He grabbed me by the neck, the bloodshot in his eyes becoming more and more obvious, "Even if I die, I must imprison you by my side." Xia Linglong, if you can't love me anymore, then hate me, as long as you still hate me, then you will always remember me. I have never loved someone so deeply, you are the only one, and you will be the last! I don't want you to hate me, but you already do; I want you to love me, but you will never love again, and in that case, then remember me forever, you say? ”

It only took a second to strangle me with his strength, and I knew that if he retracted a little bit of force, then I was finished.

I don't know why, but at this moment, I really want him to strangle me like this, so that my heart won't hurt so much anymore, and many things I don't want to face can be left unfaced.

I didn't want to say anything, I didn't want to ask anything, I just let my heart bleed. "Gu Bonan, do you know what a saying is? People die, the lights go out! Assuming that death can make me remember your words forever, then you can make me die thousands, hundreds of times. Unfortunately, death is forgetting, so even if you kill me, I won't remember you! ”

I know that I can't let him strangle me after all, because I need to avenge my parents, I can't be killed by him, and he can only die at my hands.

The tendons of the hand he pinched me burst out, as if all the strength of his body had been gathered on that hand, but it was not used to strangle me, but to control himself.

We looked at each other like this, and neither of us said a word, and as the minutes and seconds passed, and after a long silence, he suddenly lost his smile.

The smile was so bleak, "I never wanted to explain anything to you, for many reasons. I thought you should know me, because I've never loved someone like this in my life. But I think I was wrong, and so wrong. I was wrong...... Thought you loved me too! ”

After saying this, he slowly let go of me, and a drop of crystal water suddenly crossed his impeccable face, and he took two steps back, "There are many people who have hurt me in this life, but I have always felt that everything is indifferent, until you Xia Linglong, you finally let me know what it means to be hard to remember." ”

……

I was the only one left in the empty room, and I didn't know when he left, but there was no breath of him in the room.

Tears that had been accumulated in the eyelids for a long time burst out of her eyes and flowed down her snow-white cheeks.

In fact, no matter how duplicitous I am, the pain in my body still clearly stimulates me.

He said that I finally let him know what it means to be unforgettable, and what does such unforgettable mean? Is it referring to the harm I inflicted on him?

Why does he keep emphasizing that I hurt him, while he doesn't say a word about the hurt he gave me?

I really don't know what kind of feelings I have for him after all, I feel that I am so contradictory, and my heart that has calmed down will be completely messed up because of his words.

I really, really hated him, but sometimes I hated myself even more......

I can feel the pain in his heart, maybe the most contagious thing in the world is pain!

It's always out of control, there's no choice, and it makes people's hearts go hay when it strikes.

"Toot ......" The mobile phone suddenly vibrate, I woke up from my sad thoughts, reached out to wipe the tears from my face and looked at the phone, it was Xue Dingxiang who called me.

His brother must have been the first to be the most anxious when something happened to him, and it stands to reason that he shouldn't have called me at this time, so I'm a little curious about what he called me for.

I quickly connected the phone, "Xue Dingxiang, is there something wrong with calling me?" ”

"There's really something going on, are you free now? If you have time, I'll ask you to come out for a bite to eat! ”

"You're not going to tell me about your brother, are you? Your brother's affairs are already like this, are you still in the mood to invite me to dinner? ”

Am I making too much fuss or is his heart too big?

On the other side of the phone, he didn't speak angrily. "What's going on with you lately? Kicked in the head by a donkey, right? Why doesn't it work? My brother's affairs are already in a uproar, what else do I have to tell you? Yes? Besides, what's the use of talking to you about these things? Isn't it possible that I still count on you to help me? ”

"So you're not looking for me because of your brother's business? That's not because of his words, but because of what? I asked, confused!

"Because of your cousin! Didn't I tell you before that I have a very important case to handle, anyway, this case has already involved your cousin, so I hope that if you are free, we will come out and have a good chat, this matter is more important. Xue Dingxiang said.

My cousin? Summer rain?

I haven't been to her since the last time, and I haven't fully digested the events that happened at her wedding until now.

Similarly, she hasn't contacted me since that day, which makes me a little disappointed, after all, we have been sisters for so many years, and the relationship between the two of us has been quite good since childhood, I didn't expect her attitude to be like this.

"Xia Linglong? I'm talking to you, do you hear me? Xue Dingxiang yelled angrily on the other side of the phone.

I accidentally wandered again, and he called me back to my senses. "Okay, you send the address to my phone, and I'll be right over now."

After hanging up the phone, I quickly grabbed a set of clothes to change into, and anyway, I still have to figure this thing out.

Anyway, I don't want anything to happen to Xia Yu.

I wrapped myself tightly before going downstairs, and when I got downstairs, I met the nanny, "Miss, are you planning to go out?" ”

"Yes, I have something to go out for, so you don't have to wait for me for dinner tonight, you can eat by yourself."

"But......" She glanced at He Qingmin's room with some embarrassment, lowered her voice and whispered to me, "But it's raining outside now, the temperature is very low, and your body is still so weak, you should cultivate well at home, running out at this time is not good for your health." ”

He also knew about my surgery, but he told her that he must keep it a secret. I know he's worried about me at the moment, that's why he's stopping me.

I smiled gratefully, "Don't worry, I'm measured." ”