Chapter Twenty-Seven: I Blacklisted You
"Sihan!"
Wen Xu's voice came from behind him, and when Ling Sihan turned around and saw him standing next to the car, his eyes instantly darkened.
"Is there something wrong?"
Ling Sihan's voice was cold, her hand holding Xiao Yichen's arm tightened slightly, and she looked at the person walking towards them expressionlessly.
"I couldn't get through to you, so I had to come to you in person."
"Oh, I added you to the blacklist."
“……”
The smile on Wen Xu's face froze instantly, and the fingers inserted in his trouser pocket rubbed slightly, and the anger in his heart was touched.
But Xiao Yichen is here, and he just dares to be angry but doesn't dare to speak.
"Huh...... That one...... It's okay to join the blacklist, I ...... I can come and talk to you in person. ”
Looking at him like a dog skin plaster that couldn't be shaken off, Ling Sihan's brows furrowed deeper and deeper.
"What the hell is the matter with you?"
The voice was extremely impatient, as if the person opposite was a plague god.
"Sihan, I heard Uncle Ling and Ling Siyu talk about your mother that day, it turns out that you are not Ling Anguo's biological daughter, so ......"
"Wen Xu, I know what you said, Ling Siyu has liked you since she was a child, and now she is finally engaged to you, I hope you can respect yourself, treat her well, and don't let her get angry with me because of these things, I really have no interest in your, and besides, I don't want to see any of you,
Since you helped them frame me six years ago, and now you deserve it, I can't be magnanimous to forgive you. ”
After Ling Sihan finished speaking, he took Xiao Yichen's hand and left immediately, never looking at him again.
Wen Xu felt that he had been insulted, especially in front of Xiao Yichen, who was actually treated like this by Ling Sihan.
He turned around and looked viciously at Ling Sihan's departing back, the look on his face was gloomy and terrifying.
"Sihan, don't go out alone these days, I don't think he will let you go easily."
What kind of person Wen Xu is, Xiao Yichen can see it more clearly than Ling Sihan.
"Well, okay, I got it."
Ling Sihan leaned against the car window, and the look on his face was a little lonely.
It's one thing to know that you're not born to the Ling family, but it's another thing to hear Ling Anguo say it himself.
"Yichen, do you know, I still remember when I was four years old, my mother bought me a very beautiful princess dress, and my father bought me a small castle as a toy, and he said that when I grew up, he would build such a small castle for me and let his little princess live in it.
On that birthday, my father bought me a big cake, and I made a wish in a princess dress, hoping that my parents could always be with me and love me, but on my fifth birthday, my father threw a piece of paper in my mother's face and asked her why, and since then, their relationship has slowly deteriorated, and my father, who loves me the most, has never looked at me again. ”
There were tears shining in the corners of Ling Sihan's eyes, her head leaned against the car window and whispered, Xiao Yichen listened quietly while driving, and did not interrupt her.
He wants to know her past, wants to understand her past, and wants to be her most solid support.
"They began to quarrel frequently, every time I quarreled I would hear the word 'wild seed', at that time I didn't know what it meant, although my mother was as good to me as ever, but I still wanted to get my father's love, because people, always so greedy, if you don't get it, it's okay, but the point is, I've seen him treat me well, so I want him to love me as much as before.
On my sixth birthday, my father brought back a little girl from outside, saying that it was my sister, and his relationship with my mother completely deteriorated, in fact, my mother had depression and had been sick for a long time, and that incident was like a fuse, I stood in the yard crying and begged my mother to take me to buy cakes and princess dresses, and then I saw my father glaring at me fiercely.
When I looked back again, I found my mother standing upstairs, dressed in a white gauze dress, her hair draped over her shoulders, and her smile was beautiful, like a fallen fairy, and she jumped down like that under my expectant gaze.
Two stories tall enough to kill a person, but the terrible thing was that when she landed, her body was pierced by the garden fence, and the blood stained her white gauze skirt red. ”
Speaking of this, Ling Sihan couldn't cry anymore.
This incident is an eternal nightmare in her life, she dreams of her mother who jumped off the building that day, there is no trace of Ling Sihan's existence in her eyes, as if the mother and daughter are completely unrelated.
"The night she died, there was lightning and thunder, and I was afraid of thunder, so I ran to my father's room to try him to put me to sleep, but he threw me outside in the rain and closed the door of the villa to prevent me from entering.
I sat on the edge of the garden and watched my mother's body wash away by the rain, the blood that stung my eyes, and that's when I got my night blindness. I had a fever for a whole week after the rainy night, and if it weren't for the housekeeper, Ling Sihan might have disappeared from this world long ago. ”
Ling Sihan finally said all the words.
The moment the words fell, strings of tears fell down her cheeks, and she didn't even have time to wipe them.
Xiao Yichen stepped on the brakes and parked the car on the side of the road, took a tissue and carefully wiped her tears.
"If you want to cry, cry, you are not the same you used to be, you have me now, I will always be with you, I don't have time to participate in your past, but your future belongs to me."
Xiao Yichen reached out and hugged Ling Sihan into his arms, and his broad palm gently patted her back, like coaxing a child.
Ling Sihan's tears became more and more turbulent.
She didn't know why she said this to Xiao Yichen, maybe she wanted to find an outlet for her emotions, or maybe she just wanted to tell Xiao Yichen about her past.
"You know what...... He gave me four years of love, but I missed him for so many years, so no matter how much he hurt me, I wouldn't care, and I kept telling myself that it was my father, and I couldn't go against it...... But this time, he actually sent me to someone else's bed for his own business, and joined forces with his own daughter to harm me...... Don't they know I'm already with you? Why do you ...... me like this?"
Ling Sihan had never said these words to others.
This time, she finally told the man she loved very much.
Xiao Yichen's eyes were full of distress for Ling Sihan.
He felt like a bastard, he knew that she had been hurt so much, and he would never have been so impulsive six years ago.
But the past is in the past.
In the future, he will cherish it.
"Well, don't cry, you have to think about it, what if your father is still alive? Maybe he's looking for you, trying to make up for the father's love you've lacked for so many years? ”
Xiao Yichen hugged her tightly, his thin lips dropped a kiss on the top of her hair, and his tone was soft.
After getting along for a few days, Ling Sihan also discovered that Xiao Yichen was very indifferent in front of outsiders, and gave her all the gentle side alone.
How can she not love him like this?
"Alright, let's go pick up Enoch, I'm much better now."
Ling Sihan raised her head from Xiao Yichen's arms, her long eyelashes were slightly sparkling, and the shallow smile on the corners of her lips covered up all her previous unhappiness.
Xiao Yichen lowered his eyes and dropped a kiss on her pink lips, smiled and restarted the car.
After knowing what she had been through, he just wanted to protect her.
Xiao Yichen felt that the most correct thing he had ever done in his life was to marry Ling Sihan desperately.
If they marry Ling Siyu according to Ling Anguo's wishes, they will definitely not be happy now.
After dinner, Xiao Yichen took Ling Sihan back to the villa, and the two children stayed in the old mansion.
"Yichen, did you dismiss Xu Qingqing today?"
"Well, this kind of person can't be tolerated."
Xiao Yichen's eyes crossed fiercely, and his tone was a little cold.
Ling Sihan looked back at him and didn't say anything.
She is not a virgin, nor is she a monarch with the world in her heart, she can't forgive everyone, she is an ordinary person with seven emotions and six desires, so she can only live this life ordinarily.
"By the way, Wen Xu and Ling Siyu's engagement ceremony is this weekend, and we will buy you a dress after work tomorrow, we must attend."
The smile on the corner of Xiao Yichen's lips was a little teasing, as long as he thought of Ling Siyu's deflated face at the engagement banquet, he felt very excited.
"Well, though...... Are you sure we're not going to smash the field? ”
Ling Sihan had a wicked smile on his face.
Xiao Yichen looked at her in a good mood, "Look at you, as long as you want to smash the field, your husband will bear it for you if something happens." ”
“……”
Ling Sihan almost didn't roll his eyes.
"May I ask you a question?"
Xiao Yichen parked the car and turned to look at Ling Sihan, "Ask." ”
"Why did you insist on marrying me in the first place?"
This question is what Ling Sihan is most curious about.
Xiao Yichen turned his eyes to look at her, his eyes a little embarrassed.
"I've seen you before, at the freshman ceremony of Beicheng University, you were the speaking representative, and I was about to graduate at that time, so I was more impressed with you, you are beautiful, at that time I remember that our seniors were shouting, saying why did you graduate so early, and I didn't have a chance to talk to you."
"Oh, superficial man."
Ling Sihan looked at him indifferently and walked into the villa angrily.
But soon, she realized something else.
"Xiao Yichen, you said that you were more impressed by me, can I understand that you were the first to move?"
“……”
Xiao Yichen touched the tip of his nose, and the expression on his face was a little embarrassed.
But he also felt a little strange, could it be that being impressed meant to be tempted first?
"Well...... Mrs. Xiao, you can understand it yourself, and I won't explain it specifically. ”
After some ideological struggle, Xiao Yichen felt that this was a proposition, so it was better to avoid answering.