When the siren came, the blood on Xiao Luo's face had dried up, and her body that was numb to the point of pain gradually regained consciousness, the feeling of being sore when she moved made her realize that she was still alive, and the moaning/moaning in her ears became weaker and weaker, she tried to open her mouth to call for help, but her throat was so hoarse that she couldn't make a sound.

The air between her noses became thinner and thinner, the only remaining glimmer of light in front of her eyes dissipated into a blurred spot of light, her arm was stuck between the seat and the car door, she couldn't move, she knew that there was someone outside but couldn't make a sound with her mouth open, but fortunately, the sticky and flowing blood no longer crawled on her skin, and the fear of death gradually subsided.

She leaned against the cold car door and waited for help, her eyes fixed on the white light refracted by the broken glass, her heart beating violently, as if she saw the hope of life.

The journey in Tibet was rough and bumpy, and the police cars and ambulances were extremely slow, and from the moment she heard the siren, she turned into a frog soaked in warm water, the fire flickered under the boiler, and the rescue water was dripping down, and her skin was burned open by the gradually hot water, and even her soul was peeled away by the temperature.

She had never experienced such a difficult time, the moment the ambulance crew unloaded the car door, she opened it and saw the midday sun, so bright, so hot, that it made her face full of tears.

The policeman on the mission also had a sour nose when he saw her like this, and comforted her in a tone of voice, and put it on the stretcher without worry, and chased into the ambulance, still muttering not to be afraid.

Xiao Luo was still shedding tears, not because of sadness, not because of fear, as long as he thought that he could still live well in this world, he couldn't help but cry with ecstasy.

Only those who have been exposed to death know that living is a valuable thing in itself.

The medical staff rushed to check her injuries, and the injured were constantly brought from the front line, she lay on the cold hard bed and listened to the whispers of several nurses, some died on the spot, some were seriously injured, and some were a little frightened by the lucky ones like her.

The blood and tears on her face were wiped away, revealing her white and flawless skin, and she became the luckiest person in the whole car, with no damage all over her body, except for the red marks on her arm stuck between the car doors, and even the injuries on her feet were there before she got into the car.

The nurse who took care of her sighed again and again, saying that she was blessed with a great life and nothing to do if she endured such a disaster, but she kept her eyes open and stared at the bright lights on the roof of the car, and a certain nerve in her brain collapsed into a straight line, and she never dared to close her eyes.

The woman who spoke strange Mandarin with her teeth and claws, the driver who slapped the steering wheel with a hideous expression, and the frightened and desolate screams of a carload of people, every picture and every sound seemed like an indispelable viciousness, which rigidly controlled her fragile nerves.

Seeing her unrelenting appearance, the medical staff did not dare to be careless, and sent to the hospital for further examination together with other injured people.

Some family members hurriedly came to block the gate of the hospital when they got the news, and before they saw the injured, they shed tears first, Xiao Luo sat in the ambulance like a wood and looked at the people who were hugging together, and the palm hanging on her side pulled the corner of her clothes, where the blood had dried up into a hard ball, she looked down and let go indifferently.

The little nurse asked about her family situation, and the conscious people in the car had already reported their names and family contact information, and the police who did not have them also began to investigate, but she sat in the car without saying a word after checking her injuries, and refused to leave anyone who asked.

By the evening, all the families of the injured had arrived at the hospital, and they should go through the formalities and cooperate with the investigation, but Xiao Luo sat quietly in front of the hospital bed and did not speak, and the nurse of the hospital specially brought water and food to eat and did not see her move.

It was getting dark, and the dim lights on the side of the road just illuminated the white flowers of the trees, and she stared at the delicate flowers and suddenly turned back to talk to the little nurse, "How many people died in the car?" ”

The voice was extremely hoarse and ugly, and the little nurse's shoulders trembled for a while before she came back to look at her, "Two died, and one was seriously injured and just rescued." ”

Xiao Luo nodded, the thumb of her right hand slid over the palm of her left hand A slender scar, this wound was a mark from the glass she grabbed in a panic when she was trapped in the carriage, and when the nurse checked the scar, she clenched her palm tightly and no one noticed it, and now she felt a stinging pain.

"Do you know who it is?"

The little nurse looked at her in surprise, but still replied truthfully: "According to the other injured people, one is a woman in charge of money, and the other is an ordinary passenger. ”

Xiao Luo responded, and the moment she lowered her head, she seemed to see the woman pounce on her with her mouth open and her teeth bared, her body shook violently, and the little nurse was so frightened that she hurriedly helped her.

"Little sister, don't be afraid." The little nurse was a little in a hurry, holding Xiao Luo's shoulders for a while before straightening the person, "I bought these things in the cafeteria just now, and others have relatives to take care of them, just you...... I'll just buy the food for you in the past two days, and I'll talk about it when you figure it out. ”

The little nurse opened the lunch box and handed the chopsticks to Xiao Luo's hand, "Eat it while it's hot, I'm going to go over there to take a look, and I'll come over to accompany you when I'm done." ”

Xiao Luo didn't speak, pinched the chopsticks in her hand, and mechanically pulled the rice into her mouth, she didn't even know what she ate after eating a meal, she just felt that her throat was very dry, and turned around to find the water cup on the table and drank it in one go.

The temperature of her body is rising, and her brain, which has been numb for a long time, finally begins to function, but all the things that happened before the car accident are flashing in her head, and she can even clearly remember the delicate smile on the face of the young girl who was traveling with her when she said that she was going to ask for a marriage sign, and she can also remember the girl's blood-stained head when she was rescued by the police.

The bloody scene has become a memory engraved into the bones, and the more she wants to forget, the clearer she remembers, the food she eats churns in her stomach, and she rushes into the bathroom and vomits in the dark.

The little nurse who came back from the ward rounds poured a glass of water for her to rinse her mouth in a panic, but she didn't have the strength to connect, she collapsed on the cold floor, her face was pale, and she looked at the white ward with unfocused eyes.

The little nurse put the water glass aside and sat side by side with her, "Actually, I can understand you like this, when I arrived at the hospital in the first year, I often vomited after eating, as long as I thought of those bloody pictures, I was afraid to tremble, but then I gradually became afraid." ”

The little nurse held her hand and said in a very gentle tone, "It's not because I'm used to it, no one in this world will get used to the scene of life and death, but learn to see it, those people are either because of accidents, or because of illness, it is their fate to lie in the hospital for treatment, and it is my duty to take care of their bodies, if someone dies in the hospital bed because of his injuries, it is also his fate." ”

"I'm just a little nurse, I can't care about the life and death of so many people, I just need to do what I should do." The little nurse turned her head to look at her, her black eyes shining brightly, "In my eyes, you are just a patient, just like the people who were sent in today, you are a victim of this car accident, you can feel sad and sad for them, you can also feel sad and scared for your own experience, but there is no need to torture yourself because of other people's things." ”

"Think about the good things, you are still so young, who can say for sure what will happen in the future?" She blinked her eyes, bent down and helped Xiao Luo up, "Take a good rest today, the results of the examination will come out tomorrow, I will see that you are a blessed person, and you will definitely be discharged from the hospital intact." ”

At night, the two of them squeezed into a small bed board to sleep, turned off the light, Xiao Luo stared at the bright light outside the window, she could see the gods, and the little nurse was also distracted, looking left and right for a long time and couldn't hold back asking her.

"When something happens, everyone else cries and calls for their families to come and help, but you are the only one sitting in the car like a piece of wood, and Juan'er has guessed if you are a dumb ......" The little nurse said with a smile in her tone, "But I don't look like it, you, you are a person with a story." ”

Xiao Luo lowered her head, there was a shadow of a tree in front of the window, and there was a smile on her face, "In fact, at the moment I was rescued, I asked myself why I didn't die, those people are still alive, but I am a carefree person, but when I really lie on the hospital bed, I am extremely glad that I am still alive, because when I die, there is really nothing." ”

She raised her head, and the moonlight illuminated her slender neck, "I have no parents and relatives, and I have no love, if I lose my life, this life may really be in vain." ”

The little nurse suddenly hugged her and hugged her tightly, as if she was afraid that she would drift away with the moonlight, "You're right, everything is possible as long as you live, so you must live well." ”

Xiao Luo chuckled lightly and shook the little nurse's hand, "From C City to Tibet, I have encountered many bad things along the way, but at the same time, I have also met many good people, even for the sake of these unknown people, I will cherish my life, but I have lost everything along the way...... I really don't know how to go on. ”

"It's not a problem, although this place is desolate, it's still easy to live, but I don't know what kind of life you want?"

"I want to find a school near Mount Mush and teach the children to read, sing, and draw, and live like this."

The little nurse shook Xiao Luo's shoulders excitedly, and was about to jump up with joy, "My home is near there, some time ago I heard my father say that the teacher who taught couldn't stand the environment in Tibet and left, and the principal was worried about not being able to find the teacher, and you are going to solve the urgent need!" ”

Xiao Luo was still worried, "But my things were all lost at the station, how can the principal rest assured that the children will be in my hands?" ”

"Then I'll accompany you on a trip, and let my father vouch for you, and I will definitely be able to solve the problem for you."