[September 19th, this is the diary written by the mother in the hospital, the doctor said that she will give birth tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, baby, the mother is waiting for the arrival. When I grow up, my mother will bring the most beautiful trees in the world, eat the best things in the world, and ...... Take it to a faraway country and see the man who should be called Daddy.

Baby, human life is actually very short, if ...... Mom can't grow up with her personally, so she must live well. The world is beautiful, people are kind, we must grow up healthy and happy, and live what we want.

Also, remember, don't be too proud like your mother, and it's okay to put down some self-esteem appropriately, at least you won't regret it for the rest of your life.

Baby, mom loves, dad will also love very much, is the pampered person in this world, mom will always love. 】

The diary ends here, and after reading Lan Ruoxi's days, Shi Ying cried a lot.

Mother's life is not like a diary, but like a suicide note, she must have realized that her body was not right, and the warbler would be in danger when she gave birth, so she wrote the diary as a suicide note.

knew that giving birth to herself would be in danger of life, but her mother still chose to give birth to her. Her life...... It was bought with my mother's life.

It turned out that she was born in such great anticipation, and it turned out that she had someone who loved her so much before she was born......

After crying for a long time, Shi Ying wiped away her tears, the sky was white, she walked out of the door with the diary, and Yan Muchen was waiting for her outside the door.

The man didn't know how long he had been waiting for her, his fingers were cold, but the glass of water he was holding was very warm milk.

"Let's drink some milk first." Yan Muchen didn't ask anything, only handed the milk to Shi Ying, as if he didn't see Shi Ying's red and swollen eyes, and said softly: "I asked the kitchen to prepare breakfast, I must be hungry if I haven't slept all night, go eat something first?" ”

Shi Ying obediently drank the milk and followed Yan Muchen to the restaurant, where the maid set a table of delicious food, but she had no appetite at all.

"If you don't want to eat, eat less, and go to sleep for a while after eating."

Yan Muchen glanced at her and said in a low voice: "Mr. Mo went back to the other courtyard just now, he canceled his flight and will not return to China today." ”

"Would you like to take a break and talk to him in the afternoon?"

"I don't want to see him yet." Shi Ying shook his head, drank two mouthfuls of porridge angrily, and said in a muffled voice: "Give him the paternity test, you can't let him continue to be a scumbag in ignorance." ”

The corners of Yan Muchen's lips hooked a smile, Shi Ying could say this, which meant that she was not so angry that she didn't want to see Mo Kunzhuo. After thinking about it, he said, "If Mr. Mo knew that it was his daughter, he would be very happy." ”

"I won't recognize him if I'm happy, if he hadn't questioned his mother indiscriminately, his mother would have been angry with him?"

Shi Ying snorted angrily and said: "If my mother hadn't been angry and stayed by his side to raise the fetus, then my mother wouldn't have died of a blood collapse, and he would blame him for everything, and he would be responsible for everything." ”

"It's angry talk."

"I'm ......already angry," Shi Ying pouted, and said a few words to Yan Muchen, but her mood was much better.

After eating, she went to the pavilion where Shi Zhenbin was buried and sat for a while, the cool breeze blew on her body, but Shi Ying felt warmer than usual.

Maybe it's because she knows that she is loved by so many people, or maybe she finally has the specific appearance of her mother in her heart, Shi Ying will never feel at a loss anymore.