Bai Luting and Zhou Zeyu separated, went to stay in the store for a while, and went to Manyun's residence early.

Recently, the company has been busy, Manyun went out in the morning and came back late in the evening, so she took An An around to play and bought him a lot of clothes, An An was afraid of being scolded: "Auntie, when I go home, my mother will scold me, saying that I used money indiscriminately." ”

"It's okay, you just said I bought it, at this time, my mother shouldn't be back, I'll take you to see an aunt." Lu Ting wanted to take him to see Xia Yu, she lived alone, strange and lonely, so that she could see An An, so that she could have more hope of living.

Xia Yu didn't open the door and knew that it was Lu Ting, "You're here, have you eaten?" Seeing a handsome little boy beside her, her eyes were full of surprise, "Whose little handsome guy is this?" ”

Lu Ting smiled: "Your belly is so big, don't be careful, get up quickly." ”

An An also said: "Auntie, squatting is not good for the baby. ”

Xia Yu rarely smiled so happily, she stood up on the sofa: "Tell me quickly, who is this, so cute." ”

"My own nephew, my sister Manyun was born." Lu Ting touched An An's head and said.

He was very polite and greeted crisply: "Hello Auntie, my name is Bai Anzhi." ”

Hearing that it was Manyun's child, she couldn't help but look at it a few more times, and there was guilt in her eyes, "An An'an, just call me Aunt Xia." I didn't expect your sister's children to be so old, and I'm really embarrassed to meet her. ”

The things they did together back then, if they were ordinary people, they wouldn't let them go so easily, but Lu Ting knew Manyun's temper and comforted her and said, "Forget it, my sister has long been out of care about the past, it's okay." Speaking of sorry, I've done more bastard things, wouldn't I have no face to see my sister? I brought An An to see you today, just to comfort you, so that you don't stay in this house all day and can't think about it. ”

Xia Yu looked at An An very much, and kept stuffing fruits and sugar into his hands, "Sister Manyun doesn't care, that's her generosity." But I can't forgive myself for doing those things in a daze. She looked at An An and touched her belly again and said, "I don't have any hope in life, I just want to give birth to the child quickly and raise him well." If he can be so well-behaved as An An, I have to be happy! ”

"Definitely!" Lu Ting patted her on the shoulder and said, "Don't think about it, you have a good rest, I think it won't be long before the child will come out, and at that time, your life will be expected." ”

It is also said that Xia Yu relied on this child as hope to have the courage to live until now, and when she saw the news of Song Mingxin's marriage, she cried for a few days, and then thought about the child, so that she would not be so depressed.

Lu Ting thought about it and felt that that incident hit her a lot, so she called An An over, Lu Ting comforted her and said: "Xia Yu, there are many things that you can't ask for, and you can't ask for it, then forget it, you have to figure it out yourself." ”

"What can't I figure out? For the sake of my child, I can accept anything. She is very tenacious, not at all like the last time she was on the edge of the Xijiang River, she was in a state of wanting to die, seeing her like this, Lu Ting was relieved.

When she came out of her house, Xia Yu insisted on sending them downstairs, An An felt that it was difficult to watch her go, and kept telling her to go upstairs: "Aunt Xia, you are pregnant with a baby, go up quickly." ”

"It's rare to see An An, and I don't have anything to send it." She saw An An as if she were looking at hope.

"If Aunt Xia likes it, I will come often in the future."

"This little mouth is so sweet, so well-behaved and sensible, it seems that your sister taught him well." Xia Yu praised again and again.

Lu Ting held An An's little hand: "Yes, my sister is strict with him!" Such a small person, I feel distressed when I look at it, but my sister is very good. That's it, you go upstairs. ”

Xia Yu also felt flustered for some reason, she pulled Bai Luting and didn't let go: "Luting, you give me a word, if something happens, you must help me take care of my child, and make a shameless request, I hope he can be as good as An An." ”

"Don't talk nonsense, how can you give it to me for your own child."

"No, you have to promise me, please." Xia Yu begged bitterly.

Bai Luting couldn't resist, "I can only promise you, unless there are force majeure factors, I will help you take care of the child, so you have to carry it to the end for me!" ”

"Good ......" Xia Yu almost cried, as if his heart had found a place to put it.

The love of parents for their children is far-reaching. Bai Luting understood this sentence deeply, she suddenly missed Bai Fengxing very much, no matter what he said, he always thought about Bai Luting, transferred all the shares to her, and also made a little bit of connections around him.

Now Xia Yu is the same, she thinks of her first child, if she can survive, she will be a few years older than An Andu.

She had a lot of worries all the way, and An An didn't bother her.

When she got home, Manyun was sitting and eating, and saw the clothes in Lu Ting's hand, "Why are you buying so much, he still has a lot of clothes that haven't even been torn off the label." He's a boy, so there's no need to wear so many clothes, and girls are pretty much the same. ”

"What's this, I'm spoiled by boys and girls." Lu Ting said.

An An held her little face: "Mom is eccentric, fortunately I don't have a sister, otherwise you definitely don't love me." It's still good for my aunt, I like my aunt. ”

"Now you know that you like my aunt? In the past, who was afraid of my aunt and even more afraid. Manyun was really afraid that he would misunderstand, and explained, "What do you know? Poor sons and rich daughters, this is an immutable law, why did I raise you as a boy? ”

He pretended to nod yes, Manyun smiled, and gently flicked his little head, "Go up and take a bath, look at your stinky sweat." ”

Manyun didn't notice that Lu Ting had something on her mind, but just asked Hong Xin to add a bowl, saying that she wanted Lu Ting to eat.

"No, An An and I both ate it." She sat across from the man, and said nothing else. Manyun realized that something was wrong, and ate a few bites of food, "What's wrong?" ”

She looked at Manyun's bowl, "You finish this meal, let's go out for a walk." ”

Where can Manyun still eat, so he asked Hong Xin to come over and clean it up, "This is the second bowl, I can't eat it anymore, let's go directly." ”

There was the sound of insects chirping in the yard, it was rare to be so quiet, Manyun sat on the stone bench, and said comfortably: "The most comfortable time is this time of night, especially relaxed." ”

Lu Ting sat beside her, casually echoed almost, and after a long time of entanglement, she said, "Sister, I want to talk to you about something." ”

"Say it." She closed her eyes and enjoyed the breeze.

"It's a long time ago, but if I don't say it, I can't help it." Lu Ting seemed to have a lot of courage, "Do you remember one time, we had a quarrel in the bathroom, and you said to me, there are so many people in the world who can't be loved, why am I the most special." ”

"There is such a thing, but I don't remember it very well." Manyun nodded, "But what exactly do you want to say, just say it, don't go around." ”

She grabbed Manyun's shoulder, "You have to promise me not to be angry when you hear it." ”

"Okay~" Manyun said with a smile.

"I'm serious."

"What I said is also true, hurry up and say, An An should look for me in a while."

Bai Luting turned around and said awkwardly: "Today, Zeyu came to me and said that he wanted to pursue me again. ”

After the last drinking party, Manyun felt that Zeyu was interesting to Lu Ting this week, "I guessed that the last time the Song family had a drinking party, he greeted me, and I felt it." That's good, I have nothing to be angry about. ”

"He told you?" This surprised Bai Luting, Zhou Zeyu used to care about Manyun the most, and he would actually say this.

"Not directly, but I can feel it. That's what you're trying to say? Manyun pulled the conversation back.

Bai Luting stood up and stood in front of Manyun: "Sister, to be honest, I still have him in my heart, but when I think of being with him again, I feel sorry for you." ”

"Where does this begin?" Manyun was puzzled.

"It's hard to talk about the past." She turned her back to Manyun and said: "I was with Zeyu back then, because I had a child, at that time, I designed it, but Zhou Zeyu acquiesced to this happening." ”

"I don't understand." Manyun said.

"I told my father, that is, Bai Fengxing, more than once, that I like Zhou Zeyu, he may have expressed my identity to Zhou Zeyu openly and secretly, at that time Zeyu was about to take over the Zhou family in the Zhou family, and the Bai family was in its heyday, and with the support of the Bai family, it would be twice the result with half the effort. So...... He knew and knew I would be with him...... I also found out about this by accident, not to mention that I always feel sorry for you. She repeated these words in her heart for a long time, and she wanted to say them.

Bai Manyun was very bland, asked Lu Ting to come and sit beside her, looked at her and said, "I guessed, I don't blame him, let alone you." An An is so old, what else do I want to do? If you think he's reliable, just be together, don't worry about me. ”

"I know you don't care, but the more you don't care, the more uncomfortable I become, like a sinner who will never be forgiven." As she spoke, her tears hit Manyun's hands in big drops, which were very hot.

She convulsed and said: "Also, the child I started with can't be saved, he can't keep it, the doctor told me, I wanted to get married and beat it, you pull me to go, and I will ...... I will blame you for this, and let you bear the infamy for so long. I'm sorry for you, so I try my best to be good to you, to be good to An'an, and want to make up for the shame in my heart. ”

This matter was much more exciting than what she had just said, and Manyun let go of her hand, got up and leaned against the tree, unable to speak for a long time.

Bai Luting couldn't see her expression clearly, so she could only cry: "Sister, don't forgive me, I really know that I was wrong, and when I think about it now, I don't know how I did such a bastard thing in those years." ”

After a long time, Manyun walked over and hugged her: "Silly girl, time has passed, I don't care anymore." Besides, I also have a lot of nostalgia for that incident, and I think I shouldn't have done that, and now that you say that, I feel less guilty in my heart, which is good, really. ”

Bai Luting was speechless, almost crying, this cry was venting, and it was also a relief after being understood.

Only by reconciling with the past can we truly let go.