Chapter 201: It's hard to get a sense of proportion
"Xiao Mo, come here."
Ning Zimo listened to this somewhat angry question, and stood there hesitantly without moving, but lowered his head and asked in a low voice, "Why did you come back from the National Temple?" ”
She had always been like this, and she didn't even have the courage to speak out loud in front of him now, and not only that, but she felt that they were so far away now, that it had taken her a long time to come back to her senses from between his identities.
The brother who grew up with her since childhood became a prince who was not related by blood, at that time she trembled in her heart with a strange tremble, and after figuring out his identity, she collapsed with him and was presumptuous, joy was always short-lived, she soon found out that she was pregnant, and now she was in an embarrassing situation with this five-month-old child.
Even her father, who used to love her the most, doesn't care much about her now, I remember that she wanted to send soup to her father early this morning, but General Ning closed the door of the study, and Ning Zimo didn't even see Ning Guodong's face.
"I heard about the rumors, and I rushed back to deal with it."
"Oh."
Ning Zimo thought that this person came back to see her, it turned out that she came back for her reputation, she didn't know why she was a little lost in her heart, and she didn't want to be angry with him, she felt that it was a childish behavior, it didn't make any sense, but with a slight loss on her face, she took the hand that Yu Nu helped over, and went back to the room.
He followed in step by step, and the jade slave felt that the two masters should have something to say, so he went out with the head, and by the way, he took the other two maidservants who were waiting behind him.
"Xiao Mo, why did he come over today?"
He still remembered that he had just seen it, and looking at that posture, it seemed that Gong Xuanzheng had been coming a lot recently.
While he asked, he pressed towards her step by step, Ning Zimo always felt that he was becoming more and more incomprehensible to her now, he entered, she retreated, and soon put her against the corner of the wall, a pair of dark and deep eyes stared at her, as if she didn't say anything, he wouldn't let her go easily.
"He's coming to talk to me about something."
"What can you talk about? He and I are brothers, I don't have anything to say to him, what can you say to him with a big belly? ”
Gong Xuanli admitted that he was suspicious, and this suspicion became the first crack in the relationship between them, or it can be said that the intimate relationship between them since childhood was already there when Gong Xuanli explained his identity to her.
Ning Zimo was her whole world, and when the whole world was lying to you, Ning Zimo's trust in him had already cracked at that time.
So when these words gently fell on Ning Zimo's ears, she felt that something was slamming heavily on her heart, her pupils shrank suddenly, and she wrinkled her eyebrows and roared in a low voice: "Don't you just want to know what I said to him?" Isn't the jade brocade next to me your person? She was standing outside the door, and you asked her to go. ”
"Xiao Mo, you know me, I just want to hear from you."
"I don't understand you, don't bring me such a high hat, Ning Xuanli in my heart, even if the whole world is in front of him, he won't look at it, because I knew a long time ago that in his eyes, I am his whole world. But although you are wearing the same skin as him, your name is Gong Xuanli, you have power in your eyes, you have status, and you have the throne of the Ninety-Five Supreme, I am just a side concubine of you, what can I understand about you? ”
"Xiao Mo, I am him, you knew it a long time ago, why did you ......"
"There's no reason, Sixth Prince, it's better for you to come to my General's Mansion if you have nothing to do, don't you still have something to deal with? I won't leave you for dinner. ”
Sure enough, this lover can't stand the provocation of a third party, Gong Xuanli saw this woman talking to the man next to him in the room half-covering the door, if it weren't for the fact that there was a jade slave and jade brocade guarding outside the door, he would probably be even more angry.
And in Ning Zimo's heart, it was already a mistake for Gong Xuanli to hide his identity at the beginning, but now because of him, his father is now ignoring him, as if he had never given birth to this daughter.
Thinking about it, the causes and consequences of all this, Ning Zimo felt that he did it himself, he was cheap, why couldn't he resist his temptation and slept with him in the first place.
If she had been a little more determined to leave this child behind, she would not have the feeling of being betrayed and abandoned by the whole world now.
At the beginning, regret not at the beginning.
"Xiao Mo, what's wrong with you? That Gong Xuanzheng's words are clearly to provoke the relationship between us, you are so smart, how can you fall for him? ”
Gong Xuanli looked at the indifference on her face, and was angry at what Fang Cai Gong Xuanzheng said, thinking that it was what Fang Cai Gong Xuanzheng said, Ning Zimo heard it in his heart, so he blamed him.
"I don't have much, I can eat and drink well. Why did the Six Princes ask that? ”
"You know what I'm asking? Why don't you answer? He seemed to be angry, pressed her against the wall, stared at her with dead eyes, and felt angry when he saw her so indifferent, and he was reluctant to hurt her in the slightest, this kind of strength is really not easy to handle.
He felt a deep sense of powerlessness in her, and seeing that she still didn't answer, he whispered unhappily: "Don't you say yes, Xiao Mo, I didn't come back from the National Temple to quarrel with you, I have more important things to go to......"
"Yes, I understand, now in your heart, anything big is more important than me, if you want to be busy, get away and run.... Well, you're ......."
When he heard the extremely angry words in the first half, he leaned over to bite her chattering red lips, Ning Zimo was immediately stunned for a moment, and then he was afraid that he had pressed his stomach, so he instantly protected his hand in his stomach, and the other free hand began to push the man on his body.
Gong Xuanli has never loved her refusal, and grabbed her with one hand at will, she could see her struggling embarrassment through his emotional eyes at the moment, he stopped biting and kissing, the hot fingertips traced carefully on her thin lips, and then gently pinched her jaw, forcing her to look up at him.
"Xiao Mo, you are mine, from the moment I get you, you are mine, and no one can snatch it."
The words whispered softly came into her ears through thin lips, and fell heavily on her heart, once she also thought that she was his, but now Ning Zimo refused, she asked herself if she could share him with others.
Ning Zimo smiled bitterly in her heart, then you are not only me as a woman in the future, why am I yours, but you are not your own.
Ning Zimo knew that the idea in her mind was a little arrogant, he was already a prince, how could he be alone, she didn't have the power to call him only a woman herself, and she didn't have so much confidence to let this man spoil herself.
and then compete with another side concubine, the main concubine, and those countless concubines to compete for this man's favor, on such a day, Ning Zimo felt afraid when she thought about it, she had not officially been his woman openly, but she had already given birth to a timid heart.
After saying this, he attacked her red lips again, with extreme tenderness, and the long affection rippled between the two, and after a while, she softened her body and lingered with him in his arms.
Ning Zimo suddenly cried, Gong Xuanli tasted her somewhat salty and sour tears, and withdrew from lust inside, he saw that her eyes were red, and he panicked, who had always been calm, with trembling and fear in his tone: "Xiao Mo, what's wrong with you?" Don't cry, am I hurting you......"
Gong Xuanli was still chattering in her ear and caring about her, only Ning Zimo knew why, she knew that from the moment he kissed herself, the high heart wall in her heart that she looked at was built, and it collapsed in an instant.
She felt that she had completely fallen into the hands of this man in her life, and she felt that she was finished.
"Xiao Mo, it's all my fault, did I hurt you?"
"It's fine." There was still a crying in her voice, and her eyes were red and Gong Xuanli looked reluctant, hugged the person in her arms, and whispered comforting in her ear: "I miss you, so I want to come back to see you, but I don't dare to let people know that I came back specifically for you, otherwise my father will make a fuss about this matter again." ”
Ning Zimo felt that he always had his own reasons, and when he heard this explanation, he didn't know why, the breath in his heart was comforting and gasping a little smoother, and his face was at least not as pale as it was just now.
Since Ning Zimo became pregnant, her posture has not been much worse than before, and even the feel of the skin around her body is more delicate than before, although Gong Xuanli has that color heart, but now the atmosphere between each other is not right, and he doesn't dare to mess around, he lowered his head and asked helplessly in front of Ning Zimo: "You haven't told me yet, what did you say to that guy?" I don't like the way you talk to him, and I don't want you to talk about me with him, he must be talking about me. ”
Ning Zimo wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with a handkerchief slightly, and when he heard this, he breathed a sigh of surprise and said, "Do you know this again?" ”
"I naturally know, he must be uneasy and kind, and that person is known to everyone in Sima Zhao's heart, but now that you are pregnant, he dares to come over so blatantly, I should give him a little bit of color, otherwise he will be too easy to handle me."
"His ability is not low, don't touch his shortcomings, now at this time, the emperor is taking a fancy to him, since the third prince was beaten into the Zongren Mansion, the emperor has taken a special fancy to the five princes, I heard that a few days ago, he was the chief examiner of the scientific examination."
"He's the examiner?"
Gong Xuanli was a little surprised by this, he had too many things to do recently, and he didn't bother to inquire about the scientific examination.
"Yes, the three main examiners, one is a scholar of Longtu Pavilion Liu University, the other is the champion of Jinke three years ago, and now the Shibu Shilang, the youngest of those two people is also thirty years old, and he is in his early twenties, which shows that the emperor values him."
"Yes, this is not a trivial matter, those who want to get ahead through the scientific examination will definitely compete with these three people, and I heard that the five princes will never let go of any opportunity to expand their strength."
The two of them seemed to have forgotten the unpleasantness that had happened between them just now, and at this moment, Gong Xuanli moved to hold the person in his arms again, and then carefully played with a strand of black hair that fell on Ning Zimo's chest.