157: Mother's Lies
The best thing in the world is that you wake up every morning and it's a new day, completely free of charge and never in stock; As long as you are willing to learn everything in the world, nothing is too late.
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"Jingle bells! Jingle bells! ”
The sudden alarm rang at the scheduled time, and the silence in the room was broken in an instant, and the person who was lying on the bed and sleeping, as if he had received an order, jumped up from the bed before his eyes were opened.
Grab the clothes placed at the head of the bed and put them on quickly, the whole process is less than a minute, everything is fast and powerful, the movements are as skilled as flowing water, and you can know at a glance that after strict training, ordinary people will not be so clean and neat at all.
After getting dressed, he ran to the door, grabbed the doorknob with one hand, but stopped, as if he had suddenly been frozen by a mysterious master, pointed at the acupoint, and stood there in a daze, not moving, and after two or three seconds, he slowly turned around.
The man who came over, leaned his back against the door, shook his head vigorously, rubbed his hands on his face a few times, took a deep breath and exhaled, as if he felt a lot more comfortable, and then slowly opened his eyes and smiled, but it was a bitter smile.
After a wry smile, the depressed man returned to the bedside, sat down slowly, looked left and right at the environment in the space, and then picked up the alarm clock next to the pillow, dumbfounded, thoughtful and silent, I don't know what I was thinking.
"Narita, get up, get up for lunch, mom has stewed pork rib soup for you, drink more soup, eat more meat, make up for it, it's already such a big person, you can't be a picky eater like when you were a child, this picky eating habit, the habit must be changed."
"Boom! Boom! Boom! ”
Sitting on the bed, for about half an hour, there was a knock on the door, followed by a kind voice, the voice was full of care, this voice was heard in the heart, like a spring flower.
The door was opened, and in came an old man with silver hair, about seventy years old, full of energy, with a smile on his face, and when he saw the man sitting on the bed, the smile on his face was even stronger, full of love, and filled with the vicissitudes of time.
"It turns out that you have woken up, it is rare to come back once, in order to cook you a delicious meal, my mother actually forgot to wake you up, my mother apologized to you, I am really embarrassed, next time I will never be like this again, should I not be angry with my mother, right?"
The kind old man, when he said this, although he still had a full smile on his face, he was also a little unfree, just a flash, right?
The man sitting on the bed, when the old man opened the door and came in, found that he had already stood up, and also noticed the change in his mother's face, it was obvious that this was lying, but he didn't dare to say it, and he was pretending to be confused.
Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, the more the mother is like this, the more guilty he feels in the man's heart, and the deeper the self-blame, because he understands why the old mother is lying, just to let herself sleep a little longer.
It's just such a little bit of luxury, it's not for yourself, it's all covered up with lies, everything is for the sake of the children, they are all so old, and they have to worry about the old mother, it's really undeserved, this is a big unfilial piety.
Looking back on the past 40 years of life, when I was naughty and mischievous when I was a child, my parents broke their hearts, except for going to the police academy and wearing the police uniform, the lazy parents were proud and happy, and they did not let them spend every day in peace.
After work, they were worried that until now, even their father was sick, hospitalized, or died, and they didn't dare to tell themselves, for fear that it would affect their work and they would not be able to perform the task wholeheartedly.
It wasn't until the case was over and when I came back that I realized that my mother, who was only in her early sixties, looked like an old man in her seventies and eighties, and my wife was also determined to divorce herself because she couldn't stand the particularity of this kind of work.
"Look at the mother you said, how can I be angry as a son? I'm your baby, I've already woken up, but I just thought of something all of a sudden, so I sit on the bed and think about it for a while, and clear my mind.
Let's go? Then I'll go wash up first, I don't know how long it has been, and I haven't eaten your own food? Now I can't wait to taste it and eat it to your heart's content, and you won't be disappointed. ”
"What the hell did you eat yesterday? The mouth has become so sweet, like eating honey, a person in his forties, and today he has finally grown up, and said a word of adulthood, and he is still a sycophant, heart and liver baby, it's a little disgusting, right? I think it's an old antique, and no one wants it. ”
"Mom, don't say it? Are you praising me, or are you hurting me? Eating is important, eating is not active, there is a problem with the brain, let's hurry up, right? ”
"Okay, good, listen to you, we are all people with normal brains, eat positively, eat enough to work better, to be able to have the strength to work, to be able to catch more bad guys."
The old man's heart is sweet, a thousand good, it is better for his son to stay by his side a little more, eat and drink well, it is better for his son to talk a little more to himself, if he can have a wife, it will be even better, and if he has a child, it will be infinitely better.
An ordinary lunch, the mother and son were satisfied, laughing and laughing, and they were enjoying it silently, throwing away everything and everything, just hoping that time could slow down a little and extend the rare time a little .......
Wu Chengtian was on the late-night shift yesterday, and he didn't get off work until half past seven in the morning, and after getting off work, he rushed home, ate the breakfast prepared by his old mother, took a shower, and went to bed.
Later, I thought about it again, a little uneasy, and I was really afraid that the old mother was old and had the possibility of forgetting it, so I deliberately set the alarm clock and put it next to the pillow, and I had both hands ready for everything, just in case.
"It's delicious, it's been a long time since I've eaten such a delicious meal, but I'm so full, even if your son can eat it again, like a pig, he can't be stuffed anymore, and he is supported."
"It's delicious, you can eat more, if you can eat a fat person, that's the best, I forgot, and one more thing to tell you, your sister's sons are already in college, right? What's his name? Do you remember? ”
Lowered his head, listened to his mother's words, silently drank the last mouthful of soup, hiccuped, his heart was very uncomfortable, he wanted to cry, his mother was really great, his mother's love was selfless, and his mother was worried thousands of miles away.
My sister's son, what's his name? How could you possibly forget? Since there was a wrong call, until now, I will never forget the killing, the last time, the last time, I don't know which time, it seems to be a long time, but it should be within one or two months.
Once I happened to pass by their school, and I went to see him, the little guy is still very attentive to his studies, and he also knows that work-study is a good boy to reduce the burden on his father and mother, which is really good.
The feeling of home is so good, especially warm, but I always feel that something is missing, from the mother's eyes, from her facial expression, from her words, I know very well, what does she need? What do you want most? It's exactly the part of yourself that is missing.
But there is no way to do it, it's not that I don't want to have it, but I really don't dare to have it, or because of that sentence, because of the particularity of work, I can only think about it in my heart and fantasize about the beauty of love.
I really don't want to have another woman, and become like my ex-wife, worrying about myself all day long, which causes a nervous breakdown, and I can't sleep every night.
You can't be too selfish, no matter how you have to think about others? Since you can't give happiness to others, it's better to let yourself be a single dog for a lifetime, one person is full, and the whole family is good, but it is just a bitter mother.
Besides, now they are all in their forties, they all have a small belly, their bodies are deformed, and their hair is a lot less than when they were young.
Basically, there is only the remaining salary, which has been stored in the bank for the past few years, and it seems that it has not been used, and there is really no time to spend it, and the rest has no additional income.
"Mom, I'm really full, just like you said, I'm already old, other people's children are already teenagers, maybe people who get married early are about to become grandfathers.
Don't give me any more food, and treat me like a child again, I'll be embarrassed! I really don't want to eat, I have to hurry up, I may have important tasks today, take care of myself. ”
A child with a mother is like a treasure, but having a mother who loves her too much is not a solution, and sometimes she really can't stand it, especially for people who are ashamed, even more so, Wu Chengtian is this kind of person, so he can only find an excuse to run away.
Entered the room, picked up the coat, sighed, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, life is no way to do things, since you have chosen the lifestyle you want, you can only not forget your original intention, stick to the end without regrets, go your own way, don't care what others say?
After going out and going downstairs, I hurriedly ran to the nearby fruit store to buy some good fruits, a rare thing, today is a day off, it seems to be the first time in more than ten years to ask for leave.
It's so undeserved, I don't stay at home with my mother, if she finds out, will she be scolded to death? What is this for? It's a little confusing.,The whole thing is a little inexplicable.,What is the picture?
What do you want to do so much? Now that you've decided, let's go buy fruit, right? Anyway, there's nothing going on, and if you have a rare free time, let's go to the hospital and have a look, right? It's been a few days, and I'm really worried about them, and I don't know if she's awake, it's been a week.