Chapter 987: I was so jealous of Lin Yiqian 1
Burst into tears.
"What's wrong?"
Song Changlin hurriedly hugged her, and gently patted her back with his big hand.
Gu Nianjia cried and asked, "Why doesn't my mother like me?" ”
Hearing this, Song Changlin knew it in his heart, didn't ask anything more, and coaxed Gu Nianjia into the house, "Don't cry, come in." ”
He put his arms around her, sat down on the sofa, and Gu Nianjia cried loudly in his arms.
Growing up, because of her mother's indifference to her, she didn't know how many times she cried, and this was the only time she dared to cry out loud.
Because her mother is a strong woman, everyone says that she has never seen her mother cry, and she thinks that her mother definitely doesn't like crying children.
So she didn't dare to cry and couldn't cry.
Song Changlin let Gu Nianjia cry for a while, and when he heard that her voice was about to cry, he tried to coax her again, "Jiajia, don't cry anymore." ”
He knew how it was going on, but superfluous words of comfort, he did not say.
Because in his world, facts are facts, and no matter how cruel or painful it is, there is no excuse to escape it.
The only thing that can be done is to make amends and heal.
"Uncle, does everyone dislike me?" Gu Nianjia raised her head, looked at Song Changlin with tears streaming down her face, and inhaled in a choked voice.
Song Changlin curled his lips and smiled back at her, "There are a lot of people who like you." ”
The tone is still as gentle as ever, and the voice is as warm as ever.
He paused, stared at Gu Nianjia's confused eyes for two seconds, and then continued: "I never think about anyone's liking, for the people I care about, I just pay silently, I don't care about the return, for the people I don't care about, I don't need them to like me." ”
"It doesn't matter if others think that my identity may be worthless, laugh at me, or even humiliate me, the important thing is that I find the value of existence and like myself."
Hearing this, Gu Nianjia looked at Song Changlin in a daze.
Repeating his last sentence in his mind, he must find the value of his existence, and he must like himself.
Did she ever like herself?
Never, since she was a child, everyone said she was stupid, Song Feifei took her classmates to bully her and humiliate her.
Although she will scold back fiercely every time, she will still be affected in her heart, and sometimes she ...... Right now, for example, she just hates herself.
Feel like you're incompetent.
Even his own mother doesn't like him.
But what happened to her is worse than that of her uncle?
When the little uncle first entered the door of the Song family, she didn't remember very well what it was, but she remembered that since she was sensible, she often heard people scold him for being an illegitimate child, and she was often bullied and humiliated by the uncle's family openly and secretly.
At that time, she was also at her grandmother's house, which was not likable, but she still wanted to integrate into that circle, so she worked hard to please Song Feifei and the Song family.
In the end, no one likes her, and she is still like an outsider with them.
Xi Xia gave Song Feifei a very beautiful little rabbit, and they gathered around the stone table in the yard to tease the rabbit, and she liked the rabbit so much.
But Song Feifei didn't let her see it, and drove her away, she listened to their laughter in the corner, and her eyes were wet with loss.
At that time, she was seven years old, Song Changlin was thirteen years old, and he was already a teenager, and that was the first time she could see his face clearly.
Because he always keeps his head down, whether at home or at school.