"You mean......" The words turned again, Xiao Luo tightened his palms, and only finished the second half of the sentence after a while, "Yi Zeran, he thought that Yixu was my child?"

Ye Chen glanced at her, and the meaning was self-evident.

Xiao Luo suddenly felt that his throat was very dry, and his voice was hoarse: "But why didn't he ask me directly?" ”

"Because he thinks that the old relationship between you and Lu Hanchuan has been rekindled." Ye Chen leaned forward, his eyes clearly reflecting Xiao Luo's pale cheeks, "Xiao Luo, what is Yi Zeran in your heart?" ”

His voice was very soft, but it made Xiao Luo's pupils constrict, and he bit his lip and stared at him deadly.

Ye Chen suddenly smiled, tilted his head and sat heavily on the chair, "Can you tell me what you are thinking?" Is it that you can't forget the old feelings, or that Yi Zeran can't reassure you? ”

Xiao Luo propped one hand on the tabletop, one hand on his lap, his eyes staring at the red light that came through the crack in the door from time to time, his face was cold and detached.

"It's that I'm not strong enough." She withdrew her wandering gaze and looked at Ye Chen fixedly, "To be with excellent people, you must have a strong heart, because you never know what strange things will happen to you in the future." ”

"I know that Yi Zeran is a very good man, and I thought about a lot when I decided to be with him, including the pressures and risks I may face in the future, I told myself that as long as I have him, everything can be solved, but when death really comes, all faith and hope collapse, at that moment, I feel that life is more important than anything else."

Xiao Luo's eyes were faint, and there was sadness pouring down between the dark pupils, like the warm orange light in the room, silently enveloping the whole world.

"I'm an ordinary person, I have greed, I can be afraid, I am greedy for Yi Zeran's kindness to me, I am afraid of the risk of being with him......" Xiao Luo lowered his eyes, pulled the corners of his mouth sadly, and showed a smile that was more ugly than crying, "I'm so selfish." ”

Ye Chen shook his head, "No, you just lack courage." ”

He looked at her, and there seemed to be a thousand lights in his peach blossom eyes, "Maybe you need to reacquaint yourself with your love for Yi Zeran." ”

Xiao Luo was stunned, her dark eyes flashed, and she looked like a little girl who had not been deeply involved in the world.

"Go where you can feel him and see what he's done for you." Ye Chen pointed to his heart, "I think you should be able to find the answer." ”

Xiao Luo looked at him with wide eyes, her back straight, and she didn't wake up like a dream until Ye Chen pushed the door and left, grabbed the handbag beside her and walked out.

On the way, the taxi driver casually turned on the radio, and a crying female voice sounded on the radio, "My parents don't agree with me and him, but I can't help it...... Really reluctant to ......"

"Since you are reluctant, you have to fight for it, people, you have to live for yourself once."

The radio host's voice was clean and hearty, like a sky with white clouds hanging in the afternoon, and even the wind was gentle.

Xiao Luo leaned back in the chair and silently thought about what Ye Chen had said, maybe she closed herself too tightly, maybe she took his goodness for granted, so she was worried about gains and losses.

She went to the company to ask for leave, bought a ticket to her hometown, arrived in the county seat was already more than ten o'clock at night, the bus had long been suspended, even the roadside snacks were collected, she sat on the hard bed board of the hotel to eat bread, mineral water poured into the throat and pierced the throat skin pain.

It rained at night, the wind rustled the glass windows, she couldn't sleep, lying on the bed thinking about Yi Zeran, thinking about everything about him.

Returning to her hometown was the result of her tossing and turning and thinking all night, she opened her heart to Yi Zeran from that cold and snowy night, he picked her up from her desperate situation, and since then she has held her fragile and sensitive heart.

The rain fell intermittently all night, and when I woke up the next day, the eaves were still dripping, and the hotel proprietress started the business of buying umbrellas by the way, and Xiao Luo bought a transparent umbrella and stepped into the potholed road.

The bus home had been suspended due to demolition work, so she had to pay for a taxi.

The road was cloudy and slippery, and the road was in disrepair, so the taxi ran exceptionally slowly, and the young taxi driver was full of complaints, interspersed with a few swear words in between.

Xiao Luo was disgusted in his heart, and he lowered his head and refused to speak the whole time.

When he walked halfway, the driver answered the phone, and turned his head to Xiao Luo's stall, "There is a car accident in front of you, and you will not be able to pass for a while, if you are in a hurry to go back, I can make a detour, but the price will be calculated separately." ”

Xiao Luo glanced at his black head, subconsciously twisted his eyebrows, there was still a drizzle outside, and only gray was left between the sky and the earth, which was gloomy and breathless.

She suddenly regretted that she came out so rashly, but she had already arrived in H City, so she naturally couldn't run in vain, she lowered her eyes and ignored the smug smile in the man's eyes, and nodded silently.

The driver smiled and touched the top of his head, the stubble of the newborn was a little prickly, but it was more sensational to touch it like this.

The front of the car turned, still at that slow pace.

Xiao Luo began to get motion sickness, leaning back in the chair to rest with a pale face, her eyelids that had not slept all night began to fight, and she forced her sleepiness to keep herself calm.

Xu has experienced too many thrilling things before, and after getting into the car, she subconsciously observed the driver - young, strong, dark-skinned, and shrewd-eyed, a bit like a thug running rampant on the streets, and his subsequent performance also verified Xiao Luo's conjecture.

It is not a very pleasant thing to stay in the same carriage with such a man, even if the body is extremely tired, the string in the heart is still tight.

The sudden ringtone of the mobile phone in her pocket pulled back Xiao Luo's senses, she looked down at the screen, and the words "Yi Zeran" were written on it, she blinked her eyes and answered the phone in a panic.

"Luoluo, turn on your phone location." Yi Zeran's voice was low, mixed with a slight panting sound.

She was stunned for a moment, and was about to ask why, when there was a busy sound from there.

The driver glanced at her in the rearview mirror, and his eyes narrowed, revealing a crystal light, "Who is it?" ”

"Huh?" Xiao Luo's fingers held the phone stiffly, and slowly opened the phone according to Yi Zeran's request.

The car shook violently, Xiao Luo was unprepared and hit the back of the chair in front of her, her forehead turned red, she held her forehead and turned around, the car just passed a bridge, in front of which was an endless plain, and the road washed by the rain stretched like a snake into the distance.

The speed of the car increased again, and the driver raised his voice and repeated his question: "Who called you just now, why did you hang up as soon as you got through?" ”

Xiao Luo straightened her back, grabbed the cushion of the seat with her palm, her internal organs trembled from nervousness, she forced herself to calm down, and replied to him in a calm voice, "Sell advertisements." ”

After speaking, she let out a sigh, her eyes swept over the darkened mobile phone screen, and chatted with the driver in a casual tone, "I haven't been back to my hometown for a long time, I didn't expect such a big change." ”

She pointed to the undulating floors, and sighed with emotion, "I haven't even walked this road, and I usually have to bump for more than half an hour every time I go back to take the bus, where can I walk on such a good road." ”

The driver raised his eyelids and smiled at the woman in the rearview mirror, the black and white eyeballs under the dark skin were particularly scary, and the sluggish arm shook to suppress the discomfort in his heart.

"The place you are going to has long been sold to a developer to build a factory, and if you go, you can only see a pile of broken bricks, just take two photos."

The drivers are obviously familiar with the local environment, and the planning of each area is straightforward.

Half an hour has passed, Xiao Luo is getting farther and farther away from the county seat, and at the same time she is getting farther and farther away from her hometown, she looked down at the phone screen and said lightly: "Are you going the wrong way?" ”

"Impossible." The driver quickly interrupted her questioning, "The nearest road is not passable, so you can only walk a long way around it, didn't I tell you about this at the beginning?" ”

"I'm a little sick from the car, can I stop and rest for a while?" Xiao Luo leaned against the car window with his stomach covered, his eyes looking out intentionally or unintentionally.

The rain was still falling, the drizzle drenched the car glass, a black car shadow drove from the end of the sight, the rain blurred the body, only to see the car lights shining, stabbing Xiao Luo blinked.

The driver seemed to realize that something was wrong and sped up again.

The sound of the wind blowing on the glass window was deformed by the super fast speed, Xiao Luo slapped the car glass with trembling hands, gritted his teeth and insisted on the last line of defense in his heart.

"Stop, I'm going down!"

If the driver asked, the speed was so fast that the scenery outside the car turned into a line, and the oncoming black car turned around and immediately followed.

"Let me go!" Xiao Luo screamed, and the fear she tried to restrain was like a flash flood, instantly engulfing all her sanity.

The mobile phone in his pocket was singing, and was thrown under the car by the driver in a turn, and Xiao Luo was also carried down by the huge inertia, and blood flowed down his forehead when his head hit the car door.

She touched it, all the bright red colors in front of her eyes, the mobile phone that fell on the ground was still ringing, she straightened her arm and finally touched the mobile phone that had broken the screen, and it was still connected, Yi Zeran's voice was also distorted by the super speed.

She heard Yi Zeran raise her voice and say to her, "Hold your head tight." ”

She immediately curled up and held her head firmly.

It was pitch black in front of her, and there was still the roar of the engine in her ears, her world was suddenly turned upside down, and the huge impact made her lose her judgment, like falling into a huge swamp pool, glass waste and blood, all kinds of liquids and solids mixed together, she couldn't move, and she kept silently reciting what Yi Zeran said to her in her heart.

"Hold your head tight."

There was a dull knocking sound overhead, followed by Yi Zeran's crazy shout, calling her name—Luoluo.

She opened her eyes, the sticky liquid fell down her eyelashes, and her eyes were still bright red, she looked at the red in a daze, as if she had returned to the thrilling car accident in Tibet, and the woman with teeth and claws pounced on her but suddenly collapsed in a pool of blood halfway, and her eyes were still open.