Chapter Eighty-Nine: I am most afraid of trying my best
"Niangniang, Rong'er has always been cautious, and she has already thought about what to do after the incident in the east window, so she prepared a secret passage early, and as soon as the forbidden army entered the mansion that day, although it was late at night, Rong'er still received the news immediately, if he fled immediately,." Yan Liuniang said in a deep voice.
Bo Yan raised his eyebrows, but he didn't expect such a thing: "He is waiting for you?" ā
Yan Liuniang smiled bitterly: "I always thought like this before this happened. ā
"That ......"
"It's funny, he's just for a veil."
"Veil?" Bo Yan was a little surprised.
Yan Liuniang looked up at Bo Yan: "Niangniang, do you still remember whether you had a green feather handkerchief back then, and then lost it." ā
Bo Yan lowered his eyes and fell into deep thought, listening to Yan Liuniang say this, but awakened some of his memories, he seemed to have a green feather handkerchief, but then I don't know when it was lost, it stands to reason that this is just one thing, it is not worth Bo Yan to worry about for so many years, but that square handkerchief is a little special, it is a royal gift, I heard that it is a tribute from Persia, woven with peacock gold wire, light and thin like cicada wings, shining with colorful light in the sun, dazzling very, I like it very much, day after day, Later, when I lost it, I was sad for a long time, so I had some impressions.
"How do you know?" Bo Yan asked, selfishness has already guessed a lot, could it be that the handkerchief in Yan Liuniang's mouth is the piece he lost? Thinking about it, when I attended the Yan family's family banquet with my mother, it seems that the veil was lost at that time, how did it end up in Yan Qishao's hands?
"That kid hid your handkerchief for so long, and even risked his life for that handkerchief, heh, his thoughts, the Queen Mother still doesn't understand." Yan Liuniang sighed and shook her head helplessly, she was in front of Yan Rong at that time, watching Yan Rong leave, she had been forcing Yan Rong to do a lot of things he didn't want to do for her own selfish desires, and she had always let him protect herself, and now she was able to fulfill her responsibilities as a sister, and she was happy, but when her eyes touched the silk handkerchief in Yan Rong's hand, she was endlessly worried. Flash Dance.
Yan Rong has changed a lot, but only the infatuation and paranoia have not changed.
For Yan Rong, he has a mixed love, after all, he is the culprit who poisoned his biological father, and he can't help but blame him, but when he thinks of what he has done to him for so many years, he really can't say any harsh words, everything is self-inflicted, if it weren't for the pressure of the Yan family and himself, how could Yan Rong become like this, if he listened to Yan Rong's proposal and flew away, how could things have reached the point of no return, his younger brother...... After all, it has embarked on a road of no return.
At the same time, Bo Yan was also shocked by Yan Liuniang's words just now, and listened to her...... Yan Rong ...... to himself
How so? Bo Yan shook his head, impossible, he still vividly remembered his words and deeds in the palace that day, he clearly wanted to humiliate himself, if he had half of himself in his heart, where would he do such a thing.
"Miss Yan Liu laughed." Bo Yan smirked.
Yan Liuniang said: "I have also heard of what Rong'er did to Niangniang, and it should be true that Niangniang doesn't believe it, but Niangniang, I really see Yan Rong's thoughts about you, that child is stupid, although he has you in his heart, he will never say it, from the great power to make him worry about it in his heart, Niangniang is one of them." ā
Bo Yan also didn't know how to react, thinking that Liu Zhao died because of Yan Qishao, and he couldn't have a good impression of Yan Rong, his face sank, and he said coldly: "So, this palace is also grateful for being able to get into his eyes." ā
Yan Liuniang bowed her head: "I know that Rong'er has harmed Lord Liu's life, and he is guilty of a lot of sin, which is unjustifiable." ā
Thin Rouge gritted his teeth.
"But I still say that, with Rong'er in the Yan family for a day, it is impossible to do anything to harm Niangniang, he just can't express it, he doesn't know how to catch what he likes, he's too scared, I'm afraid to give all my strength but still can't get anything, Niangniang, I know this seems to be a defense, but Rong'er ...... He is not inherently bad. 35xsā
Bo Yan's eyes narrowed, and his face was still cold: "I heard that you blocked the door that day to let him escape, if he is really not as bad as you said, why don't you even care about the life or death of your sister." ā
Yan Liuniang smiled bitterly: "This is what I owe him, I have restrained him too many times, and now that I have paid him back, my heart is also comfortable, and the sister-brother relationship in our life will end here." Yan Liuniang said this, her eyes couldn't help but turn red, the moment Yan Qishao decided to turn around, his heart was sour, but also relieved, they had experienced so much together, they supported each other and hurt each other, at the moment of life and death, he chose to escape alone, this result is unreasonable and expected, after all, since he can design himself to poison his biological father with his own hands, then in his heart, interests, revenge and even glory and wealth should be above himself.
This cognition can't help but make Yan Liuniang's heart cold, which is also the main reason why he was delirious a few days ago, she can always see Master Yan and the Yan family shaking in front of her eyes, constantly telling about the pain of their lives, and she can not care about the life and death of others, but those blood relatives, no matter how disgusted they are, no matter how much they are born, they can't do it at all, and Yan Rong ...... He has taken a completely different path from himself, and he can't be as ruthless as him after all.
Yan Liuniang got up, slowly knelt on the ground, and bowed deeply to Bo Yan: "Niangniang, my hands are stained with the blood of my relatives, and it is not a pity to die. ā
Bo Yan pursed her lips and was silent, looking at Yan Liuniang's expression, she understood that she was not lying, Yan Rong didn't know how to treat her, but the matter of her possible poisoning should have nothing to do with the Yan family, after all, Yan Liuniang has no reason to lie to herself now, unless she doesn't know the truth of the matter, but Bo Yan feels that this possibility should be some, after all, after Yan Qishao took power, Yan Liuniang is a righteous sister, such a thing, Yan Liuniang can't not hear the slightest news.
Yan Liuniang saw that Bo Yan was silent, and leaned down lower: "Queen Mother, if he is ...... If he Ri Rong'er is really caught, please ask Niang Niang to bring a word for me. ā
"What's the matter?" Bo Rouge raised his eyebrows, this request is not too much.
"I naturally don't want him to hear this, if it ......" Yan Liuniang's voice trembled: "Please tell him that the love between sister and brother in this life is over...... I don't blame him......"
Bo Yan was stunned, and his eyebrows softened.
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evening
Today's meeting with Yan Liuniang did not get the answer he wanted, but he received a message that he never expected, after Yan Liuniang left, her words lingered in Bo Yan's mind, Yan Rong's words and deeds to himself also flashed one after another, how could he not believe it, Yan Rong remembered himself, and what he did to himself was not for the purpose of humiliation? But if not, how did Yan Liuniang learn that she had lost her handkerchief?
This realization made Bo Yan's heart churn, and he couldn't calm down for a long time, and suddenly thought of the tragic situation of Liu Zhao's body, and it was another agitated spirit, and he returned to reality in a flash, gritting his teeth fiercely, even so, it was not a good thing that he killed his cousin and harmed so many people, and he remembered it.
"The Queen Mother." Zhao Xueyan stepped into Changning Palace.
Bo Yan raised his head and smiled at him: "Don't let anyone report it, it's time for dinner?" ā
Zhao Xueyan shook his head, looked at the somewhat gray sky outside, and said with a smile: "Those ministers pulled me to discuss things, and they came over as soon as they were over, and they were really hungry." ā
Bo Yan smiled: "I used lotus seed soup for dinner, and now there is left, ask someone to serve you a bowl?" ā
Zhao Xueyan nodded: "I'm really hungry." ā
Bo Yan raised his head and instructed Pei Yao: "Go and get the lotus seed porridge, and then prepare some water chestnut cakes." ā
Pei Yao nodded and retreated.
Zhao Xueyan came to Bo Yan's side: "The queen mother is better today?" ā
Bo Yan nodded and smiled: "Your dark circles have become heavier and heavier in the past two days, but you slept late?" ā
Zhao Xueyan was overjoyed in her heart: "It's really better to be able to see Erchen's eyes, this time the hospital didn't deceive people." ā
As she spoke, Pei Yao had already put the food on the table, Zhao Xueyan thought that she was really hungry, so she ate two pieces of water chestnut cake before she stopped, and then drank the lotus seed soup one bite at a time.
"Queen Mother, I heard that you saw Yan Liuniang today? But what's the matter? As he spoke, he turned to Pei Yao: "Pei Yao, that Yan Liuniang is honest, she didn't hurt her mother." ā
Pei Yao poured the tea for a moment, looked at Bo Yan, and said expressionlessly: "The slave and maid are not waiting in front of me, I think the mother asked what the slave and the maid can't listen to, the slave and the maid are just slaves and maids, how can they care about the mother's affairs." ā
Zhao Xueyan was stunned, looked at Bo Yan with some confusion, and smiled: "I just said one sentence, and it caused Pei Yao to say so many words, Queen Mother, how did you wronged Pei Yao?" ā
Pei Yao tugged at the corners of her mouth: "It's nothing, to put it bluntly, these things make the emperor unhappy, the slave and maid are just slaves, and if you talk too much, the slave and the maid will retire." ā
After saying this, Pei Yao turned around and left.
Zhao Xueyan laughed and looked at Bo Yan: "Pei Yao seems to be really wronged." ā
Bo Yan smiled, didn't speak, added another bowl of porridge to Zhao Xueyan, lowered his eyes, and no longer smiled, the reason why he didn't let Pei Yao listen today was just that he didn't want her to worry, since Liu Zhao passed away, Pei Yao looked sad, she didn't want such a thing to worry her, but she didn't expect it to make her feel separated from herself after all......
Bo Yan shook his head, he has his own helplessness, and he still can't say something to others, no matter how distant or close he is......