1989 Losing Yourself
"I didn't say that the girl was fake...... It's just to remind you, since you suspect that the identity provided to you by Miss Jinzhu and the others is fake, why don't you doubt whether she is real?! ”
Luo Xuan's eyes stared at him, and the sharp light was like a sharp sword, straight into Mo Xuanchen's heart. .net
"Young Master Mo, it's useless for anyone to say anything about this matter, the key is your own heart!! How do you want it!! ”
Mo Xuanchen frowned slightly: "I want to ...... How?? ”
"yes, what do you want! People have given you a perfect past, and if you live in this past and wait for your future, it will also be a perfect life, getting married...... Giving birth to a child...... Reign supreme!! ”
When talking about "getting married and having children", Luo Xuan's voice was obvious.
But after a while, he returned to his original state, and his eyes were a little more evil.
"Young Master Mo, if I were you, I would calmly accept such a past, because...... You know very well that the memory of yourself that you want to track down will not be more perfect!! In that memory, it may be full of blood, full of killings, and all poured out are betrayals and intrigues!! Such a memory, and the memory of the present...... Which one do you prefer?! ”
Mo Xuanchen was silent for a while, and sat quietly.
Luo Xuan no longer spoke, but drank tea quietly.
The boiling water was bubbling around them, and the mist was swirling and suffocating their eyes.
Yes, peace and tranquility is the life that no one expects.
Why break him when all this is within reach?!
Luo Xuan picked up the hot water and rushed into the teacup, the mist wetting his ink-stained eyes.
"Mo Xuanchen, everything has to be paid!! When you look for your so-called past, you will lose the beauty of what you have now!! Actually, you're good like this now...... At least it is completely consistent with your childhood memories!! ”
"Pretty good??"
"yes, at least...... This memory fits perfectly, no blood, no violence, no intrigue in your position!! ”
Mo Xuanchen's heart seemed to have been stabbed by something, his eyes narrowed slightly, and a streamer of light came out.
"But I've lost a lot too!"
Luo Xuan raised his eyebrows noncommittally: "Lost??" ”
"yes, I lost my own memories and lost myself!!"
"But how do you know that your past is what you want to accept?!"
Mo Xuanchen was silent again.
He wanted his past, but he was afraid of it.
When people are unknown, they are always the most confused!
With a long sigh, Mo Xuanchen looked up at the roof, his eyes were confused.
"You know what? This is where I struggle the most!! Because I don't know what kind of person I was in the past!! is a good person...... Still a wicked person!! ”
Ling Luoyu shook his head slightly, looking at Mo Xuanchen's eyes, the ups and downs gradually rose, and finally returned to calm.
Gently stroking his sleeves and slowly getting up, he poured the tea to the ground.
"Young Master Mo, I'm sorry, I still have something to do...... Today, I'm afraid I can't keep you anymore! ”
"Oh......" Mo Xuanchen responded heavily, and stood up with some loss: "I'm sorry to disturb you today!" ”
He bowed slightly and turned to leave.
At the moment of stepping out of the door, he suddenly stopped his steps and stood there motionless.