There are always so many unexpected things in this world, and looking at this old lady who is already over seventy years old, I have mixed feelings.

I always thought that she was selfish in her life, but now that I look back, is that really the case?

I don't dare to assert it lightly, but my heart has been shaken.

"You say you're innocent, but are you really innocent? Even if the female ghost in the well was not killed by you, didn't you interfere in Tang Xin's matter at the beginning? Including the last time you sold me to the sick seedling, don't you know about it? What have you done during these hours? I questioned again.

She looked at me with half-squinted eyes, looked at her and smiled, smiled very indifferently, "I know, but in fact I am not involved, believe it or not, this is the truth." On the night of Tang Xin's accident, everything was designed by your second uncle and your father nodded, what does it have to do with me? ”

"Okay, even if you didn't participate in the matter between me and Tang Xin, is it right that you have pampered Boss Xia and Boss Xia for so many years? If not you, how could they be? How can you do so many hurtful things? ”

"Did they make me do this? Do you know why we look at the quality of the seeds when we sow seeds in the field? Because the ancestors said, "Whatever seed is thrown will bear fruit." They are all your grandfather's children, they are your grandfather's seeds. After all, isn't it all caused by the same color that they have become what they are today? ”

Hue?

Because his grandfather was lustful, he ruined a woman, forced that woman to commit suicide and cursed him for life and death; Because Boss Xia was lustful, he raped my mother and completely ruined her life; Because Xia Lao Er was lustful, he hit his sister-in-law with the idea, and in the end, the family was ruined!

I moved my lips, I didn't know what to say, at this moment I suddenly realized that people have no enemies at all, it is we who are enemies with ourselves, we have built the prison of the heart with our own hands, and then imprisoned ourselves, and when we are beaten into the prison of the heart, there is no way back.

She continued, "You are not me, so you will never understand me, children are such children, I must not be good enough to teach well, but who is born to be a great mother?" All I can tell you is that I have tried my best, but he is still following his father's path. As a mother, even if I knew that my child was incompetent, I would not have raised a stick to beat him to death, it was the flesh that fell from my body, and I couldn't bear to hate it. ”

She is reluctant, so others are willing to let their children torture them?

I was in a complicated mood, my eyes turned red unconsciously, I don't know why, but when I looked at her, I cried silently.

Maybe it was because of pity for herself, maybe because of pity for her, her husband betrayed her, she still guarded him for the rest of her life, her children failed her, she still loved her children.

In the end, her husband was gone, the children were gone, and she was finally old.

She slowly closed her eyes and said the last sentence, "The Xia family has finally cut off their children and grandchildren, this is so good, this is so good......"

After speaking, two lines of tears cleared from the corners of her eyes, and then there was no movement. Xue Dingxiang ran over to probe her breathing, and then flipped through her clothes in a bit of a panic, and there was an unknown bottle of poison in her pocket.

She's dead, she's killed herself, she's swallowed medicine before we came.

She said that death is not terrible, what is terrible is that there is no dignity, no meaning, and then death in despair.

She said that the Xia family has finally cut off their children and grandchildren, which is good, this is good......

Her heart must be very painful, because she is the one who has no dignity and no meaning, and then dies in despair, her heart is very desolate, right?!

Maybe she found out that her husband was cheating in her twenties, and with that betrayal, she survived until she was seventy years old, and finally saw her two children die well.

She was neatly dressed, and she was also very calm, which was probably the last decency she left for herself.

She said that it was good that the Xia family had no children and grandchildren, because such a tragedy would never be continued in the future, and no one would suffer because of it again.

I also think...... That's really good!

"I'll tell someone to deal with her, you go back first." Xue Dingxiang glanced at me and said.

I shook my head a little weakly, "No, I'll give her one last ride." ”

I walked up to her and kowtowed to her three times, "Grandma, you go well, don't look back on Huangquan Road, cross Huangquan Road, step into the Lechuan River, cross the Nai He Bridge, and you can see Meng Po on the Wangxiang Terrace, drink the bowl of Meng Po soup, may you forget the old dreams, and live in the next life as people wish." ”

I made a simple funeral arrangement for her with Xue Dingxiang, she had already bought a coffin when she was sixty years old, because she liked decency, so the coffin was relatively large.

People on our side start preparing coffins after the age of fifty or sixty, and every family does this.

I also have two aunts who are married, and I called them the next day to inform them, and most of the things are still handled by them, after all, I am not suitable for me now.

After leaving Xiajia Village, I was in a very sad mood. This hell-like place will finally never hurt again, maybe it's almost over, and I may not come back.

"What's the matter, you're still sad?" Xue Dingxiang turned his head to look at me while driving.

I was in a complicated and depressed mood, and shook my head absentmindedly, "I can't tell, it's just that what happened at these times makes me feel like I'm dreaming, and it's crazy in my dreams, and it's heartbreaking to wake up from my dreams." My outlook on life has been refreshed again and again, my eyes have deceived my cognition again and again, and everything I think is right is wrong in the end; And what I thought was wrong ended up being innocent. ”

Am I laughing at myself for being too ignorant, or am I laughing at fate for being too tricky?

"Actually, all this is normal, everyone will have a story, and everyone is their own protagonist and someone else's supporting role. Not all right and wrong can be evaluated and measured by right and wrong, but you have to firmly believe in what you once believed, and a person must always have a persistence to accompany himself to the end. ”

A persistence?

I smiled, still sad, but not too bad.

"Ding......" His phone rang, and he didn't have time to continue chatting with me, so he answered the call.

I don't know what was said on the other side of the phone, his face changed and he stepped on the brakes, fortunately I fastened my seat belt, otherwise I would have suffered.

I patted my fast-paced chest and glared at him angrily, "What are you doing?" ”

His face, which had been fine just now, suddenly turned pale, his lips kept shaking, and there was a look of panic in his eyes.

I kind of noticed that he was not normal, and glanced at his phone, "Y-What's wrong with you?" What's going on? ”

"Xia Lao Er ran away ......"

"Ran away? Isn't he dead? ”