Chapter 190: Desperate Situation
At noon, Xiao Luo stayed at Lu's house to eat, Lu's father and Lu's mother cooked by themselves, and they all cooked home-cooked dishes, and Lu's mother also specially boiled Xiao Luo's favorite pear soup when he was a child, and the homely atmosphere was very harmonious during the chat.
After saying goodbye to Lu's father and Lu's mother, Xiao Luo deliberately went to Yi's house, afraid that Yi Zeran would find out that she was hiding in the flower bed on the side of the road, and after guarding for two hours, she finally saw Yi's mother being supported by Sister-in-law Li and getting into the car.
Xiao Luo leaned on the trunk of the tree and sighed, the old man was Yi Zeran's mother after all, and it was useless for her to think about it, she only hoped that Yi Zeran could spend more time on her mother, as for her...... Everyone is fine.
It is close to the departure time, the hotel things are all at hand and do not need to be packed, Xiao Luo directly pulled the suitcase to the train station, all the way smooth, and the ticket security check was completed just to the time of the ticket check.
Pinching the thin ticket, Xiao Luo couldn't help but look back at the passengers who saw off at the station, she was once one of them, she didn't know how to leave the sorrow when she was young, and she was still holding her mother's arm and coquettish, now she looked back alone, the past feelings and scenes are all vivid, but the sorrow came more strongly than that day.
She bit her lip and finally couldn't help but bow down and cry, tears wet the ticket and the sweat of the palm melted into a ball, the ticket check staff intimately handed over the tissue, she sniffed and took the tissue but it was useless, directly wiped the tears with her hand and handed over the ticket.
When I was a child, I watched movies and remembered the green train the most, the white smoke rose on the platform, and there were inseparable relatives and partners chasing the train and crying goodbye, just hoping to see each other for the last time.
Xiao Luo has always felt that the station is a sad and romantic place, sadness is constantly witnessing parting every day, romance is witnessing how many true feelings in the world, and when it really comes here, these feelings are all gone, all around him are indifferent faces, and there are dialects floating in his ears from time to time.
The moment the train started, she couldn't suppress the emotions hidden in her heart any longer, leaned against the window and cried loudly.
Maybe she was crying too sadly, or maybe the expression on her face was too desperate, someone came to talk to her, an older woman, speaking not very fluent Mandarin, with a crumpled toilet paper in her hand, panicked to persuade Xiao Luo.
Xiao Luo saw the hand holding the toilet paper, thin and rough, thick calluses on top of each other, the back of the hand was full of ravines, old like a piece of bark, the hand waved with the woman's body, and the same old face in the hazy tears became her mother.
Her mother, like the woman in front of her, worked hard for her life, worked hard all her life and didn't dare to spend a penny more, and finally watched her children grow up and become talents.
She believed that her mother always cherished her hometown, but she did not believe that her mother would be willing to abandon her and die in a strange land, sick and painful without anyone to take care of her, and she did not have a chance to see her daughter for the last time when she was dying.
She cried bitterly, but when she saw the woman's panicked expression, she gritted her teeth and held back her tears, the tissue was rough, and it hurt when she scratched her face, and only in this way could she be reminded that she was really alive.
She wiped away her tears, choked up and thanked the woman, but the woman modestly waved her hand again and again, "No need to thank you for a little thing, I think your age should be about the same age as my girl, what is the hurdle that you can't get over at a young age?" Let go and don't let your parents and elders feel distressed. ”
Xiao Luo choked up, tears almost fell again, she no longer had the person who cared about her the most and felt the most sorry for her, but these words couldn't be said, "What my aunt said is, I just can't think about it for a while, and it will be fine after a while." ”
But the woman was not at ease, and still looked at her with a blank eye, for fear that she would not think of doing something stupid.
Xiao Luo's heart was warm, she wiped her tears slowly, and chatted with the woman, the conversation was all about the parents, the woman said happily, and she listened seriously.
The woman got off the car halfway, and before leaving, she took Xiao Luo's hand and sighed for a long time, and she had to take out the souvenirs in the bag and give them to Xiao Luo, all of which were domestic things, worthless, but the affection was as heavy as ten thousand pounds, Xiao Luo refused to accept it, and it took a lot of effort to coax the woman out of the car.
Without the woman who loves to talk, the rest of the journey will be a lot more boring, Xiao Luo put away her mind and no longer thinks nonsense, and tries to use her mobile phone to find suitable positions in the local area, but the development of Tibetan areas is already backward, and she wants to go to relatively remote villages and towns.
She fled temporarily, and all the necessary documents on her body were handled by Mr. Law, but the certificates related to the school were blank, and she probably couldn't pass the review with her embarrassing identity.
thought that she would be able to start a new life after leaving City C, but fate gave her a dismount at the very beginning, and she turned off her phone in distraught, she simply squinted her eyes and slept for a while to pass the time.
It was noon when I got off the train, but there was no sunshine outside the station, the sky was pressed with dark and heavy clouds, the treetops in the distance were shaking, and the newly planted saplings on the side of the road were almost broken by the wind.
The mobile phone in her pocket rang, she took it out tremblingly and pressed the answer button, Lu Hanchuan should have listened to her mother about her visit, and specially called her to praise her.
He was in a good mood, his voice was smiling, praising Xiao Luo's wise move, and proudly talking about where he had been yesterday, and saying that the weather had stopped him from exploring.
Xiao Luo smiled and joked with him playfully.
There was another group of passengers at the exit, all of them carrying their hands and shoulders, and the very spacious exit instantly became crowded, Xiao Luo glanced back, holding a mobile phone in one hand, and stretched out the other hand to grab the suitcase lever, before she could touch it, a person suddenly rushed out of the oblique thorn and dragged her suitcase and ran down the steps.
She screamed, immediately hung up the phone, and ran down to chase like crazy, but as soon as her foot was bruised, the man was prepared, and jumped down the steps and jumped on the motorcycle, rushing towards the road like the wind.
Xiao Luo collapsed on the ground and shouted hoarsely, watching the thief rush into the distance and gradually disappear, she had no tears, only full of anger and despair, clenched her fists and wailed.
Some people persuaded her to call the police, and some people said that it was useless to call the police, where do the police care about these small things now.
She still went to the police station to make a record, and it rained when she left the gate of the police station, first it was a thin rain, and then it gradually became heavier, and the bean-sized raindrops were swept by the wind and smashed into people's faces.
She walked aimlessly along the path in front of the police station in silence, not crying or shouting, as silent as a walking corpse.
At the end of the path was a small restaurant, Xiao Luo went in and ordered a noodle soup, and when the owner of the dish looked up and saw her pale face, he was so frightened that he let go of his hand and fell into the soup basin, almost knocking over the entire soup basin.
The proprietress with a loud voice pushed the boss away and pulled Xiao Luo into the store, "Why don't you know how to hide in such a heavy rain?" ”
As she spoke, she turned around and took a towel to wipe Xiao Luo's hair, wiped it twice, saw Xiao Luo's frozen purple lips, and threw the towel, "I said, why don't you know how to take care of yourself, it's so cold that you don't know how to wear more, it's not uncomfortable to freeze?" ”
"I don't want to......" Xiao Luo suddenly cried bitterly, he had cried too many times in the past two days, and his throat was already dumb, "My luggage was snatched away, and there is nothing, how should I live?" ”
When the boss heard this, he immediately became interested and interjected on the side, "If you want me to say that these people must be rectified well, how many cases are these?" Tell me about people who have traveled a long way to the place and encountered this kind of thing......"
"Shut up!" The proprietress grabbed a towel and smashed it in the boss's face, "Make your noodle soup, boil your ginger soup, who will treat you as a dumb person if you don't say anything?" ”
The boss shrunk his neck and scooped up the spoon again and said nothing.
The proprietress glared at him fiercely, turned her head and grabbed Xiao Luo's arm, her face suddenly became much gentler, "Okay, don't cry yet, I'll take you to change into dry clothes, sit down and have a hot meal, and then talk about the rest after eating." ”
Xiao Luo didn't speak, let the proprietress pull her into the back room, and when she saw the neat clothes in front of her, she suddenly came back to her senses and thanked the proprietress for saying goodbye, the proprietress waved her hand and turned around to go to the front.
The clothes are all brand new, but they look too big, they should be the clothes that the proprietress has not worn, and she numbly takes off the soaked clothes on her body and puts on the fat but warm new clothes.
After the clothes were dressed, the boss's voice sounded again: "Girl, have you changed it, I'll put this ginger soup for you, hurry up and drink it while it's hot." ”
Xiao Luo pushed the door out, facing the hot soup bowl, shed tears while pouring them into her throat, and when the soup noodles on the ginger soup side were ready, the husband and wife moved the stool and sat opposite her and watched her eat.
When she changed her clothes, she searched all her pockets, and found only a pitiful few dozen dollars of change, and there was nothing left after a meal, and she ate slowly, her tears had been dried by the steaming water, and she endured her sorrow and planned the days ahead.
Without the fare, she didn't even have a chance to turn back, so she could only hold back her tears and grit her teeth.
Once a person is cornered, the hurdle that he thought he could not overcome turned out to be a trivial matter.
Yi Zeran, she read the name over and over again in her heart, as if the person and the inextricable love drank it into her stomach with the soup.
After eating a bowl of noodles, her body finally warmed up, and her heart, which had been dull for too long, began to jump, she looked up at the dense rain curtain outside, and the clouds that could not be dissolved, and clenched her fists tightly.
- Lin Xiaoluo, you have to learn to live alone.