Chapter 129: I'm Sorry
Xiao Luo hugged his neck and let out a giggle, "Yes, not only do I want to, but I also really want to marry you, I want to go crazy when I think of it!" ”
"Then I'll give you a chance to express your love."
Yi Zeran opened the door, walked into the bedroom in three steps and two steps, bent down and put the person on the bed, and deceived himself without giving people a chance to react at all.
The woman who was still talking nonsense just now completely lost her momentum, like a soft sponge clinging to Yi Zeran, Xiao Luo blinked when the kiss fell, and took his arm and responded enthusiastically.
It was like two clusters of flames converging, and the flames burned more and more, burning so that the heaviness and lovesickness that had been burning for days were all turned into ashes.
Xiao Luo didn't know how long she had been floating in her desires before falling asleep tiredly, and her voice seemed to echo in her dreams with a man's fatal voice, reading her name like a ghost.
When I woke up, the man was gone, the curtains in the room were ajar, and the flourishing sunlight fell all the way to the foot of the bed through the gaps, Xiao Luo rubbed his eyes and sat up, and the sticky notes left by Yi Zeran were pasted on the bedside table.
Very childish pattern, the font on it Dragon Flying Phoenix Dance: I left you breakfast.
Xiao Luo put the note into his pocket, fumbled around to put on his clothes, and returned to his room to take a shower before going downstairs.
There was no one at home, and there was still rice in the thermos pot in the kitchen, Xiao Luo served a bowl of porridge, and drank it slowly on the dining table alone, and the mobile phone on the table rang halfway through the drink, and the caller ID was actually Lu Hanchuan.
Xiao Luo stared at the screen and was stunned for a moment, it had been a long time since the last time they met, but seeing those three words again was like a sea of vicissitudes.
Lu Hanchuan's tone on the phone was still brisk, Xiao Luo shook his head for a moment, and found his voice: "I've been doing well recently." ”
"Tomorrow for my birthday party, will you come?"
Lu Hanchuan was straight to the point, Xiao Luo was stunned for a moment, she used to prepare gifts for Lu Hanchuan's birthday every year, but since she had Ding Xiaoran, she didn't give them out anymore, and there were still two ungiven gifts under her hand.
Seeing that Xiao Luo didn't speak for a long time, Lu Hanchuan sighed with emotion: "Xiao Luo, this is the first time I've held a party, you can't refuse." ”
"Okay." Xiao Luo lowered her head and took a sip of porridge, the soft and glutinous taste slipped from the tip of her tongue into her throat, she breathed a sigh of relief, "Send me the time and place, I will definitely arrive on time." ”
After hanging up the phone, she sat at the dining table and drank porridge slowly, glanced at the phone screen with every sip, and finally turned on her quiet mobile phone to send a message to Yi Zeran: I want to go out.
After brushing the bowl, Yi Zeran replied to her message: If you need anything, you can tell Sister-in-law Li or Song Boyuan, your feet are not good.
Xiao Luo clicked on a cute emoji and added a string of Chinese characters: But these things must be done by me myself.
Yi Zeran replied very simply: When will you go out?
Xiao Luo quickly replied to his message, and after a while, there was a knock on the door outside.
The driver sent her to the mall according to Xiao Luo's intentions, and she was actually quite inexperienced in buying things for boys, especially for boys who had an awkward relationship.
After thinking about it for a long time, she decided to buy a basketball in the sports area, a very childish gift, a bit like a middle school student's confession to the boy she loves, but her affection for him is limited to the memories of youth and ignorance.
At that time, he liked basketball, he liked sports, and she couldn't afford to give him an expensive basketball.
So now she sends a dream that she couldn't achieve when she was young, and it also puts an end to the secret love that once ended without a problem.
Carrying a packed basketball, when passing by the men's clothing area on the first floor, she was attracted by a dazzling array of shirts, I have to say that she has been completely tempted by Yi Zeran's appearance in a white shirt, pure white fabric, a thin layer on the skin, you can see the undulating arc of her chest when you breathe, and the neckline of unbuttoning, two collarbones are faintly exposed...... Everywhere, she is addicted.
There was not much money left in the card, so Xiao Luo gritted his teeth and swiped the card to buy him a decent shirt.
After shopping, she didn't go back to the Yi Mansion directly, and told the driver to come to the apartment, if she remembered correctly, the gifts that had not been given before were piled up in a certain box.
Yi Zeran packed up the things, and she rummaged through the study alone without a clue.
The first gift I didn't give was this book, a very ordinary romance novel, but the story was very similar to their story, about childhood sweethearts, about secret love.
The book that has been prepared for a long time was intended to be used for confession, but the other party announced the news of love in advance, so that her gift existed like a clown, she once cried at the book, and then the more she read it, the more sad she became, and threw it in the corner.
In the end, I didn't want to throw it away, and when I moved after graduation, I moved into the apartment along with other things.
Most of the bookshelves are her books, Yi Zeran's classification is very organized, the first layer is full of professional books, and the second layer is design magazine articles, etc., many of which Yi Zeran specially found.
Xiao Luo slowly opened it layer by layer, and finally there were some irrelevant books, for a while she liked to read novels, sad love stories, and when she met someone she liked, she went to the bookstore to buy physical books, and there was a thick stack of them one by one.
Anyway, it's still a long time, Xiao Luo sat on the chair and looked through it, the stories were sad and joyful, including a very happy story, a sweet two-way crush, and she also recommended it to Lu Hanchuan beautifully.
Flipping through the cute cover, a piece of paper fell with the page, Xiao Luo bent down to pick it up, and his movements paused when his eyes touched the font on the note.
It is Lu Hanchuan's font, stroke by stroke, written clearly: Silly girl, maybe I like you.
Xiao Luo's hands trembled a little, and his injured ankle couldn't support the weight of his body, and finally collapsed directly on the cold floor.
She remembered very well that the bright smile on Lu Hanchuan's face when he returned the book was a little brighter than the sunshine that day, and her ears were dyed red.
But she didn't think much about it, she threw the book on the desk and plunged into intense revision, and then at the end of the semester, she lost interest in the things that were not nutritious, and never looked at them again.
No one thought that she would miss the whole world with just one glance.
Xiao Luo's thoughts were a little confused, and he was not in the mood to continue looking for things, so he folded the note and left the apartment.
On the way back, Yi Zeran called her, and her tone was a little resentful: "Did you go to the mall to buy something?" ”
"Hmm."
"Basketball?"
Xiao Luo naturally heard the different meanings in his words, but his heart was in a mess at the moment, so he only responded indiscriminately.
Yi Zeran's mood was even worse, there was a noisy voice on the phone, the man was very angry, and the sharp tone frightened Xiao Luo, she held the phone for a long time and didn't make a sound.
Yi Zeran, who reacted from his anger, lowered his head and kicked off the chair, his tone was very low, "I'm sorry, the company has encountered something, you can continue, remember not to worry, your foot injury is not healed yet." ”
Xiao Luo's heart softened, and he soured his nose for some reason, "Yi Zeran, I really want to hug you." ”
Yi Zeran glanced back at the dejected staff behind him, and rubbed his temples, "I'll try to go back as soon as possible." ”
After hanging up the phone, Xiao Luo almost collapsed on the table and chair, and his chaotic thoughts became clear little by little.
The most irretrievable thing in the world is time, even if Lin Xiaoluo in the past loved Lu Hanchuan deeply, Lu Hanchuan in the past also liked Lin Xiaoluo, but the past is the past, and now she has Yi Zeran, and Lu Hanchuan is also in love with Ding Xiaoran.
It's stupid to rehash the old thing.
It's not worth it, and it shouldn't be.
Xiao Luo, who had made a decision, went back and waited for Yi Zeran to come back, and finally just waited for a hurried phone call.
Lu Hanchuan didn't know where to dredge up the relationship, he actually chartered the school auditorium, invited classmates and friends and other hundreds of people, and a group of young men and women who entered the society naturally had fun and fun when they met together.
Xiao Luo went a little late, most of the guests were already in place, and the singing in the venue was a little noisy, mixed with the laughter of the crowd, which was even more lively.
Receiving this unusual gift, Lu Hanchuan was a little surprised.
"It's a goodbye to the young and ignorant student days, Senior Lu, happy birthday."
Xiao Luo sincerely said her blessing and poured into the flow of people, and when the light flickered, her gaze crossed Ding Xiaoran's moody face, it was obvious that Ding Xiaoran was not very happy, and even had a feeling of being preoccupied.
Xiao Luo didn't know a few people present, so after entering, she found a corner to sit down, and after a few very hilarious activities, everyone present was emotionally mobilized, and the last item was to cut the birthday cake.
Xiao Luo didn't expect Lu Hanchuan to propose to Ding Xiaoran in such a high-profile form, under the bright incandescent light, the man was dressed in a black and white suit elegantly like a prince, and the candles above the tall cake were swaying, and he knelt down on one knee under the gaze of everyone.
Ding Xiaoran obviously didn't expect him to make such a move, and was stunned for a while.
Everyone present was cheering and heckling, and the shouts of "Promise him" echoed in the venue.
Only Xiao Luo sat quietly, staring at Ding Xiaoran's face like a calm bystander, yes, her face was even more gray, like a terminally ill patient, who would fall down at the slightest disturbance.
After a long time, most people noticed that the situation was abnormal, and a man in a hurry pushed Ding Xiaoran to the front of the stage, and the light fell on the two people, endlessly prosperous.
Ding Xiaoran met the man's eyes, and his black pupils were so bright that his heart trembled.
She finally found her senses, nodded stiffly, and when she looked down, tears seemed to flow down the corners of her eyes, and her voice was hoarse and trembling, as if she had exhausted her strength.
She said, "I'm sorry. ”
I'm sorry, I can't marry you.
After speaking, he covered his face and turned his head and ran out in the surprised eyes of everyone, Lu Hanchuan did not move, maintaining his initial movements like a sculpture, only his eyes were moving, like a lamp that would shine, staring closely at the woman's back.
Until, completely gone.