Chapter 058: Girl
"I used to drink in a bar, I met a girl, we met by a shirt, the girl is not tall, she is quite short, about 155 tall, she may have seen me drinking alone, and happened to bump into the same clothes, she came to say hello to me."
Su Aya frowned, closed her eyes tightly and opened them again, and continued, "She didn't tell me her name, she looked at the dress on me, her eyes were full of discomfort and sadness, and even envy and jealousy, the girl is very fat, her body is like a puffy kind of fat, her arms are thicker than my calves, the bucket waist, the dress is not beautiful on her, but it is funny in the eyes of others, the girl came over and greeted me with a smile, she said that my figure looks so good with this dress, I said thank you, and I also talked to her a little. ”
"Later, she said that she came to the bar because of a breakup, the first time she came, her boyfriend disliked her fat and didn't want her anymore, she also asked me how to lose weight, how can I lose weight like me, I didn't know how to respond to her, just comforted her, said that nothing would find a better one, she cried sadly."
"She said that her boyfriend always laughed at her weight and height, sometimes they quarreled, she was blindly forbearing, she said, her boyfriend would always taunt her, saying that she was so fat why not to die, saying that she was fat like a pig, saying that she had a bucket waist, elephant legs, not like a girl at all, she was very sad, and then the boy cheated and found a girl who was thin in size, but not as good as her, this girl was so distressed that she was about to die, she came to this bar in frustration, and then saw me."
"The girl drank a lot of alcohol that night, and I wasn't in a good mood that day, so I didn't dissuade her, and while I drank it, she took out the sleeping pills, and I was still drunk, and I watched her open the medicine bottle, and then ...... 1 ...... swallowed one by one, cried and coughed a lot halfway, scolding and scolding that his boyfriend was not a thing, and that whatever love words were false.
After eating a bottle of medicine, she raised her eyes, I saw her eyes clearly, they were very clear, and the bottom of her eyes were gentle, she smiled and said, "I don't know what the meaning of life is, I don't want to go on like this, thank you, you accompanied me tonight." ”
"I didn't speak, I didn't answer her words, my brain was buzzing, and I continued to drink, and then she got up and walked out of the bar door, and she didn't look back, and when I woke up, she was gone, and when I got home, I saw her on the flyover."
"She climbed on those railings, and I just looked at her from a distance in despair, dressed exactly the same as me, and jumped from above, like a starfall, and fell on the cold ground, and fell all over the blood, and the ground was stained with her blood, so red, and so frightened, and stained a piece of land, and then in the crowd, she was carried into the car by the ambulance personnel, and covered her head and whole body with a quilt, and she died, just like that........." Su Aya's heart trembled.
Wen Hao's eyes widened as if he was a little surprised, he hugged Su Aya's shoulders, his breathing exuded an ambiguous and intertwined aura, and he comforted Su Aya in a doting tone, "Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”
"Sometimes, I think it's better when I was a child, I cried when I wanted to cry when I was a child, I laughed when I wanted to laugh, unlike how painful and sad I am now, and when we grow up, we have to bear all the surprises and difficulties that life brings."
"When you are desperate, you don't want to live, you feel that death is liberation, and you don't dare to die, thinking about some people or things that you care about, it will imprison us, and then you can only endure this feeling, just like that fat girl, she must have experienced a lot, not only the blow given by her boyfriend, but she will be so vulnerable in the end, and the ruthlessness given to her by her boyfriend has become the last straw that crushed the camel." Su Aya paused, lowered her eyes and stopped talking.
"Did something happen? I know you're not happy. Wen Hao sat on the edge of the bed, hugged Su Aya's shoulders and said gently, "You must be sad, I'll accompany you, don't be afraid, be good." ”
"It's sad, what's sad, there are some things you want to stop that you can't go back to the sky at all, and it happened suddenly, what you do is in vain, Wen Hao, if I say that I only have you now, do you believe it?"
"I believe that I will accompany you through all the storms." Wen Hao's doting gaze glanced at Su Aya again.
"Am I not worthy of such good love?"
"How so? All I love is you, and I have always been you. Wen Hao stroked Su Aya's fair cheeks and said, "All bad things will dissipate and be forgotten, and they will get better." ”
"Hmm," Su Aya nodded meekly.
"Do you remember Canon?" Wen Hao rubbed Su Aya's hair, and said in a warm and jade-like voice, "I'll play this song for you." ”
"Hmm"
"Canon's music is more than what you say, its melody also carries the hope of black and white piano keys, spring, autumn, winter and summer, the sun is shining, and it is also the purest sound in the world."
The melodic resounded, Su Aya closed her eyes, and what appeared in her mind was the blue sea and the endless blue sea, which was so beautiful that she was in it, opened her eyes again, leaned on Wen Hao's arms, listened to the heartbeat of the two people, and raised a good-looking smile.
The next day, when Su Aya and Wen Hao arrived at school, they didn't hold hands, and the two didn't speak, Wen Hao stood in the corridor, he looked at Su Aya to the door of the classroom, Su Aya paused, and then walked in, when he caught up, he found that Su Aya's seat was sat by a boy, and Su Aya didn't say anything, holding the book and sitting in the back seat, Wen Hao's eyes were a little unhappy, looking at Su Aya sitting in the far seat, I was very unhappy, stinky boy, you actually sat in my girlfriend's seat.
"There's someone sitting here."
"Oh, Wen Xiaocao, you're back." The boy has thick eyebrows and phoenix eyes, black and dense hair, and is so handsome that he doesn't want it, and he has a sense of direct gaze from the president. His obsidian pupils glanced at Wen Hao, and he didn't speak again.
"Didn't you hear me?" Wen Hao's heart was even more unhappy.
"I heard it, but the young lady allowed it." The boy pointed at Su Aya, and it happened that Su Aya raised her eyes to look at them, evoked a faint smile, and then glanced out the window, as if she was deliberately mischievous.
"I'm new here, my name is Nangong Lin."
"Hmm" Wen Hao didn't raise his head, he wasn't interested, Su Aya spoofed him again, and killed her after school.
"Wen Hao, I heard that you are a top student and school grass, it seems that you live up to your reputation!"
“………”
"How about making friends?"
"I'm not available," Wen Hao replied coldly.
"I'm also a big fan of yours." Nangong Lin hooked the corners of his mouth, and then said, "You don't give face like this?" ”