Chapter 49: Anxious for Me
That person, the person who doesn't want to remember, but can't forget. Like a thorn, as deep as bone marrow, it cannot be removed from her soul.
That man, Xingchen smiled bitterly. This body is really not very good, maybe the matter here really has to wait for Chu Bai to wake up before continuing. She rested with her back on the stone table to the side.
To wake up again, it is in the arms of a person. On that person's body, there is a faint scent of new bamboo, which is fresh and comfortable. She reached out and tugged at his sleeve.
"Wind sleep?"
The man was slightly startled, turned his head to look at her, and sure enough, as expected.
Xingchen sighed slightly: "Why did you pretend to be stupid like that yesterday?" ”
Feng Mian didn't answer, but just reached out and tested the temperature of the Chinese medicine soup to make sure it wasn't too hot, so he handed it to Xingchen: "Drink the medicine first." ”
Xingchen obediently took the medicinal soup and drank it all in a few sips.
It didn't take long for the medicinal soup to go down, and the original feeling of detachment on the body gradually disappeared, and the whole person was much more comfortable. It's just the stinging pain at the tip of my heart, but it hasn't gone away for a long time.
She was happy to lie down, squinting at Feng Mian. Dressed in a night suit, her eyes as deep as ink were staring at the medicine bowl in her hand. Somehow, she suddenly felt that the first half of her life was like a big dream, the person who made her love and hate so much, like a person in a dream, and those who couldn't let go of it in the past seemed to have nothing to do with herself.
Then from now on, she will be just a star, with no surname and no inheritance like Fengmian, one person walks the world alone, and the other cuts off her own comings and goings.
She took a deep breath.
Turning his head to look at Feng Mian.
Feng Mian was angry: "I told you, the residual poison in your body has not disappeared, and you have to drink medicine every day to recover slowly." ”
Shang Zi immersed in his thoughts Xingchen looked confused, his mind thumped, a few big turns, and then he thought that Fengmian This is the standard mode of the wicked suing first. So he glanced at him with contempt: "Your ability to reverse black and white is really breathtaking. As he spoke, he poked Feng Mian with his hand, and then continued: "If you hadn't pretended to be stupid first, I thought you were trapped by a scam, would I care about these idle things, no matter these idle things, would I forget to drink medicine?" "Tell me whose problem!"
His preemptive strike was recognized, Feng Mian just smiled shallowly, reached out to remove the fallen leaves on Xingchen's head, and then said a little awkwardly: "What if...... I'm really trapped by the scam, will you be anxious about me? ”
Xingchen was puzzled, then nodded. "Nature."
Fengmian shook his head.
"I'm not talking about affection between friends, but ...... Just like that day, you knew that Buzhi was robbed by Guo Gongzi, anxious. ”
When he had finished speaking, he froze in place, not moving or making a sound, and even his breathing became lighter.
It was silent, and the stars could even hear their own heartbeats, and there was not a lot of wind. Fengmian, is he asking her what she thinks? Was it the kind of mind she had suspected of avoiding?
If so, how would she respond?
From the Princess's Mansion, to the Zichen Palace, and then to Xinzhou. Not once was he absent, even every decision she made, every fear and retreat, every panic, he had a way to know.
Such a person, who used to suspect that he had ulterior motives, is now thousands of miles away from the center of power, in this place where no one cares about her identity.
In this place where she no longer has half of the use value.
He was still the same as before, and he never left......
With such a heart, how could she not be moved, but whether this touching was what he wanted, she was not sure.
She looked up at Feng Mian.
In the middle of the night, the gentleman is picturesque, standing in the breeze. She faced Fengmian and said slowly, "I don't know. After a pause, she added, "I don't know what kind of anxiety it is, but I do know ...... In the past, everything was just a dream, and the person who accompanied me and accompanied me after waking up from the dream was you. ”
Feng Mian's body moved, and it seemed that he finally let out a soft breath, he took two steps forward, and reached out to take the stars into his arms. The voice was cold and crisp: "It's not moving, it's not a dream, you can't give what I want." ”
After saying that, he let go of his hand and took a step back. "You do what you want, I have things I have to do, go first." When the words fell, I saw a hazy figure, and in a few jumps, the man disappeared into the night sky.
Xingchen was a little depressed.
Wind sleep: This is ...... What do you mean?
Before I could figure out the question, a human voice came from behind me. The voice was thick sleepy. "I'm so tired in the afternoon, I'm sleeping a little heavily, can we start now?"
Xingchen turned around, and Chu Bai walked towards her while dozing off.
She nodded.
"Let's get started."
There was not much dry firewood, which could only be used as a fire guide, and the wine was poured on the wooden furniture and gauze curtains by Chu Bai one by one. After pouring it all over again, he came out, took the fire in Xingchen's hand, and lit it everywhere.
After all this, the two of them found a hidden place and squatted inside, ready to watch the play.
The fire didn't start quickly, Xingchen couldn't help but think of Fang Cai's appearance when she waited, she poked Chu Bai and asked, "If you have a woman you like, how will you confess?" ”
Chu Bai frowned, didn't this girl take a fancy to herself?
"Just say you like it, what else can you do." He replied with a smile, happy in his heart, and felt that he was really charming.
Seeing him like this, Xingchen couldn't help laughing, and explained while laughing: "Don't think too much about it, Young Master Chu, I don't mean anything else to you." ”
"Ah, yes." Chu Bai replied a little embarrassed, his feelings are not like himself. Uh-huh...... This little girl really has no vision.
The stars spread their hands.
"There's a guy who seems to like me, but he's not sure."
Chu Bai gossiped on his face.
"Who, the head of your family?"
Xingchen's face changed, and she was terrified in her heart, was she so obvious that even such a stupid boy could see it? She glanced at Chu Bai and asked, "Why did you say it was him?" ”
Chu Bai grinned: "Last time I was in your courtyard, I thought you were a little interesting to the head of your family, but I was afraid that your little girl's family was shy and didn't expose it." ”
The corners of Xingchen's mouth twitched, is it really so obvious? But it's not right, it's so obvious, can't you see that Fengmian, who is better than a monkey? Impossible.
She sighed again, rather annoyed.
Seeing her like this, Chu Bai on the side kindly patted her on the back and comforted: "Although you are just a small official, you don't have to worry too much, now the children of the rivers and lakes will not care too much about their identity as long as Lang has the intention of having a concubine." ”
Xingchen glanced at him.
"Oh."
After speaking, the fire in front of him was impulsive, reflecting this side of the world. It's red and bright, a bit like fireworks.