"I should have died a long time ago," the woman's voice remained slow, "if you don't kill me now, you'll regret it in a while." ”

Qing Xu's brows furrowed even deeper.

"Reason." Qing Xu didn't know if she would regret it after a while, but in this case, she wouldn't ruin someone for no reason, she couldn't do it.

"You ...... Little girl, it's really long-winded," the woman probably spoke for a while, a little faster, but her voice was still hoarse.

"I'm in love with him, in ...... Long ago. The woman seemed to be recalling, but it didn't seem to be, as if these things were engraved in her mind, and she was not dull, and went on:

"But people and ghosts have different paths, so ...... He rejected me. ”

"But...... He saved me, I just like him, I like him very much, I think of a lot of ways, confess to him, pretend to be injured and let him save me, and then he saw through my trick and ignored me. ”

"I think, when I was a man, he didn't like me, so if I was a ghost, could he like me, so I wanted to die, but I haven't done anything bad in my life, if I die, I heard that I will soon be taken to the underworld, waiting to be reincarnated."

"No matter how deep my obsession is, I can't escape the reincarnation of heaven."

"Later, I met an injured fox, and she told me that as long as I swallowed her demon pill, I would become a demon, and as long as I became a demon, no matter how hard I cultivated, my life would be fine for thousands of years."

"I didn't believe her, but I tried my best, but he refused to come to see me, I couldn't let go, I couldn't give up."

Qing Xu listened to her quietly, and when she heard this, her heart was slightly touched.

I can't let it go, I can't give it up.

What kind of relationship is that?

Is it worth it?

She couldn't imagine it, she had never loved, and she didn't understand what kind of obsession it was.

One of God's principles: let go, give up.

She has always carried it out extremely well.

"I thought, I don't want thousands of years, I just want to see him, I just want to stay with him, no matter what way, as long as I can look at him like that, think about him, think of him, it's enough."

Qing Xu couldn't help but interject a little: "But you're wishful thinking." ”

"Yes, that's right, it's wishful thinking, I love him wishfully, that's all."

So I agreed to the fox, swallowed her demon pill, and ...... I became a monster, not a human, and not a demon. ”

"I don't know what I am."

"But I had great power, so I went to him, and when I found him, he looked in my eyes and was disappointed."

"At that time, he was already a high ghost king, except for the emperor of Ziwei Temple in the world, he was the strongest existence. He and the emperor are each kings, ruling over the ghosts of the world, and I am just an insignificant little demon. ”

"The ghost spirit can already transform into an entity when he reaches the seventh level, and he is said to be able to become a ghost emperor if he goes one step further, and even surpasses that Ziwei Emperor."

"I realized that the distance between me and him was still a mountain and a sea that could not be crossed."

"And at this time, I found out that the fox demon was not dead, I swallowed her Neidan, and her soul remained in my body, and ...... Become one with me. ”