CHAPTER XXXV
To the south, there is a small road, and you will come to the main street, which is lined with teahouses, taverns, and pawnshops. It stretches east and west to the quieter suburbs outside the city. Turn left and right, and finally pass through a workshop, and the three words "Tongdetang" appear in front of you.
As soon as I entered the door, there was a strong smell of tobacco, and there was a noise all around, some were whimpering, sobbing bodies were shaking, some were moaning in pain, and some were shouting, mother, the child hurts.
This medical hall is not very large, it is all ordinary wooden boards, intercepted from the middle, and separated by a few small rooms.
Seeing that I was coming with a man, the little guy in front of the pharmacy put down the dustpan in his hand and stepped forward, and said with a smile, "Fan'er, I have been waiting for you to come after receiving your news", and then moved his gaze to the man behind me, and said with a smile, "If I guessed correctly, this is the head of the guards of the White Mansion, Azu."
Azu's face showed surprise, and then he smiled and said, "This is the Ziran brother in Miss Su's mouth."
They both looked at each other and smiled, and they both looked at me.
Azu turned around, moved the two wooden boxes at the door into the house and handed them to Yin Ziran, who moved the boxes into the inner room.
Then he invited me and Azu to the side room, beckoned us to sit down, made us a pot of tea, and the three of us chatted while drinking tea.
Yin Ziran looked at Azu and said with a smile, "I received so many letters from Fan'er, I only know that it was sent by a young man named Azu, and I have always wondered what kind of person can make Fan'er so relieved to hand over the letter to him, and when I look at it today, it is really reassuring."
I smiled and said, "Azu is a rare person who can only be trusted by me."
Azu smiled and said, "It's my honor to be trusted and valued by Miss Su and Brother Ziran."
Yin Ziran said politely, "Where and where, don't dare to be, I don't dare to be, I'm just a hall doctor, a commoner surnamed Bai, how can I compare to you, heroic and powerful, serving the country."
Azu said again, "Brother Ziran is really good at talking."
I looked at Yin Ziran, and then at Azu, and said, "Whether it is a doctor or a killer, it is for the benefit of the people, which is equal to important in my heart, and it is just as great."
After speaking, the three of them looked at each other and laughed.
Yin Ziran stood up with the teacup and said, "Come, let's bring wine with tea, meet friends with tea, and drink."
Azu and I got up at the same time, picked up the teacup, and the three of us drank it all at once.
After drinking a few teas, chatting all over the world.
Yin Ziran glanced at me, I asked Azu to stay here and wait for me, turned around and followed Yin Ziran into the inner room.
As soon as I entered the door, Yin Ziran pulled me closer to me and looked at me eagerly with a pair of eyes.
"Ziran, how are you doing here during this time?" I asked a word, my throat was already choked, and I forced the tears back to my eyes.
Yin Ziran held my hand, his eyes eagerly seemed to be a fire burning, and said, "I'm good, I'm fine, I'm just worried about you, Fan'er, I'm really worried, I received a letter from you a few days ago, saying that you want to go back to Jizhou with me, is this true, is it true?" ”
I nodded again and again and said, "It's true, Ziran, let's go back to Jizhou."
Yin Ziran asked, "When, is it now?" ”
I shook my head and said, "Not now, after Xuanxuan takes the Huangkou Yi exam, I will come to you, and we will go back to Jizhou together."
Yin Ziran asked eagerly, "When is the righteous exam, how long do you have to make me wait, I can't wait."
I chuckled and comforted him, "It's almost coming, you can wait patiently for a few more days".
Yin Ziran looked at me and sighed, "I knew that this was the result, why did I come to him again."
I chuckled and said, "Yes, I tried my best, went through a lot of hardships, and when I arrived in Baifu, I realized that I was so powerless and couldn't do anything, I wanted to wait for a result, I wanted an answer, but now it seems that there is no need, he has the person he loves, and he has his own children, and it is no good for me to be entangled."
Yin Ziran suddenly took a step closer to me, took my hand and said, "Fan'er, you still have me, don't you?" I will always be there for you, I will always be with you".
I looked at Yin Ziran, a man like a relative, standing behind me when I was in difficulty and helpless, silently accompanying me, my heart was sour, and tears slowly flowed out.
Yin Ziran wiped away the tears on my face for me, pulled me into his arms and said to me, "Fan'er, you have suffered all these years."
Tears blurred my vision, and I couldn't say a word.
Yin Ziran said again, "Fan'er, in fact, I was also present that day, although I promised you not to go, but I can't rest assured after all." I'm really ashamed, although I went, I never had the courage to take a step closer and watch you gamble your life for revenge and fall in a pool of blood. Later, I kept blaming myself for not convincing you well, why not stopping you. If the sharp knife is a little bit off, if you can't stand it up, if you 。。。。。 Before he finished speaking, his face was full of tears.
I looked at Yin Ziran, my heart was full of guilt, this was my own business, I didn't want to involve him, but I was weak. Now that I have got my wish, it's time for us to withdraw from this war without gunpowder.
I looked at him distressedly and said, "Everything is in the past, we will all be fine."
I pulled Yin Ziran's wrist and said, "Ziran, without you, I wouldn't be where Su Luofan is today, this way, thanks to you by my side, I promise you that I will take good care of myself in the future, not to get hurt, and no longer let you worry about me."
I asked again, "Ziran, is there any news from my mother?" ”
Yin Ziran turned his head sideways in embarrassment, shook his head, and sighed lightly.
There is no answer, but there is no news yet.
The short-term separation is for a long-term stay, and many times I also wonder if I hadn't come to Luoyang City at the beginning, but married Yin Ziran, would I be completely different now. A person's life has decided your fate almost at the moment you choose, but I still don't regret my original choice, after all, I really loved Bai Xiaoqiu.
In all fairness, Yin Ziran is quiet and dignified, and his ancestors have studied medicine for generations, although he is not as good as those famous doctors who travel all over the world, but he is also duty-bound, diligent and diligent, and is very loved by the people of Jizhou.
When I was a child, we read and painted together, went to the mountains to catch rabbits, fluttered butterflies among the flowers, and sometimes followed Yin Ziran to the river to catch fish. And every time I do something wrong and my father wants to punish me, Yin Ziran will take all the mistakes on himself.
Later, as we all grew up, I found that Yin Ziran's eyes seemed to be a little different from before every time he looked at me, always very gentle, affectionate, and sometimes he didn't talk to me halfway through the sentence, and he was spitting. Occasionally, I said coldly, Ziran, you are so good-looking today, I like it so much, he blushed inexplicably.
At night, quietly I lay alone on the bed and pondered, Yin Ziran is certainly very good, but is he the person I want in my heart?
I often stand in front of the window, looking up at the danqing on the wall, the young man in white in the painting is heroic, majestic, riding a horse, he is a hero in my heart. I thought that one day I could ride Xiao Xiao with someone like him on the vast grassland, how wonderful it would be.
The beginning of love is the best feeling of every girl.
And he is gentle, but he is also good at calculating, although he is diligent in doing things, he is not decisive enough at critical moments, and he is indecisive. It's a man and not either. Obviously he's not the guy I want.
Because I like to eat fish, my father would walk seven or eight miles to fish every evening and come back to make braised fish for me to eat. Once, it was drizzling, and my father went earlier than usual, but the fish just didn't take the bait, so my father just sat and waited, and waited until he fell asleep, and plunged into the pond, although he went ashore in time, but he really choked a few mouthfuls of water, and the water in the pond was not clean, and the mud soaked into his lungs, and he kept coughing after coming back, and then it became more and more serious, and he was very sick.
My mother and I couldn't take turns to take care of it, Yin Ziran came over to help take care of my father, decoction and medicine, and I was very caring and hard working to carry my father in and out.
Mother looked at Yin Ziran, and then at me, while Ziran was away, my mother pulled me into her arms, stroked my face and said, "Fan'er, I don't need you to enjoy all the glory in your life, I just hope you can live a peaceful and steady life." Do you understand? Ziran grew up under our watch, and he deserves your life."
My eyes were hot, and I couldn't tell why, it was like the little Jiujiu in my heart was exploded, and I threw myself into my mother's arms without resisting and cried.
Yin Ziran got his mother's permission and went in and out of my house freely, sometimes eating at my house, helping to dive into the water, chopping wood, repairing leaky roofs, and taking care of his father, as if he was a son-in-law.
What touched me the most was that one time it was raining heavily, and he called me outside. I opened the window and saw that he was carrying a cage containing a rabbit with two long ears and two bean-sized red eyes. He held the cage in one hand, and the rabbit in the cage with the other sleeve, and the majestic rain drenched him thoroughly from beginning to end, but he didn't care at all, just shouted happily, "Fan'er, look at it, rabbit, I found it for you."
At that time, I was really touched that women are a sensual species after all, and once they are moved, they will forget their original intentions.
When he handed me the rabbit, he whispered in my ear, "Fan'er, I will come to your house in two days to propose." I hung my head shyly and said gently, okay."
The world is unpredictable, sometimes a turn is like a world away, not to mention that in a few days, everything will be different.
That day, I stood in front of the carriage, Yin Ziran put a string of ancestral beads on my wrist with tears in his eyes, and said with tears in his eyes, "Fan'er, I want you to know that no matter how difficult it is, I will be by your side, even if one day you no longer love me, let me guard you, okay?" ”
I never imagined that my last sentence, waiting for me, would become eternal.
Yin Ziran and I haven't seen each other for a long time, and we've been warm and cold to each other for a while. I didn't know that the sun had set, and the lobby doctor who was usually out at this time was about to return, and I had to rush back to Baifu as soon as possible.
At this time, I heard someone shouting, "Is there a hall doctor?"
I hurriedly beckoned Yin Ziran to go out to take care of the patient, and the two of them walked out of the inner room together.
Seeing me come out, Azu got up from the stool and said to me, "Miss Su, come out for a while, we should go."
Yin Ziran sent me to the door and looked at me reluctantly.
I asked Azu to wait for me at the intersection in front. Watching Azu leave, I turned to face Yin Ziran and said, "Ziran, I think, in the future, if everything is okay with me, and you are willing to wait for me, then we will be together."
Yin Ziran's eyes suddenly turned red, and he nodded again and again, "I do, I do."
The sound of the phoenix flute moves, the light of the jade pot turns, the fish and dragon dance all night, and the BMW carved car is full of fragrance. The night market in Luoyang City is really heaven and earth, and it is extraordinary.