse and took me to the suburbs, which was my first time riding a horse. Just because I once told him that one day I must ride with my beloved on the vast grassland.

This is what I thought when I was a child, and I have never been satisfied, so I will always remember it. I still remember Bai Xiaoqiu stroking my face and smiling and promising me that he would definitely take me to the prairie in the future. I buried my head in his chest and whispered okay, I'll wait.

In the middle of the night in the summer, the breeze was gentle, Bai Xiaoqiu and I sat on the spot, in such a dead of night and the bright moon shining on my heart, we were in the suburbs, there was no figure around, only the bright moon in the sky and the crickets in the grass testified to us, he bowed his head and kissed my eyes, my nose, my lips, at first I still maintained a girl's reserve, as he slowly explored and then deepened, I fell step by step into his gentle township, we hugged each other and kissed deeply. He rolled over and pressed me underneath him, looked me in the eye and asked me, "Are you scared?" ”

I shook my head and said "I'm not afraid".

He asked me again, "What if you regret it later?" ”

I said, "I have never regretted knowing you, the person I have been looking for all my life is you, and you are the source of my happiness." You probably can't guess how much I like you, or how long I've liked you."

Bai Xiaoqiu asked me again, "Then how long have you liked me?" I turned my head away, made a fuss, and said, "I won't tell you."

He smiled weirdly at me, said, "If you don't tell me, see how I clean you up", and after saying that, he pounced on me, and scratched me with both hands, I was born afraid of itching, and shouted for mercy. As soon as he relaxed, I rolled over and pressed him under me, looking at him with a smile, with a villainous posture.

He looked at me, the smile on his face gradually dissipated, his deep eyes flashed with a puddle of spring water, became serious and slightly shy, and asked me softly, "Give it to me, would you like it?" ”

I was fifteen years old that year, just reached the age of a little bit of human affairs, and in life, it is rare to meet a person who can make me devote my heart and soul, and how lucky I am to be able to love vigorously once in my lifetime. My eyes were hot, and I didn't reply, just leaned down and kissed him on the lips. We were rolling on the thin grass, our bodies aching but our hearts were happy, I knew that I was no longer a little girl, I had become his woman, and knowing this, I shed tears of happiness.

After so long, I thought I would do a good job and forget it completely, why can I think of Bai Xiaoqiu with a slight resemblance, and clearly recall all kinds of things.

At this time, I leaned on the arms of Eleven Shao, let the horse gallop, I sat on the back of the horse and swayed, the bumps were so bad, I almost fell off the horse, Eleven Shao approached me, and shouted in my ear, "If you don't want to fall, hold on to the reins and don't let go."

The horses went around the backyard of the eleventh young man's house, and there was a road leading to the back mountain, and I never knew there was a way to go here.

I listened to Eleven Shao's words, held the reins tightly, and thought in my heart, take me away, go far, no matter where you go, never come back, escape everything here, I don't think of anyone anymore, and don't feel sad for anyone anymore.

The night was so cold, my ears were frozen and unconscious, and the biting cold wind was howling in my face, and I was like a brave soldier, who was being severely killed and tortured, and I was still indomitable.

I don't know how long it took, but there was a waterhole in front of me, it was night, and it was too dark for me to see clearly.

With Eleven's shuffs, the horse walked slowly and finally stopped.

Eleven jumped off his horse and picked me up. I ran towards the waterhole. Eleven Shao shouted behind him, "If you want to dance Tan, I won't stop you."

When I came to the edge of the waterhole and looked at the waterhole, the darkness and darkness were as deep as the distant night sky, bottomless, full of infinite temptation and mystery.

Once upon a time, four years ago, I was standing on the edge of such a dark pool, alone, looking at the pool, tears flowed like a river, my heart was like ashes, and I had no intention of living. Walk slowly along the edge, towards the pool, and let the icy water cover my knees, chest, and head, and swallow me. I lost consciousness and thought I was really dead. It was a female monk who rescued me, and she told me that only by living can I do whatever I want, that only by living can miracles happen, and when I die, there is nothing.

So, I survived.

I've already died once, so why die again.

When I turned around, I saw Eleven Young looking at me. I smiled at him and said, "Let's have a drink, do you dare."

Eleven didn't say anything, took a jug of wine from his horse and threw it to me.

I poured a few sips of wine, just jolted on horseback, and then the wind blew again, and I used to be two points drunk, but now I didn't have one. I threw the flask to Eleven Shao and said, "Come, drink with me."

Eleven Shao also raised his neck and drank a few sips of wine, and then threw it back to me, and I continued to drink.

Although I am not drunk in a thousand cups, but I can drink it when I look at the eleven less, I haven't been drunk for a long time, I threw a bunch of wine jugs on the ground, I shook the jug in my hand, it was very light, and there was a sound of water from the inside, I drank the wine inside in one go, and then put the empty wine jug at Eleven Shao, and said, "It's gone again."

Eleven Shao smiled at me, didn't speak, got up and went to get me wine, brought the wine and we drank it for a while, Eleven Shao said, "After drinking this pot of wine, we should go home."

As soon as I heard that I was going home, I waved my hand again and again, and now I finally got a little drunk, I said loudly, "I won't go back, I won't go back, Eleven Shao, you said that you would drink with me, why don't you talk about it, is it no longer drinking, you said that you can manage enough, how can a manly man not talk without talking, we won't go anywhere tonight, just drink here", while saying stood up and grabbed Eleven Shao's clothes.

Eleven Shao is not good at words, I guess he probably doesn't know how to coax girls, he smiled lightly and said, "Okay, I'll drink with you."

We drank again and again, and drank for a while, and the wine was really finished. When Eleven told me that I had run out of wine, I immediately stayed under the tree and insisted on letting him buy wine again.

Eleven Shao saw that I was determined not to go home, so I had to shake my head and say, "I really can't help you, you wait here, I'll come when I go."

Seeing that Eleven Shao had gone away, I hurriedly chased after him, and Eleven looked back at me and said, "Why did you keep up, didn't you sit and wait for me to come back?"

I quipped, "I'm afraid you'll leave me and go home by myself, how terrible it is for me to be alone in this barren mountain and wilderness." After finishing the road, I took two steps forward and walked in front of the eleventh youth.

Eleven Shao smiled behind me and said, "In this barren mountain and wilderness, if other women are afraid, I must believe it, but you won't, you are Mr. Su, a woman in the mouth of Luoyang, you can risk killing your head in the Haohao court, and you have to refuse to marry for Seventeen, even if it is a man, you have done everything that you may not dare to do, what else do you dare not do."

I argued, "I had no choice."

Eleven didn't speak again.

We walked back and forth through a grove of trees, the leaves of which had fallen completely, leaving only bare branches, and Eleven walked a few quick steps past me and stopped under one of the trees.

Eleven Shao stood under the tree and raised his head to look at the sky, then took off his boots, rubbed a few times and climbed the tree pole, only to hear a pop, Eleven Shao landed steadily in front of me, still holding a shovel in his hand.

I looked at Eleven Shao in a daze, as if I understood something, and suddenly laughed, "You really have a way."

Eleven Shao smiled and didn't speak, only to see him digging a pit under the tree with a shovel, and before he saw the wine, he had already asked about the aroma of the wine, and the aroma came to his nose.

He carefully took the wine jar buried under the tree out of the pit, looked at the wine jar in his arms, he took a deep breath, and said with great emotion, "This jar of wine was brewed by me four years ago, made from corn and glutinous rice, I wanted to drink it when the time was ripe one day, but I didn't expect to have to drink it today."

When he said this, I felt embarrassed, as if I had caused a big disaster, running so far, still in such a hidden wood, and brewing and burying it myself, this jar of wine must be of great significance to Eleven Shao, no, I almost didn't dare to think about it anymore, and hurriedly took the wine jar from Eleven Shao's arms, put it lightly into the pit, picked up a shovel and dug a shovel of soil and sprinkled it.

Eleven stopped me and shouted, "What are you doing?"

I said earnestly, "Why am I so ignorant, I even have to drink the wedding wine brewed by Eleven Shao, I'm a bastard."

As if I had guessed the matter, Eleven Shao blushed slightly, didn't speak, held the wine jar in his arms, looked ahead with a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he remembered something very beautiful, and his eyes became very gentle.

After a while, I saw him look up at me, and said to me helplessly, "I think that in this world, no one will understand me, and sometimes even I can't understand myself."

I looked at the eleventh young man in a daze, and said righteously, "All those who truly love each other should be blessed."

Eleven Shao suddenly laughed, raised the wine jar and only poured wine into his mouth, drank too quickly, the wine flowed down his cheeks and chin, obviously smiling, but why did he feel sad, the transparent water droplets on his face were one by one in the moonlight, crystal clear, I thought I was really drunk, and I couldn't tell whether it was tears or wine.