. If seeing the truth will shatter the beauty of the moment, then she would rather choose to cover her eyes and ears.

Don't look, don't listen.

If she can't see or hear the truth, she can keep it up and enjoy the beauty of the moment.

Isn't it?

Sounds stupid, right?

What is the meaning of self-deception?

However, for her at that time, this was the best thing in her miserable life.

Even if she knew that there were bones buried under the flowers, she was willing to hug the flowers, even if she was cut by the thorns and covered with wounds.

The scent of temptation to depravity was enough to counteract all the suffering she had experienced.

Every time he thinks about this, Jiang Xiaoqing feels sad.

The things she has experienced and the choices she has made are too cruel.

It is also because of those experiences that she cherishes the beauty of this life more than ordinary people.

Jiang Xiaoqing worked hard to climb up, take care of her own life, and take the whole family to get over as much as possible, not for anything else, she just didn't want to let herself, or even her family, fall into hell and suffer a lot of torture and pain.

A person who has experienced despair, even if he is just a scum in front of him, if the other party pretends to be good to her, he will sink into it.

Then, for the sake of that moment, to deceive yourself, even if it is a more painful experience, it doesn't matter.

Why?

Because pain has been experienced before, there will be no reward.

But now, even if you endure more painful suffering, you can at least get a moment's better.

The answer is so simple, stupid, and cruel......

It's sad again.

Unconsciously, Jiang Xiaoqing's pillow was already wet, she wiped her eyes, but the sadness in her heart was not relieved.

Obviously, so much time has passed, and the people who sat down with these evil deeds are either miserable or dead......

But why is she still so sad?

In her previous life, she had heard a sentence.

Justice may be late, but it will never be absent.

But some people have said that justice that is delayed is not justice, because the wounds on the bodies and hearts of those who have suffered have been left, and some of them will never be healed.

Jiang Xiaoqing thought that in this life, she had found justice for herself, but as the sentence said, she still had a wound in her heart that hadn't healed, right?

"Haaa......"

The sound of trembling breathing rang out in the quiet room.

Jiang Xiaoqing disappeared into the darkness, feeling that he was about to suffocate.

She raised her hand with difficulty and touched it on the bedside table—

A white mobile phone, which she took down.

His fingertips trembled slightly, and Jiang Xiao clicked on the contact.

After hesitating for half a minute, when the screen was about to go out, she clicked the dial-on button.

"Dut...... Feed? ”

In just a second, the person over there answered the phone.

It seemed that she was always preparing for her call.

"Xiao Zhan ......"

Jiang Xiaoqing couldn't hold back in an instant, and she said in a crying voice, "I ......"

It's painful.

However, Jiang Xiaoqing couldn't say the next few words.

As soon as she opened her mouth, she couldn't stop crying.

The pain that had been hidden in her heart for a long time, never being mentioned, flooded her, and made her lose all the ability to speak.

Because there are no words to describe the pain.

The cry that she tried to suppress vividly expressed her desperate suffocation at the moment.

On the other end of the phone, Xiao Zhan paused, and in the next second, his reassuring voice rang-

"I'll go to you now!"

"Wait for me!"

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