Because the more the text is written, the deviation from my own expectations is getting bigger and bigger, and I spend every day in the card, and I have to think about it for half an hour to write every time, and a chapter often takes 1-2 hours to write, and I am too disappointed to write this book, and the story is not very good.

Even if I wrote it, it felt like a patchwork of numbers, without any emotion.

It may be that I was in too much of a hurry to open the article, so I have not made a comprehensive preparation and a complete outline.

In the past, I was able to write stories that could be integrated into the story, but this one, I don't know if it's the first time I try, I can't get in, it's like an onlooker who is locked out, maybe not even an onlooker, and sometimes I don't know what I'm writing, it's very painful.

I knew that suddenly pausing the update would make everyone annoyed, but I really couldn't write it, and my head was struggling with what plot and how to write it every day.

In the past, I was happy to write essays, but I don't know why this book is really painful......

I often have to write two chapters in the middle of the night, and I stay up until 1 or 2 o'clock every day, but it's only 2000-3000 words, you know, I used to be able to write 2 chapters even if I was an hour slower.

I thought I was lazy, but every day when I came home, after eating, I sat in front of the computer at half of the o'clock, and there was no water group, and I didn't watch videos, TV, or anything else, but I couldn't write a word.

During this time, I have been thinking about how to continue writing this book, and I have been thinking about it over and over again.

At last...... I've been struggling with it for a long time, but this one still decided to pause the update.

Although I really want to give a perfect ending, but I really can't do it, I've been working hard to write these days, but the content is really no different from garbage.

I don't beg for forgiveness for being sudden and irresponsible, and I don't expect people to continue to support me.

Here, I would like to sincerely thank all of you for your support and protection along the way.

Thank you.

I'll find time to revise this book and finish the story well, really!!

However, I probably won't be able to write this book anytime soon, because my mind is blank right now, and I don't know how to fill in this imperfect story.

Thank you all for your support!

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Thank you very much.

Again, Sunflower bows to everyone and apologizes! I'm sorry!

2019.1.3 00:03

Sunflowers stay in the sun