Sometimes she often wondered if if she had known that drinking would kill her, and whether she would have been alone and silently drunk that night.

I have to admit that at that time, she did go with the mentality of wanting to die, so she kept drinking so unscrupulously and never stopped.

Perhaps, even if she is given a chance to do it again, she will still do it, who knows what it feels like for a person who has existed in his life for ten years to suddenly become a stranger?

She has been waiting for this man to propose to her, she is even fantasizing, when they have their own baby in the future, how beautiful life will be, but in the end life still gave her a blow to the head, everything, but it is her fantasy, she wants to stay with that man forever, but that man is obviously unwilling.

She will always remember the last time she saw that man, and the words he said were like knives, piercing her heart again and again, and instantly making her heart dripping with blood.

"Look what you look like now! Knowing that you revolve around me all day long, you won't have your own life? You are thirty years old, you still have nothing, but I am different from you, I have a career, I have a look, how many women want to come to my side, do you think, now you are still worthy of me? ”

She will always remember how sad she was in her heart when she heard these words, it was this man, the man who spent ten years of her long youth with her, the man who promised to give her a lifetime of happiness, but in the end, he still couldn't resist the temptation of reality and chose to part ways with her.

Perhaps after ten years of her relationship with this man, the last thing she did with a lot of backbone was that after he said this, she didn't make the slightest retention, but just said something in a decisive attitude, and then said goodbye to this relationship.

"Yang Xun, do you remember what you said to me when you just graduated? You said, let me not look for a job, let me help you start a business together, I gave up a job with an annual salary of one million in a foreign company, to help you start a business, watching your career improve day by day, to the age of twenty-five, you successfully became a small boss, and now, become a big boss! ”

"It was also from that time that you said to me, you don't need me to help you, let me stay at home, be a good wife, say you want to support me, I don't agree, it was you who begged me to let me stay at home, I am waiting for you to come back every day, I clean the house every day, I never cook, but I studied cooking seriously, I made a meal and waited for you to come back to eat."

"But you came back later and later, and it was less and less, the food was hot again and again, and in the end it could only be poured out, this relationship, I also made a lot of efforts, I thought you were just too busy, so I tried my best to understand you, but you can't see me crying day and night, every time I face you, I want to smile at you, I also want to dress up, but I later found out that no matter what I do, you are not satisfied."

"Yang Xun, in fact, it's not the reason why I'm not beautiful or not, no matter how I am, or I have my own career now, I'm very good, but you will still be dissatisfied, do you know why?"

"Because...... It's been ten years, you're tired of it, you've long forgotten what it's like to love me, so no matter what I do, you won't be interested in me anymore, Yang Xun, you're right, now I'm really not worthy of you, I've been thinking about it before, when will you marry me, and when will we have a child that belongs to us. ”

"But now, all of a sudden, I'm relieved, and I think it's good that you didn't marry me, because at least I can leave without any ties, and all right, I'm done with what I have to say, you ...... ! ”

The last two words expressed her determination to cut off that relationship, because when she saw with her own eyes that the man she loved was lying with other women, she no longer had the strength to save anything.

It was on that night that she went to the bar to get drunk, and it was on that night that she left her own world, came to a strange world, and met a group of strange people, but fortunately, she was doing well, and gradually let go of all the past and chose to welcome a new life.

But...... What's the matter with her coming back all of a sudden? Didn't she die in that world and then come back? But here, she has been burned to ashes, I'm afraid she won't be able to come back to life, right?

So in that world, can she go back?

For no reason, Yu Qiuyu felt a little flustered in her heart, she wanted to retreat, but she found that she couldn't retreat at all, she could only move forward, and when she wanted to retreat, there would be a lot of resistance behind her, hindering her actions.

Why on earth did you bring her here and see this man?

Yu Qiuyu experienced the doubts at the beginning, to the panic in the back, and then to the current calmness, she had to calm down, since she couldn't leave, then watch quietly, and see what God wanted her to see when she did this.

"Ridiculous...... Yang Xun laughed at himself, shook his head with a smile, and then raised the wine bottle in his hand, his eyes were full of bitterness, "Ten years...... How did I forget about our decade-long relationship? In the last year, no matter how I looked at you, I felt that it was not pleasing to look at you, and then you told me that because I don't love you anymore, and I accepted this fact, I thought, right, I really don't love you anymore, but Qiu Yu, you tell me, why is this, why do I feel so sad when I know that you died in the bar? ”

Yang Xun said, he poured himself another sip of liquor, and then leaned on Yu Qiuyu's tombstone, looking at the sky in front of him with dull eyes, "There is a saying that you don't know how to cherish until you lose it, after you die, all those memories about us have all entered my mind, no matter how I get rid of them, I can't get rid of them, they are like parasites, they exist in my mind, constantly gnawing at my thoughts, constantly hitting my heart......"

"Autumn rain ......" Yang Xun's eyes rolled down a tear, "I have to admit that I still love you, but I'm too much of a bastard, I forgot to love you before, I didn't resist the temptation, I want to paralyze myself, I said that it would be good to wait until I have a new person, but the people around me have changed one after another, but there is no one who can love me so purely like you, they all love my money, unlike you...... Not like you anymore......"

"It's a pity that I didn't ......understand until now," Yang Xun shook his head, "So, people sometimes make cheap mistakes, sometimes they don't cherish it, and when they lose it, they regret it, in fact, I can't help but think, if I can, give me a chance to start over, I will definitely love you well, and I will be with you for the rest of my ......life."

At this last sentence, the corners of his lips twitched violently twice, and then a beastly roar came out of his mouth, causing him to cover his own cheeks.

"But it's late, it's late, you're never coming back...... Autumn rain, I can't do it anymore, without you......"

Yu Qiuyu stood aside and listened from beginning to end, and when she heard these words, surprisingly, she only had a little melancholy in her heart.

Sometimes she wonders, if Yang Xun knew that she was dead, would she be happy, sad, or regretful? I have to say that at that time, with the thought of wanting to die, she actually wanted to make this man regret it, regretting that he had lost her youth for so many years.

But now she knows that this man does regret it, maybe he can't fall in love with someone else for a long time in this life, and he will always be immersed in the pain of losing her.

But for some reason, she wasn't as happy as she thought she was at first, but she was very calm, yes, she was very calm, as if all this didn't matter to her anymore.

When she wants an answer, she can't get an answer, and when she can't get it, she will try to let it go slowly, so even if she really gets an answer in the end, she won't have any feeling in her heart, which is her current state.

Yu Qiuyu let out a long sigh, then squatted down and stretched out her hand, wanting to touch Yang Xun, but she only touched a ball of air, leaving no trace on his face.

This has been expected for a long time, and since the people here can't see her, they must not be able to feel her either.

But unexpectedly, Yang Xun suddenly raised his head as if he felt something, his eyes were red, he looked around frantically, and kept shouting: "Autumn rain!" Isn't it you? Autumn rain, it's you back, aren't you? I know it must be you, only you will touch me like this, Qiu Yu, don't go, you touch me again, can you take me away, I don't want to stay in this world, this world is without you, I am so sad in my heart, Qiu Yu ......"

Yu Qiuyu was also shocked, she looked at her hand in a daze, so she stretched out her hand again, trying to touch his face, but this time, Yang Xun didn't feel it, and still called her name there, Yu Qiuyu could only withdraw her hand.