Mama Xi couldn't hear what she was talking about, and felt that it was time to go back after being here for a while.

The wind was cool on the autumn night, and she drank again, so it would be bad in case she got cold.

As soon as he wanted to help her stand up, he saw her jump into the lake, as if shouting, "Lord Wang, the slave has come to save you." ”

"Mother, mother!"

Xi Mama didn't have time to tell what she said, she didn't know how to drink water, and after asking the eunuchs behind her, they didn't know how to drink water. Mama Xi was so anxious that she hurriedly asked someone to call someone. I squatted at the water's edge, trying to reach out and pull her, but I couldn't find anything.

The cold water enveloped the whole body, a chill to the bone, a feeling of déjà vu. She seems to be still in the palace, she just came back from Zhaoyun Mountain, she jumped into the water to save Xu Meitang, she lost her first child.

How so?

Her second child is gone, and time can't be there. Miaoli came to her senses and knew who she was.

Someone in my ear kept shouting, Niangniang, Niangniang.

She is a concubine, and it has been a long, long time. The prince has not been at the bottom of the lake for a long time, and there has been no prince for a long time.

It's the past that is so stupid, and she is convinced.

It felt like she was sinking a little bit, her mouth and nose were filled with water, and she couldn't breathe anymore. She didn't seem to have the instinct to survive, and she didn't want to struggle.

Life had come to an end, and she didn't really want to look back on her life. Walking step by step, it feels like there's nothing to look back on.

In the end, it seemed that she was a vassal of Fengya, and she also got drunk, and fell into the water for the sake of the moon.

Yueming wants to be sleepless, she will finally not be unable to sleep for her lover anymore, she will keep sleeping, how happy.

Slowly, slowly closed his eyes.

The more Zhou Shuxuan thought about it, the more he felt that what she said was not quite right, and suddenly toasted him, and said so many strange things, but it didn't seem to be said inexplicably, as if he had a feeling. It was probably his delusion, and the delusion was too real for him to calm down.

The spirit suddenly became in a trance, and he didn't hear the people in front of him toast, and Gao Fu reminded him once before he knew. It seems that I can't sit still anymore, and my heart is thorny, and I feel like something big is going to happen.

Zhou Shuxuan was always relieved, and felt that it was better to go and see it. She drank so much wine, and people were a little crazy. Not to mention anything else, it's not good to bump on the way back, she is in such a bad health, she will definitely have to raise for a long, long time if she bumps into it.

Zhou Shuxuan left the table directly, and he must go to Qingquan Palace to see it. As soon as he walked to the fork in the road, he saw two eunuchs coming over in a panic, and he was just about to reprimand, so unruly. I heard the eunuch shouting to him from afar, "Your Majesty, the concubine has fallen into the water." ”

Zhou Shuxuan didn't sit in a sedan chair now, and ran away when he heard this. He didn't have the time to ask the eunuchs what was wrong, so he just ran back with them, taking off his robe as he ran.

When I ran to the Streamer Spring, I saw Mama Xi crawling on the side, so I asked, "Did you fall from here?" ”

"...... right"

Before he finished a word, he saw Zhou Shuxuan jump in without any hesitation.

The place of the streamer spring is not very large, and now the moonlight illuminates the water, and he can see things, and at a glance he can see the person who is sinking at the bottom of the lake. She knew how to swim, but she let herself lie down underneath.

Zhou Shuxuan couldn't think much about it, and directly fished people up, as if it was a long, long time ago.

Almost in the blink of an eye, they were already ashore. Zhou Shuxuan kept trying to press the water out of her chest, as long as she spit out the water, she would definitely come back to life. But he did spit water outside, but no one opened his eyes.

The Imperial Doctor had already rushed over, and after taking a look, he was going to quickly carry the person into the house. This is the closest to the Longde Palace, so you can only go to the Longde Palace.

Zhou Shuxuan didn't even have the time to change clothes, he kept staying by the bedside, holding her cold hand, and kept praying in his heart that he must come back to life, he must come back to life.

After seeing it, the doctor didn't know how to start, and there was no way to prescribe the medicine, so he was struggling to think about how to speak. I heard the emperor roar, "How is it?" Hurry up and prescribe medicine, or what do you want, get people back quickly. ”

So what else can be done?

For the sake of his own head, the imperial doctor has to prescribe medicine even if he can't prescribe medicine, "The minister will go immediately." ”

What was prescribed was just some medicine to ward off the cold, and people could no longer open their mouths, so they pry open their mouths and pour them down. The mouth can still be opened, and there may be a glimmer of hope, but no one can say for sure how big this hope is.

After the medicine was poured down, the emperor was still dressed in wet clothes and was about to go crazy by the bedside. The imperial doctor thought that he should still tell him, "Your Majesty, Niangniang has no desire to survive, and there is little chance of waking up." The emperor should look at it. ”

It's this sentence again, what will this group of quacks say in addition to saying this?

Zhou Shuxuan grabbed Miaoli's hand and shouted angrily, "How do you look at it?" How do you teach me to look at it? Say! ”

The people who knelt on the ground did not dare to raise their heads. At this time, Meng Runlin and the others arrived, looking at the room of people, they didn't need to ask more to understand things.

The last time he was deceived, he had already experienced this kind of scene once, and now he can barely calm down, endure the discomfort in his heart, and step forward and say, "Your Majesty, my sister may need to rest to get better." The emperor might as well let people go out first, and the emperor also went to change his clothes first. Otherwise, my sister will wake up and take care of the sick emperor. ”

He was still dripping water from his body, she should be cold, and she couldn't make her colder. Zhou Shuxuan reluctantly let go and went out to change clothes.

After changing his clothes, he stood in the house and suddenly didn't dare to go out, afraid that he would face something he didn't want to face. He only dared to run away now, and he couldn't remember how many times, but the doctor asked him to see a little. She seemed to leave every time, although every time she came back to life, he wasn't sure if this time was if it would still be alive this time?

Gao Fu stayed outside the door, afraid that he would have a good one, but he didn't dare to enter the door. The only one who could speak was Meng Runlin, so he stood outside the door and kept begging him to let him in and have a look.

Meng Runlin wanted to guard Miaoli even more, but he had no choice but to go in when he was asked by Gao Fu. When I entered the door, I saw Zhou Shuxuan sitting in the room with his head down, and the first thing he said when he saw him was, "I'm sorry, I really didn't take good care of your sister, I was wrong." ”

There is no point in saying these words now, and Meng Runlin doesn't want to hear him say these words, "The emperor shouldn't want to see this, my sister fell into the water by herself, and the emperor shouldn't blame himself too much." ”

"I ...... It's because of me, I'm ...... It's impossible not to blame herself, she shouldn't have been allowed to drink so much. I'd rather live ten years less if she could wake up. ”

Zhou Shuxuan forcibly calmed himself, "Forget it, you don't have to come to see me, you can go and see her." Talk to her, you are her brother, you are relatives, and you are different from me. She'll want to come back to life for you. By the way, when you go out, ask the grandma around you to come over. ”

There were some things he wanted to ask.

Xi Mama came in and knelt in front of him, "Please give the emperor a sin, the slave and maid are not optimistic about the mother." ”

Zhou Shuxuan waved his hand, "Don't say these useless words, I just want to know how she fell into the water." ”

Xi Mama didn't dare to lie about it, "On the way back, Niangniang suddenly shouted that she wanted to see the moon, and said a lot of distressing things. said that she had a hard time, said that she just wanted to see the moon, and talked about Yi Guifei Niangniang, the slave maid really had no choice, so she took her there. ”

That's right, no one can stand what she said. If it was him, he would have taken her with him.

"When she went, she squatted down at the water's edge, and said a lot of things to the water. ”

"What did she say?"

"First looked at the water and asked who the people in the water were, and then said don't be stupid, he doesn't want you to help, and it is impossible to let you go free. Everything is what you think is impossible. Besides, you are so stupid that I can't help you, but one day he drove you out of the palace, and you heard the man reading in the broken house, don't pay attention. ”

When others hear these words, they may only feel inexplicable, thinking that she is talking nonsense, but Zhou Shuxuan hears it is another feeling.

She is regretting, because she thinks she was stupid before, and she doesn't want to let herself repeat the mistakes of the past. She must have seen the reflection in the water and remembered her former self before she said these words.

She denied everything from the beginning of the story, surely hoping that it was just a dream that felt too real. So she jumped off, and she wanted to wake up from a dream.

Zhou Shuxuan didn't know if she planned it or did it suddenly. But when I thought of her life when she had to drink and get drunk, I felt that she had planned it. She still wants to die, she has obviously promised herself that she will never look for death again, she is a liar.

Xi Mama suddenly remembered something, as if there was another sentence before falling into the water, "Your Majesty, Niangniang seems to have said a word." She said, "Lord, the slave has come to save you." ”

Zhou Shuxuan only felt a buzzing sound in her head when she heard it, she didn't seem to have planned it, she just got drunk and remembered what happened before. One more choice, she even had to jump down to save him.

This answer is even more sad than the jump she planned.

The last bit of strength in Zhou Shuxuan's body was drained, and he waved his hand at Mama Xi, "You go out, let me stay alone for a while." ”

Separated by a wall, Meng Runlin sat on the edge of Miaoli's bed, feeling the same heaviness. Zhou Shuxuan asked him to come over and talk to Miaoli, he really didn't know what to say. I thought about it for a long time before I spoke.

"My family was defeated and I was exiled. As a coolie, I was thinking about why I wasn't a woman, so I could stay in the capital without being exposed to the wind and sun. When I came back, I saw you in fine clothes and food, and while I was happy for the reunion, I also complained about you for a while. You're doing so well, why didn't you come to us sooner. I later learned how lucky I wasn't a woman. It's just a little bit of flesh and bones, unlike you, who are hurt everywhere in your heart. You're my sister, and I hope you come back to life. But because you're my sister, I don't want you to come back to life. I know you don't want to live for a long time, don't do anything for us anymore, you can be willful at this time. ”

Meng Runlin choked up, couldn't say anything anymore, walked out slowly, and gently closed the door. It's up to her to decide.

Not long after Meng Runlin went out, on the bed, Miaoli suddenly opened her eyes, and she didn't know why, she just woke up. I thought I had no love in my life, but I really opened my eyes.

The wine is almost sober, and there is no feeling of immortality, and the mood is still very flat. The bed curtain is embroidered not with carp playing in the water but with dragon and phoenix Chengxiang, this is not Qingquan Palace, but Longde Palace, this is Zhou Shuxuan's bed.

She could recognize it at a glance, and the embroidery in her memory should be even newer. The phoenix tail is embroidered with gold wire, and under the light of the candle flame, it can emit a little golden light. This embroidery was the same when she used to live here, but she didn't expect it to have changed for years.

I used to say that he picked the door, but I didn't expect to pick the door so much, and I was reluctant to use some of the things I used.

The quilt is too, and the cover is already slightly white. The pillows and stuff are still exactly the same as before. All the traces of time can be seen, and the old ones don't look like they've never been replaced.

Miao Li turned around and glanced at the furnishings in the room, all of which were exactly the same as she remembered. This place, as if she had moved out, had not changed.

Miao Li suddenly had some inexplicable feelings in her heart, if she replaced the door with a long feeling, her sentence just now could be true.

He rolled over and touched the pillow next to him. I don't know what Zhou Shuxuan was thinking when he was lying on the bed. I touched it again and found a small burden under the pillow.

Miao Li carefully pulled it out and opened it gently, it was some gadgets. She recognized each one, it was the little thing she had been interested in carving before, and before she had carved it, she threw it away, thinking that it was lost by the minions, but she didn't expect it to be all here. Each one is translucent and should be played with in his hand often.

There is an indescribable feeling in my heart, and I feel that after a few years, she seems to have taken some wrong path.

Thinking about it, suddenly there was a knock on the door, as if someone had come in.

Miao Li hurriedly lay down, she still needed a little bit of time to sort out what she was thinking now.

Zhou Shuxuan still mustered up the courage to come over, and prepared a stomach full of words, wanting to tell her, she may still be able to hear it now, and maybe it will be useful.

"I'm sorry for delaying you for so many years. From now on, you will be free. As long as you wake up, you can go wherever you want. Go to see the moon in Liangzhou, the rain in the south of the Yangtze River, or you want to go home and listen to the sound of apes on both sides of the strait. Lu Guangbai They are still recruiting Yunshan, I don't know if you are willing to go to them, but I want you to go to them. Because I will rest assured, they will definitely take care of you, and they will definitely take care of you better than me. ”

The facts are in front of him, and no matter how much he doesn't want to believe it, he must believe it. She is by his side, happiness is always a minority, discomfort is the norm, and he admits his failure.

Zhou Shuxuan laughed self-deprecatingly, "You may not like the snow in the capital very much, but I like it very much." I've always remembered what you said to me before that snowy night, and you said you liked me more than once. Every time it snows, this phrase rings in my ears, and it's the sweetest thing you'll ever say to me. Knowing that I will never go back to the way things were, I will keep them carefully and carefully. When I'm old, take it out and think about it, as long as I think about this sentence in my heart, I'm not alone. ”

Zhou Shuxuan reached out to touch her hair, but her hand stiffened in the air and then retracted it, she shouldn't like to have intimate contact with him. Standing on the edge of the bed and looking at her for a moment, he turned and walked out. Whether you wake up or not, it's goodbye.

Suddenly, a hand reached out from the quilt and grabbed his hand.