247: Guilt
"Sister-in-law, I've never felt that way, really, I'm also a member of the family, and I'm also responsible."
She understands her sister-in-law's words, but her thoughts and behaviors over the years can't be changed in a moment, and she still can't accept it for a while.
"No, Xin'er, listen to me......"
An Niang continued to tell Xin'er what she meant.
After listening to her words, Xin'er didn't know what to say again, so she could only be silent.
As for the money in front of her, she didn't mean to reach out.
After listening to her words, Youyi's face on the side also changed significantly, after listening to her words, he really felt that he really owed his sister too much, thinking of the things over the years, his eyes began to redden.
"Brother, what's wrong with you?"
Xin'er and An Niang's eyes both moved from each other's bodies to his, and they were both a little worried when they looked at him.
It's really that his appearance at this time is too much worse than just now, and it's not okay to keep his head down and red eyes without worrying.
"I'm fine, Xin'er, you just listen to your sister-in-law, you can collect the money yourself, and you will also collect the money you exchange for embroidery work in the future."
Your sister-in-law is right, you are still a little girl, the burden of the family should not be on you, and now that my brother and I have married your sister-in-law, then I should support the family, you are obedient. ”
Xin'er didn't know what her sister-in-law's words just now made her brother think of, and when she saw him like this, she had to agree and could only accept the money in front of her.
"Okay, brother, I'll take it, don't scare me."
After accepting the money, Xin'er still asked with some anxiety: "Brother, are you really okay?" ”
"I'm really fine, don't worry, I just feel that I owe you too much over the years, and I'm not a qualified brother."
You said dejectedly.
"Brother, you can't say that, in my heart you are the best brother, you don't owe me, this is our family together, how can you say that you owe it.
Besides, there are more brothers and sisters in this world who are sadder than us, and they have you to be good to me.
So, brother, don't let me hear you say these words again in the future, I'll be really angry if I hear it again, you're getting angry with me. ”
When she said these words, her expression was solemn, she really had never thought of it like this, and even such thoughts had never arisen.
"Okay, I won't say it in the future, I won't say it again, don't be angry."
Xin'er didn't want to discuss this topic anymore, so she turned her head to look at An Niang and asked, "Sister-in-law, didn't you say that you bought me something?" What is it, take it out and I'll see it. ”
"Oh, yes, I bought you something, you wait, I'll get it for you."
An Niang got up and walked into the house, and soon took something out.
"I don't know if you like it or not, I thought it looked good when I watched it, so I bought it, you see if you like it or not, I don't like it next time, I'll buy you something else."
An Niang bought her a small ornament, and Xin'er liked it at a glance, and An Niang was indeed right, it was indeed very good-looking.
"I like it, thank you, sister-in-law, it costs a lot of money, right?"
After liking it, it was distressed, and in her heart, the price of such a thing was definitely not cheap.
For so many years, in order to save money to buy land, she has almost never bought any jewelry, and almost all year round she has two headbands to tie her hair.
She didn't buy it in order to save money, and Youyi forgot that he was a man who rarely paid attention to these.
However, she still has some jewelry occasionally over the years, but she rarely wears them.
And those were almost Feng Yu'an's gifts, she put them away, this was the first such gift she received besides Feng Yu'an.
"I don't have to say much, you can wear it with confidence."
An Niang didn't say how much money, and when Xin'er heard this, she didn't ask anymore.
Hearing the words of the two, Youyi felt even more guilty in his heart, he had neglected his sister too much over the years.
Since this day, Youyi has been more attentive to Xin'er, An Niang is not jealous when she sees it, and she herself is also very good to Xin'er.
Besides, although Youyi cares a lot about Xin'er, it still makes no difference to her, and she is still as good as before, and she is not jealous.
Since Youyi married An Niang, Xin'er hadn't seen Feng Yu'an for a long time, and she had some doubts in her heart.
In the past, although they sometimes didn't see each other for a long time, she didn't feel like she was now, and she always felt as if something happened that she didn't know.
Because of the thoughts in her heart, Xin'er began to pay attention to the movements of the Feng family.
Every day, she gets up early and looks out of the door frequently, or she will directly take a basket or something to the vegetable field at the door, just to see if the Feng family's carriage has gone out and see if she can see Feng Yu'an.
In the afternoon, she was also wandering around the door around the same time.
Her hard work was not in vain, and she could still see the carriage going out and the carriage going home almost every day.
It's just that although she can see the carriage every day, she doesn't see Feng Yu'an's people anymore, and only occasionally sees his back when he enters the door.
She is no longer a child, she needs to be careful when she goes in and out, she can't go to Feng's house when she has nothing to do as before, especially Feng Yu'an is still a fragrant bun in a village, which makes people see that it is another turmoil.
Of course, there is also the most important thing, there is an extra hostess in the house, and the situation will naturally change somewhat.
What's more, An Niang is still a person from Fucheng, and she used to be an errand in the mansion for nearly ten years, since she came, there have been more rules in the family, including her rules.
An Niang also told her very clearly, and she didn't have too many requirements for her, but she is now at an age where she can get married, so naturally she can't be the same as before, and some rules still have to be established.
She knew very well that she was doing this for her own good, not to mention anything else, and even the girls of the same age in the village rarely walked around the village, so she agreed.
First of all, this first point, An Niang told her, as long as she is not particularly busy, let her not go out, you can go to the places around the house, and if you are farther away or if there is nothing in the village, don't go.
What's more, there is still a just right teenager's family like the Feng family.
Therefore, even though she wanted to go to Feng Yu'an, she was still very hesitant in her heart, she thought, since he still left early and returned late as before, and the Feng family didn't have much movement, it should be fine.
Some time ago, he went out for another month or two, and it was normal for him to visit friends for some time.
Thinking like this, she felt a little less worried and doubtful in her heart.