"We're going to have kids, and many, many kids." He held her face, lowered his head and kissed her tearful eyes, "I'll compensate you with my life, okay?" ”

Lu Mingyou's breath trembled, she looked at his face, bit her lip and shook her head: "...... But you don't love me...... Yan Ruyu, you don't love me. She broke free from his embrace, hugged her legs and buried her face in her own lap in her seat, her voice low and hoarse, "We won't have any more children." ”

There won't be any more.

He was in love with another woman and hurt her for the sake of another woman. She will not forgive this.

There was silence in the carriage, and Yan Ruyu looked at the little woman curled up in a ball on the seat, the wide red sweatshirt, wrapping her petite body, making her look thin. The invisible wall was erected between them, and no matter how tightly they embraced, they could no longer feel the familiarity they once had.

Yan Ruyu opened the car window, turned her head and lit a cigarette.

An indescribable sense of irritability accompanied by the cold winter wind blew through my heart, like sweeping a fire in the wilderness, the air was dry, and the aftertaste was choking.

The tenderness of his life was given to another woman, and Luo Nanchu can be said to be the sustenance of all humanity and kindness in his life, and he was willing to serve the rest of his life for her happiness. In those five years of dependence, it can be said that it was not he who saved Luo Nanchu, but also Luo Nanchu who saved him.

He loved her so much, he loved her so much that he didn't dare to say that he loved her, so much so that he thought he would never fall in love with another woman again in his life.

He was originally a freewheeling person who would do nothing without thinking about the consequences, but now, he gradually felt that he was about to be unable to bear the consequences of the deception back then.

He gradually lost himself in this deceitful marriage, not even knowing what he was asking for.

It may be really selfish, but he needs Liu Mingfang to stay, and only by having her by his side can he be less irritable.

At least this winter, she needs to spend it with him.

*

After sending Lu Zhishen away, Lu Mingyou went home and went upstairs to sleep alone.

When I woke up, there was one more person on the bed. Yan Ruyu didn't know where she came from, so she lay on the bed with her arms and slept sweetly.

Looking at his peaceful sleeping face, Lu Mingyu was speechless for a while, and turned his back to him.

The curtains were open, a breeze blew in, and the sun was setting outside the window, with a somewhat cold and bleak scene.

She shrunk into the quilt, and the outstretched man's arm was folded, and she was wrapped in his arms.

Lu Mingyou felt his face rubbing against her back, warm breathing blowing on her back, and the two of them lay lazily on the bed, embracing each other, like any sweet couple in the world.

She patted his hand on her waist, "Release when you're awake." ”

Yan Ruyu let go of her hand and watched Lu Mingyou sit up from the quilt, leaning on the head of the bed and arranging her long hair that had entered her collar, and then got out of bed neatly and went into the bathroom to wash her face.

When she came out, Yan Ruyu leaned on the bed with her face and asked her, "What are you going to eat at night?" ”

"Eat it yourself." Lu Mingyou walked over and sat in front of the dresser and took out the foundation, and said while putting on his own makeup, "I'm going out at night." ”

Yan Ruyu sat up from the bed, "Go to the bar?" ”

"I still owe Nolan a meal, and I'm back today, invite him to dinner."