Chapter 67

Bai Xiaoqiu looked at me and said softly, "Is Mr.'s leg better, I was frightened by what happened last time."

I hurriedly said, "It's all right, I can walk freely." After swallowing a mouthful of spit, I still asked the words in my heart, and I said, "Thanks to the twelve young people who sacrificed their lives to save me that day, I am better now."

Bai Xiaoqiu only stood quietly, looking at me quietly, in his eyes, it seemed that there were only me and him in the here and now, and he said after a while, "If it was Mr. that day, he would have fought hard and stepped forward to save his life."

I laughed and said, "That's nature."

Bai Xiaoqiu also smiled, "It seems that I, like my husband, are both temperamental."

I smiled faintly and didn't reply, these days I have been thinking about it, reading, looking forward to it, I finally saw him today, he still looks thin and weak, nothing else is a big deal, and I can pretend to be relaxed and laugh, I feel a lot more relieved in my heart, my wish has been fulfilled, and I am planning to find an excuse to leave.

Xu is this corridor is an excellent place to lazy sober up, fourteen young people came with nineteen young people. I know that Bai Yan is not very drunk, but the fourteenth young man has always been deeply hidden, and what is the reason why he came here at this time.

I bowed slightly and said, "Fourteen is good, nineteen is good."

Even in the days when everyone laughs, Fourteen Shao still has a wooden face, I don't know if he doesn't like to laugh by nature, or I think there is nothing worthy of his laughter, I have met him several times, and when he can laugh, I count it on my fingers.

Bai Yan Leng put a robe on the crook of his arm, the inside is flat and silky, in the end, my eyes are good, and the rabbit fur at the neckline is shiny and bright, and it looks very warm. He smiled at me and said, "Why didn't Feifei drink in the house, just now the princess asked about you, I told her that you went to change your clothes, and you never thought that the cold wind would blow here."

I hurriedly smiled and said, "Nineteen Shao said yes, I'm about to go back."

Nineteen Shao glanced at me, walked past me with a faint smile, and said to Bai Xiaoqiu, who was standing under the tree, "The fourth sister-in-law asked me to bring a cloak over, it's late, and there is wind at night, I'm afraid you will be cold."

It's always good to have someone who cares, even if it's not me, as long as he's well, and it's relieved to think about it.

A few days ago, when I was in the wild, I talked too much to Fourteen Shao, especially his sentence, if you are a plum blossom, I will fall under the plum blossom tree, looking forward to it, only one day you can fall from the tree, and I will be with me, if you are the wind, then I will follow you, where you blow, I will follow, this is good.

These days, in addition to worrying about Bai Xiaoqiu's injury, he is lying on the bed, or lying on the recliner in the yard, when I am alone, these words will pop up in my mind, and I have repeatedly pondered what he means by saying this, whether it is ambiguous or ridiculous, whether he said it carefully or openly, whether he was talking about it for fun, or what signal he was releasing to me, I don't know. Although it is impossible for me and Bai Xiaoqiu to be together, if I accept another person I don't understand, I still can't do it, I still have no more feelings for Bai Xiaoqiu, and I have also promised Yin Ziran that if I can't be with Bai Xiaoqiu in this life, Yin Ziran is my best destination, I think I am a woman after all, and I will be tired and tired. What's more, I'm no longer the young, ignorant little girl I was four years ago, I know exactly what I want. In a few months I will be nineteen years old, and there are few options left for me to choose from, and I cannot afford to make another mistake.

When I walked past Fourteen Shao, I didn't look at him, I just lowered my head and walked quickly, he stopped me from behind and said, "Is there anything that can't stop me, you have to walk with your head down, otherwise you will be drunk."

I raised my head and shouted at him, "I, Su Feifei, am not drunk with a thousand glasses, and a few glasses of wine can get me drunk, and the fourteenth young man looks down on me too much."

Fourteen Shao didn't believe it in his eyes, he stood fixedly, his hands behind his back, and a pair of eyes looking at me quietly.

I patted my chest and said, "If you don't believe it, you can ask Eleven Shao, I have drunk with Eleven Shao, and he knows best."

The eleventh young man behind him hurriedly waved his hand, "Don't pull me, don't do my business." Saying that, he jumped down from the stone platform, and saw that he was about to slip away, and the fourteenth young man said, "I believe what Mr. Su just said, that day you drank with her in the back mountain until late at night, everyone in Baifu knows it, what is there to hide."

Bai Yan Leng put the cloak on Bai Xiaoqiu, and said with a smile, "Brother Eleven is the best at trickery, not frank enough."

Eleven Shao was about to reply, when the second prince of the Turks came.

When the head first became a wedding, he personally put the hand of the third princess on the wrist of the seventeenth young man on behalf of the elders of the family, and the kind of expectation and reluctance from the heart moved me, but I didn't expect that the second prince, who has always shown a strong image, also has tenderness.

I shouted with the major generals, "Hello Second Prince."

The second prince smiled and said, "Today is the wedding of my sister and Jin Mohou, and we will be considered relatives in the future, and the family does not have to see each other, and those etiquettes of Wen Zou Zou will be put aside for the time being."

I said, "The second prince is really a bold person, which makes Su Feifei admire."

The second prince looked at me with an unpredictable expression, and said, "Just admiration is far from enough, I ask for much more than this invisible and intangible."

I smirked and didn't speak, and the major generals didn't seem to know what to say, so they all kept their mouths shut and forced a smile.

The major generals present by the second prince glanced at me in turn, suddenly looked at me again, smiled weirdly, and said, "I really didn't expect that my image in Feifei's mind was so good, since I said it so well, why don't you look down on me, could it be that I was one step late, and Feifei already had a crush in my heart before me." It is said that women are born with a sixth sense, and they are very precise, and I also believe in my own feelings, if I guess correctly, Feifei's intended person must be here, one of these major generals, Feifei said Am I right? ”

The second prince screamed one by one, which really made me feel goosebumps under the dark night sky, and I couldn't help but smile and said, "How can I, Su Feifei, dare to climb the major generals."

The second prince took a step closer to me, stood in front of me, leaned over to look at me, and said with a smile, "I have no chance with Feifei in this life, and I have to endure the pain and cut my love, and I wish you a smooth sailing in the future, but no matter who you like, it is fine, but it must not be seventeen young people, he is now my brother-in-law."

After the second prince begged Emperor Jin to marry, the seventeen young and suddenly the third princess did not marry, everyone knows that I have a lot of noisy relationship with the seventeen young on weekdays, this kind of coincidence, not only Baifu, even the second prince and the Khan, and even the Jin Emperor have doubts about the relationship between the two of us, and for various reasons, everyone does not say it on the surface, all of them are stuffed in their hearts and ponder, this I can still think of, so, what I can do now is to try to clear up the relationship with the seventeen young people, especially the sensitive relationship between men and women, I don't want Seventeen to be unhappy, and I don't want the third princess to have trouble with Seventeen because of this.

I smiled embarrassedly and said, "In the past, the seventeenth young man was brave and good at fighting, but now that he has a beautiful wife, how can he take a fancy to me, a weak woman who is useless, the princess is noble, delicate and cute, how can I compare."

The second prince also smiled, he said, "That's the best, there is a sentence in the Central Plains, called the little woman with great wisdom, not to be underestimated, Feifei's strength is obvious to all, that day above the court three or two times I will fight back speechless, I don't know how to deal with it, why should I be arrogant."

I bowed my head slightly, and arched my hand and said, "Let the second prince smile."

The second prince walked past me, greeted the fourteen young and eleventh young man and Bai Xiaoqiu standing on the corridor respectively, and squinted at Bai Yan Leng standing beside Bai Xiaoqiu, and said with a smile, "This is the nineteenth young man of Baifu, the first genius of Luoyang City, who has been known for a long time, when I confronted you at the banquet that day, although you were a little more feminine, not as strong as other major generals, but when you talked eloquently like flowing water, the long body and grace, that kind of self-confidence, erudition, is simply pleasing to the eye, and the elegance is extraordinary." If I hadn't been a man, I'd just be fascinated by your talent and charm."

The corners of Bai Yanleng's mouth trembled slightly, and he smiled lightly, "The second prince is fallacious, the swallow bird knows the ambition of the bird, I have no ambition in my life, I just want to spend this life safely, how dare I compare with the second prince."

The second prince smiled back, turned his head and continued to talk to Eleventh, Fourteenth and Bai Xiaoqiu, and I let Ai'er walk back while listening to them chatting about Mobei, the Xiongnu, and the remnants of the chieftain's family.

It's just that this corridor is too mediocre, and before it reaches the end, these legs hurt a little, and I can't help but slow down and walk slowly. Ai'er saw the end of the eyes and said to me, "Sir's legs and feet are just not suitable to move around, there is a pavilion in front, why don't we go over and rest."

I said, "Okay."

The closer you get to the pavilion, the more frightening it becomes, as if there was a figure shaking in the flowers next to the pavilion, the man was half-crouching, and the light was too dim to see what he was doing. I glanced at Ai'er, who turned around with her heart and heard the person behind me call me "Feifei".

In this huge white mansion, there are not many people who can affectionately call me Feifei, only Bai Yan Leng. When I listened carefully, I could tell that this person was none other than the seventeenth young man of the bridegroom today. He hurriedly turned around and walked forward, until he reached the man's side.

Seventeen Shao got up and drove away, his cheeks were red and fluttering, exuding the smell of wine, he stood in front of me, his body swayed left and right, and he looked at me drunk.

I said, "Why did you come here on the day of the seventeenth young man's wedding, did you drink too much to sober up, there are few people here, the wind is strong, it is a good place to sober up." When I finished speaking, I couldn't help but laugh.

Seventeen Shaodao "Feifei, I'm not drunk, I'm here to wait for you, I want to talk to you." He glanced at Ai'er beside me, Ai'er looked at me again, I winked at Ai'er, Ai'er already understood, and said to me, "Sir, I'm afraid it's cold, I'll go get you a cloak."

At this time, it was only me and Seventeen Shao, if it were a normal day, I would definitely talk to him a lot, and maybe we would quarrel over a trivial matter of sesame seeds, squeezing each other and making fun of each other. At this time, I didn't know what to say to him, I had a lot of things to say in my heart, but I didn't know where to start. After a while, I said, "It's cold, Seventeen Shao should pay more attention to his body, no matter when and where in the future, I hope that Seventeen Shao can take good care of his body."

Seventeen Shao smiled bitterly and said, "I really didn't expect you to care about me, we were always noisy before, and we blamed me for being too stingy and didn't know how to let you, you must hate me very much in your heart."

I said, "If I hate you, I wouldn't be standing here talking to you so much today."

Seventeen Shao said again, "Feifei, I've known you for so long, it's the first time I've called you Feifei, and it's the last time."

I smiled and said, "I'll let you shout enough today, don't worry, I will never disagree."

When the seventeen young man heard this, he really shouted three times to the sky, "Feifei, Feifei, Feifei".

I answered them all.

After shouting, the seventeen young looked at me, we looked at each other quietly for a long time, and then I spoke like a mother-in-law and mother-in-law to explain to the seventeen young people, I said, "The third princess is still young, you let her more in the future, and the three princesses will be happy to coax the khan and the princes, they will be happy when you are happy, your life will be better, after going to Mobei, pay more attention to everything, endure it if you can, don't have a frontal conflict, don't be tired, don't starve yourself, take care of your own body, don't let your relatives who are far away worry, Promise me". As I spoke, tears flowed from my eyes.

Seventeen young people were well-behaved like a child, and said in response, "I promise you, I promise you." I cried too.

Ai'er took the cloak and came over, before he got closer, the seventeenth young man whispered, "You are alone in the house, most of you are lonely, everything is carried by yourself, if someone can share your worries for you, I hope it is the fourteenth brother, don't look at him cold and arrogant, as if he is not easy to get close to, in fact, others are very safe, if you follow him, he will be able to protect you well."

I only smiled and didn't speak.

Parting is always sad, the day when the seventeenth young man went to Mobei with the third princess, the sun was shining, and the blue sky above the whole head was like a wash, it was an excellent weather. The grass in front of the door also grew green shoots, the flower bones were budding, and the cuckoo was occasionally heard crying happily in the courtyard wall.

I stood in the yard looking at a few pomegranate trees, and tears flowed down my face, I hadn't cried so sadly in a long time. On the night of the seventeenth young man's wedding, he also told me that he would write to me when he went to Mobei, would he really do? And I also said that I would not come out to see him off the day he left. And Seventeen Shao said that even if I came out to see him, he wouldn't look at me, and we couldn't bear the pain of parting.

Ai'er's eyes were red, and she stood behind me without saying a word, she knew that I was sad. There was a lot of noise in the house, and I heard the sharp cry of the third wife, and I also heard the consolation of Mrs. Mu, and the sound beat on my heart.

The carriage that had been prepared early in the morning was parked at the gate, and all kinds of parcels and luggage had been packed. The ladies in the house cried and hugged each other, and the girls around them also cried together.

When Eleven Shao passed by in front of my door, he also took a special look in the direction of my yard, and when he saw that I had red eyes, I shook my head at him, and he was not convenient to say anything, so he left.

The general Bai Zhanqi ordered that the eleventh and fourteenth young men and a few guards send the seventeenth young man and the third princess out of the city gate before returning.

After a while, with the sound of an empty whip and the roar of the driver, the horse began to run, and then the sound of the wheels rolling was heard.

Seventeen Shao is gone, I don't know when I will be back, and how long I can stay in Baifu, nothing is known. I stood in the yard as if I had woken up from a dream, and ran in the direction of the door, and Ai'er ran after me behind me, calling out to me as she ran, but I just thought I didn't hear it, and still ran desperately, only feeling that a pair of feet weighing like a thousand pounds could not run fast, crossing the corridor, crossing the threshold, crossing the small bridge, and running like this, until the carriage carrying the seventeen young man disappeared from my eyes. I was panting from exhaustion and crawling on the ground.

Bai Xiaoqiu grabbed me from behind, and he said, "It's cool on the ground, get up quickly."

I cried and said to him, "He's gone."

Bai Xiaoqiu comforted me and said, "He's gone, I'm still here, I didn't expect your feelings for Seventeen to be so deep."

I turned around and saw his lonely appearance, I didn't see him for a few days, he seemed to be thin again, what's wrong with him, just a few days, the whole person is so emaciated, on the day of the seventeen young wedding, I saw him when he was not like today, maybe the moonlight deceived me, he actually didn't recover at all. So when he told me that he was fine, was he comforting me that I wouldn't be worried? I know that he still misunderstood that I had a personal relationship with Seventeen Shao after all, first Azu, and now Seventeen Shao, there are many times when he misunderstands me. I don't want to explain anything, I have too many things to explain to him, maybe people only see me and the seventeen young two people fighting and fighting, like a pair of beautiful people arguing all day long, but no one can understand, not only brotherhood, but also between men and women, there can be a friendship between men and women.

I couldn't bear to look at him like this, such a down-and-out, without the momentum of a major general, his voice softened a little, and said to him, "The twelve young man's face is so pale, but the wound in the chest is still repeated."

Bai Xiaoqiu glanced at me and said, "You're still worried about me, right?" He said that he was so excited that he grabbed me by the wrist.

I didn't speak, I just looked at him, I was worried about him, I was happy when he was happy, I was sad when he was sad, he was sick or injured, I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep at night, his glance and smile touched my heart. At this time, I really wanted to hug him and cry bitterly, I stretched out my hand and wanted to touch his haggard face, just when I raised my head, I clearly saw a person standing behind the rockery, Xu is tears blurred my eyes, I couldn't see whether the person was Ai'er or Chu Lianwei. I was so frightened that I quickly withdrew my hand and took a few steps back, keeping my distance from him.

He already has a wife and a son, and I'm nothing to him. I said, "It's windy outside, and the twelve young people are weak and shouldn't stay for a long time, so go back and rest." After finishing the road, I walked quickly without looking back.

Sitting alone in the room, my head was very dizzy, very painful, think about it carefully, from the day Xuan Xuan took the Huangkou Yi exam to today, too many things have happened, everything caught me off guard, I was busy dealing with the second prince's marriage proposal, I almost died when I went out to play, and then went to Mobei for the seventeen young marriage, all of which made me exhausted and overwhelmed.

Ai'er was not there, so I had to go to the stove room to fetch water by myself, and Xiao Si and the maidservant saw that I came to fetch water in person, and they all rushed to help, but I refused one by one.

A pair of feet soaked in hot water were very comfortable, and I couldn't help yawning, and Ai'er pushed the door in and called out to me, "Sir, you're finally back."

I glanced at Ai'er and said, "Maybe I didn't sleep well last night, and I'm a little tired at noon."

Ai'er smiled, "Then lie down and sleep for a while, I will guard the door, and no one is allowed to disturb Mr."

I slept soundly.