Seriously, since the accident, Li Zixiao has never thought about Tong Yanxin, let alone her feelings.

If it weren't for helping Tong Yanxin, Qian Hao wouldn't have been sent to the police station, and if it had been tough, without the accident between Tong Yanxin and Qian Hao watching the movie, there would be no Li Zixiao now.

For Li Zixiao, he didn't know whether he should thank her or have any other emotions, but now was not the time to think about it.

"Don't talk about me yet, what's the matter with you? It's the first time I've come to this kind of place, and I signed a contract with someone, I remember that your family is pretty good, how can you......"

Before Li Zixiao finished speaking, Tong Yanxin slowly sobbed, of course Li Zixiao couldn't accept the girl's crying, he hurriedly asked.

"What's wrong, why are you still crying?"

Tong Yanxin let go of her hand, took two steps back, and then wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and Li Zixiao complained with a white look.

"It's not all your fault. ”

"Blame me?" Li Zixiao pointed at himself with his finger, "No, I don't understand." What does this have to do with me?"

"Hmph, are you embarrassed to ask me?" Tong Yanxin pinched her waist and stared at her big eyes, "Where have you been these days? I haven't seen anyone in the college entrance examination, if I hadn't seen you today, I would have thought you had evaporated in this world." ”

"I ...... Forget it, it's not interesting to mention it in the past, and besides, don't change the subject, what did you make such a decision for. ”

The face that had just had a little smile suddenly became expressionless, Tong Yanxin raised her head and glanced at the night sky full of stars, which was very beautiful, which was extremely inconsistent with her current mood.

It took a while for her to speak, "I haven't had much of the heart to study since you didn't come to class, you know? I really wanted to ask Zhuge Qianxue where you went, but I was afraid of others gossiping."

You didn't show up until the day of the college entrance examination, I was really worried about you, and when I saw Zhuge Qianxue coming to take the college entrance examination, I wondered if she had no contact with you, otherwise how could she be in the mood for the exam with her performance in school.

As you can see, I didn't even reach the score line of a third-rate university when I smashed the college entrance examination, and my dad was very angry at the time......"

"You were kicked out by your dad?"

Tong Yanxin nodded and shook her head, "It's not that he drove me away, but it's almost the same, in fact, it's okay, life is good if no one cares, you can do whatever you want." ”

She was laughing, but this laugh was so helpless, so bitter.

"Okay?" Li Zixiao pointed to the gate of Paimons and questioned Tong Yanxin, "This is the so-called good life?

"Fallen?" Tong Yanxin looked at Li Zixiao, "I'm just doing this for the bare minimum of survival, how can I be degenerate?"

"At least you have to survive, you're just a freshman now......" As soon as he said that the student Li Zixiao remembered Tong Yanxin's words just now, "You were admitted to City B?"

Tong Yanxin shook her head, "The university I was admitted to is still in the northern city, which is a school that I have never heard of, and I thought that it was not an important university anyway, even if I got a graduation certificate, it was still quite difficult to find a job, so I didn't go and got off the train directly in City B." ”

Tong Yanxin said it very easily, and she didn't seem to care about what kind of life she would have in the future, in fact, she was hiding some truths.

She didn't plan to go to the university to report from the moment she got on the train, maybe it was an obsession in her heart or maybe it was just an emotional matter, she didn't think about any consequences and came to the unfamiliar city of B, and after spending all the money on her body, she began to think about how to survive in the city.

At first, I had the idea of going home, but when I thought of my father's words as sharp as a knife, the boy dispelled the shameful thought. I also tried to do odd jobs, but she couldn't do those jobs at all, and some places didn't even let her last a day and drove her away.

Relying on the daily salary that comes and goes, she can barely survive until now, but today is the last day, if she can't get the rent tomorrow, she will have to sleep on the street, and in the end, the faint hope in her heart has not been realized, until she walked into Paimons, Tong Yanxin was still laughing at her childish thoughts.

She actually had the terrible and ridiculous idea that since Li Zixiao was not in S City, she might be able to find him in B City, and she never thought about how the huge B City could find a person who had disappeared for several months with her own strength.

"You're really stupid, you can, don't go to school to report what you're doing in City B, even if you spend all the money on you, you don't contact your family. ”

"Who said I don't have any money? I have ......"

"Alright, don't tell these useless lies, if you have money, I won't meet you here. ”

Tong Yanxin's lie was exposed by Li Zixiao, she didn't show embarrassment, but smiled bitterly, "Yes, if I knew that you were doing so well now, I wouldn't have to be afraid for months, I have thought about the worst picture, but I have never thought about such a luxurious scene, you are no longer the Li Zixiao I know."

I know Li Zixiao, he studies very well, doesn't like to talk, always has a melancholy face, but now Li Zixiao not only wears a luxurious dress but also learns to come to this kind of high-end hotel to seek fun, why did I want to come to City B to find you so much? Isn't it good to go to college and get a graduation certificate?"

As she spoke, Tong Yanxin's tears flowed out again, was she sad? She was obviously so concerned about a person, and her current life was extremely nourishing, so what was she? She was happy? She was glad that the picture she imagined did not appear? Perhaps, as for the reason why she really shed tears, only she knew it.

Li Zixiao saw Tong Yanxin crying again and hurriedly waved his hand, "Hey, why are you crying again?" Yes, my current life is quite glamorous on the surface, but this is just an illusion for others, such as you...... A lot has happened in the past few months, and I can't tell you for a while. ”

"Then you just say slowly, I'm willing to be this listener. Tong Yanxin wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then looked at Li Zixiao intently.

The feeling of being stared at by Tong Yanxin's burning gaze made Li Zixiao feel uncomfortable, and he avoided her gaze and gently scratched his cheek to try to change the subject.

"You don't have a place to live, do you?"

"Why? You don't want to tell me about you?"

"It's not that it can't be said that it's just ......"

Failed to change the topic, Li Zixiao didn't know how to explain.

Tong Yanxin saw Li Zixiao's embarrassed face and sighed and said, "Forget it, I don't really want to know." ”

Li Zixiao secretly breathed a sigh of relief, "You don't have a place to live, do you?"

"I haven't seen you in a few months and you've learned how to read a repeater? You've asked a question twice. ”

"I didn't mean to ......"

"Pity me, you weren't like this when you were in high school, you always ignored you every time I discussed a problem with you, and now you suddenly become enthusiastic and make me uncomfortable, can't you put away your virgin heart and leave me some dignity?"

"I'm not pitiful, I really want to help you, no matter what, I have an unshirkable responsibility for you to become what you are now. ”

Li Zixiao's righteous words seemed to have played a role, Tong Yanxin looked at Li Zixiao's eyes again, and said word by word.

"Then how are you going to help me? You should know exactly what I want. ”

Yes, of course Li Zixiao knew the meaning of Tong Yanxin's words, but he didn't mean that to her at all, and it would be disrespectful to her if he lied just to help her.

"I ...... Or I'll give you some money......"

Tong Yanxin interrupted Li Zixiao's words, "You want to buy me?"

"You misunderstood, I mean I'll give you some money and you go home and talk to your dad to see if you can go to a good university through connections. ”

Li Zixiao originally thought that Tong Yanxin would be happy to accept it, after all, her academic performance is so good, she must be very eager for the university campus.

However, illusions will always be ruthlessly shattered by reality, and after hearing Li Zixiao's words, Tong Yanxin's two curved and slender willow eyebrows immediately raised, and her face also showed displeasure.

"I think it's good now, it doesn't matter if I don't go to college or not. ”

"How can it be okay? At least you won't have to struggle to find a job in the future. ”

"Who told you that college students are easy to find a job? Today's society is not what it used to be, in the past, there was a college student in a village, and the whole village was happy, but now college students are everywhere, and if you ask a security guard's academic qualifications, everyone may come up with a college diploma. ”

"Why don't you say that you can't be moved, having a college diploma in your hand must be easier than ordinary people to find a job. Li Zixiao was a little anxious, he didn't know why Tong Yanxin hated college so much.

"Li Zixiao, why have you become so talkative now? You have been emphasizing work, so have you found a job? Oh, no, you don't seem to need a job now. ”

Tong Yanxin looked Li Zixiao up and down, although the clothes Li Zixiao was wearing were not marked with any brand, she could see that the fabric was of good texture.

"What do you say? Why am I looking for a job? I'm in school right now!"

"Go to school?" Tong Yanxin was a little puzzled, "You have been repeating your studies for another year! Yes, you must have repeated your studies if you studied so well." ”

"I'm in college right now. ”

Tong Yanxin was stunned for a moment and then said with a smile, "Don't lie to me, how can you go to college without taking the college entrance examination." ”

"I was really in college. Li Zixiao saw that Tong Yanxin didn't believe it and continued, "Otherwise, you can go home with me first, and in two days, how about I ask my friends to get you into my university too?"

"Are you really in college?" Tong Yanxin looked at Li Zixiao suspiciously, "You don't want to pity me to deliberately make up such a lie, right?"

Having said that, Tong Yanxin still hopes that what Li Zixiao said is true, because in this way she can be in the same school as Li Zixiao again.

"When did I lie to you?"

"In April, you lied to me and said that you wanted to help me with counseling, but when I went to the toilet, I was gone. ”

“......”

I'm still thinking about this stinky girl a long time ago.