Where is peace in life?

Outside the window, it was barren, and all the people didn't know where it was, only Lin Xiaoxiao was alone, looking at the desolation outside, the whole person was sad.

The events of many years ago have passed, but there is still a piece of her heart missing.

That piece is repair.

And now he is here, but his heart is not there.

She didn't know when she would be able to join him and put together all the pieces of her heart in the past.

"Sister."

The letter came from behind him, and he wrapped his arms around her waist.

Like when he was a kid, he put his chin on her shoulder and he said, 'You know what? Cultivate that person, he is not worthy, you said that you want me to dispose of it at will, but you, do you really want to do this? ’

He didn't believe that Lin Xiaoxiao could ignore his illness for the sake of that cultivation.

"The doctor said that I have to send this disease out to be good, you know, so you must take good care of it for me, okay?"

Lin Xiaoxiao took his hand away, she turned her head to look into his eyes and said, "You know what? I have been running through you, so, whatever you do, I will open one eye and close one eye, there is no saint in this world, I love you, so, I can wait for you, but believe, I let you take revenge, not to let you kill you, you see what you have done. ”

She looked him in the eye and stroked his hair: 'You know what? You killed Xiu, and there is no way to change the past, so what we can do now is to bring everything back on track, okay? ’

"What does it mean to be on the right track?" Xin looked her in the eye and smiled, "You know what? The reason why Xiu is still alive is because you are pulling me behind him, otherwise, why do you think he is alive until now? ”

"Don't do that."

Lin Xiaoxiao muttered: "He is the person I loved, you can't treat him like this." ”

"So, have you forgotten how he treated you back then?"

Xin gritted his teeth and looked at her, and even said viciously: "If you forget, I can mention it to you and make you remember, do you remember?" At the beginning, at the beginning, ......"

"Don't say it," Lin Xiaoxiao covered her head, she roared: "I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen, don't tell me, I don't want to listen to ......"

"No, you must listen, you must listen, otherwise you don't know what you went through, how Xiu hurt you, and how he hurt my parents, do you remember?"

Memory is a terrible thing, bringing Lin Xiaoxiao back to that terrible past.

She was fifteen years old.

And in her womb, she already had Xiu's child, and at that time, both of them were too young, so she didn't understand what it meant to be a parent.

But when she was about to tell her parents about it, she found that everything had changed.

said that the Lin family could marry the Xiu family, but overnight, the Xiu family changed, and they overturned all the things they had promised before.

They cut off their financial chains, and their parents were forced to die as a result.

The bank also auctioned off all their family property, so the two of them had nothing.

Until now, she has not forgotten that when she escaped, the child was lost.

At that time, she had just had a medical check-up, and the doctor told her that she should not fluctuate like this.

But in order to escape for her life, she lost her child.

At that time, she didn't think about blaming Xiu, but in the days that followed, she was in pain, she was annoyed, she was like an abandoned rag doll, and the whole person was shrouded in a sad environment.

At that time, in order to support her, Shin even went to do human experiments.

This is also the reason why he is sick now, it is because of this that she has never been able to forgive herself.

Until now, she has not come out of that shadow.

"Sister, I don't want to mention the past, but do you think, if we don't let the cultivation remember, then who will suffer the most? It must be us, besides, you have always had depression, do you think the monastery is your antidote? No, he will be your antidote when he dies, and he will always be the source of your pain when he lives. ”

The letter was clear.

He said: "As soon as this matter is over, we will go back to Europe, and in this life, just the two of us, we will never be separated, forever, all together, okay?" ”

"Is that okay?"

Lin Xiaoxiao looked at his eyes: "The two of us, killed people, and kidnapped Xiao Xia Xing, do you think, Zhao Qichen will let us go?" ”

"He doesn't want to let us go? Can you help him? As long as Xiao Xia Xing is in our hands, then he has to give us money. ”

The letter said as he stared viciously out the window.

He said: "Sister, the two of us have run out of money for a long time, if it weren't for the savings I have saved in the army over the years, as well as those transactions on the black market, do you think we would still be able to survive until now?" ”

Lin Xiaoxiao lowered his head.

She knew that she was sorry for her brother, and she should have protected him well, but she made him worry about herself all the time, and she really couldn't help it.

"I'm not a good sister."

Lin Xiaoxiao lowered his head.

She said: "Now that the cultivation is here, then, can you hand over Xiao Xia Xing to me, you can torture him as much as you want, that kid is really innocent." ”

Speaking of emotion, she looked him in the eye, grabbed him by the collar and said, "He is still just a child, and I don't want to see a child's life disappear in front of me." ”

"Then you need to promise me that you will not let him go, you know, I can tolerate everything you have, but the only thing I can't bear is that you betray me, you know?"

Lin Xiaoxiao nodded: "I will, and, you know? Xiao Xia Xing is really like the child in my belly. ’

"Don't be stupid, that kid of yours is dead a long time ago, have you forgotten?"

Lin Xiaoxiao stopped talking.

She didn't want to face the facts.

Over the years, if it weren't for her thoughts, she wouldn't have known how many times she had died.

Until now, she also understands that if it weren't for those memories of the past that binded her.

I'm afraid, she died many years ago.

Because what she thinks about has never been one cultivation.

It's not a cultivator, it's not any glory and wealth.

"Okay, sister, you wait here first, I'll bring that kid over to you later, and then you stay with him, and I'll go down and accompany that Xiu."

As he spoke, he pulled the gun in his hand on the safe.