Chapter 157: Farewell
At the post station on the outskirts of Beijing, Bo Yan said goodbye to Bai Qiuran, Bai Qiuran led the people of the Flying Eagle Team, turned around and left reluctantly, Bo Yan stood at the city gate for a long time and looked at the team that was gradually moving away, as if he was thinking, silent for a long time, his body trembled suddenly, his breathing was unsteady, he only felt that he had missed it and was afraid that he would not have a chance in his life now, and he couldn't take care of it immediately, he didn't have time to think about it, his movements were faster than his brain, and he lifted his skirt and ran forward: "White girl!" White Girl! ”
This run shocked everyone present, Bo Yan used to be in Zhao State, giving people the impression that he was calm and dignified, the mother of a country, but he didn't expect to show this panicked appearance today.
Everyone was shocked, and hurriedly followed, the legs of several guards were naturally longer than Bo Yan's, and they caught up with Bo Yan in three times and two clicks, but because of their identity, they were not easy to get close to Bo Yan, and they didn't dare to stop them, so they had to follow Bo Yan's side with their hands and feet, and said timidly: "It's too ...... Princess, princess...... Slow down, be careful! As a guard in the palace of Zhao State, I couldn't tell what to call Bo Yan for a while.
Fortunately, Bai Qiuran's team didn't go far, and when they heard the shouts from behind, they hurriedly stopped their horses, turned around and saw Bo Yan running behind him, and was also shocked, and hurriedly turned over and dismounted to meet him in a hurry, and supported Bo Yan, who was out of breath: "Princess, princess, you ......"
Bo Yanran's clothes were messy, his sideburns were scattered, and he couldn't speak for a long time while panting, Bai Qiuran hurriedly calmed down for her, and glanced at the guards left and right, those guards saw that Bo Yan was not in danger, so they retreated with interest, thinking that Bo Yan should be very good with Bai Qiuran in the Western Jin Dynasty, and he was reluctant to say something private before doing this.
Bai Qiuran gave Bo Yan a sigh of relief, and looked worried: "What's wrong?" Why is there such a hurry? ”
Bo Yan is a delicate body on weekdays, as everyone's lady even the length of the walking steps have been measured, and the sudden running of such a long road is naturally a little unbearable, silent for a long time, finally gasping for this breath, and waiting until the breathing is calmer, then finally raised his head to look at Bai Qiuran, his eyes touched the worry in Bai Qiuran's eyes, and his heart was sour, and all kinds of reluctance, helplessness, and sadness that he had pressed in his heart for several days, suddenly gushed out, and the strength of the disguise broke instantly, Big tears came out of his eyes like this, who said that he was not afraid or sad, he was just pretending.
This tear made Bai Qiuran's heart tighten, in the impression that she had never seen Bo Yan crying, and then thought of Bo Yan's situation, she couldn't help but feel sad, she should want to live in peace with ordinary women, but why is she so fateful, she can't be loved, her parents are difficult to follow, she is isolated, and now she can't even save a life, but it is a pity that even if she has a lot of reluctance, she still walks without hesitation.
"I have something to say to you." Bo Rouge choked.
Bai Qiu's eyes were red: "You say." "It's the first time I've seen Bo Yan look so helpless.
Bo Yan pursed his lips tightly, lowered his eyes and ripped off a sachet from his waist, and smiled bitterly: "Most of the things on my body are not my own, and they are not any thoughts, only one ...... I didn't want to be such a hypocritical scholar and the daughter of the boudoir, but there was no side to ......"
Bai Qiuran took the sachet over, and there was a peony embroidered on the palm-sized sachet, Bai Qiuran didn't understand female red after all, but looking at the stitches were not very smooth, it was not very good.
"This is an object that I embroidered when I was a junior girl, and I have always carried it with me, so I will put it here for the time being...... If...... It would be fine if I could get through it this time, but if you hear any bad news...... I handed over this sachet to Jin'an, even if it was a ...... for the two of us," Bo Yan choked up more and more as he spoke: "Tell me, am I very annoying, obviously people die like lights out, and I still want him to remember me." ”
Bai Qiuran didn't hold it back, her mouth almost cried, such a good match in heaven and earth, how could God not open her eyes like this, and Bo Yan's suffering was enough, why did he toss her like this.
"But I have never been a generous person, I promised him to marry again, and promised him to have children and grandchildren, but ...... I just ask him not to forget me, even if there is only a trace of thought in my heart after a hundred years, it is good, leave silently, as if I have never come, why! Why! Bo Yan said hatefully, such a good person, descended on his side, how could he not keep it, if he has never seen such a person, he will die, now he is facing a dead end, internal and external troubles, I am afraid it will be difficult to turn over, he is unwilling, once he dies, there is no way to see Jin'an, he didn't even say goodbye to him, a hundred years later, can he occasionally think of a person like himself in his heart when his children and grandchildren are around his knees......
Bai Qiuran grabbed Bo Yan's hand: "If that negative man dares to marry me again, he will have to skin him!" You wait! You wait! In Bai Qiuran's heart, she was still worried that Jin An didn't come to find Bo Yan, she didn't understand, she knew that Bo Yan's trip was a life of nine deaths, how could he keep Bo Yan, whether it was tied or coaxed, he couldn't let Bo Yan die so easily!
Bo Yan smiled bitterly, it is useless to say anything, he and Jin'an do not only represent each other, who can move as he wants, this time he left the Western Jin Dynasty, it can be seen from the attitude of Emperor Chaolan and the Empress that they are very happy, not to make trouble for Jin'an, it is a little thing that they can do for him in the end.
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Bai Qiuran took Bo Yan's sachet and set out on the way home again, Bo Yan was dressed in palace clothes, standing upright and standing in place, as if it was not her who was anxious just now.
Bai Qiuran and the team gradually drifted away, and this time, Bo Yan never caught up again.
Bo Yan took Zhao Xueyan back to the court, the momentum was huge, the Vermilion Bird Long Street was full of people until the moat was full of people, and the guards in the court surrounded the three layers of the carriage of Bo Yan and the three layers outside, guarding against any accidents all the way, fortunately, the road was safe and sound, and Bo Yan and Zhao Xueyan returned to the palace smoothly.
In the Xuanzheng Palace, Bo Zhongqing and a group of courtiers were in the main hall early, Bo Yan led Zhao Xueyan and walked in step by step, calm on the surface, but nervous in her heart, this scene reminded her of the day she took Zhao Xueyan to the throne, but in just two years, it was a matter of things.
Bo Yan looked at the hussar general Ming Wei with cold eyes, the person who claimed to have found the illegitimate son of the first emperor, at this moment he was bowing his hand with a respectful face, but he couldn't see what he was thinking inside.
I haven't seen him for a long time, Bo Zhongqing's old state is becoming more and more obvious, his beard and hair are all white, and his originally straight spine has become a little rickety, seeing the arrival of Bo Yan and Zhao Xueyan, he hurriedly got up, looking at Bo Yan's eyes flickering slightly, if it weren't for the fact that he didn't act according to Bo Yan's instructions, how could he lead to civil strife in the court, he was just too confident, and he thought that he had been sitting in the position of prime minister for many years, and had been managing Zhao Guo in an orderly manner, but he didn't expect that now his identity as the emperor is more and more unjustifiable compared to the name of the prime minister. It is difficult to convince the public, and he is reckless, and he is a little anxious for quick success, which has led to the current internal and external troubles, forcing Bo Yan to return to China to clean up this mess with Zhao Xueyan.
Bo Zhongqing can't say what it feels like in his heart at the moment, he used to feel that he could protect the Bo family, protect the Bo Rouge, and protect the prime minister of Zhao State, but now he is just a dying old man, and then look back at his life, it seems that he is not as he expected, he has been willing to serve the country and the people all his life, but after he really sat on the throne, he found more clearly and clearly that Emperor Jiahe, who guarded him in the past, was indeed an out-and-out faint monarch, and he did not have any substantial achievements in his life. If he found out early that Emperor Jiahe was not worthy of his loyalty, why did he live up to his best years to guard such an emperor, and even took his daughter, ruined her lifelong happiness, made her young and widowed, and almost lost her life for Zhao Guo's hard work, and finally Bo Yan escaped from this cage, but because of his own self-assertions, he pulled her back again......
Bo Zhongqing's face was pale, his lips trembled a little, he was ashamed of this daughter......
Bo Yan pulled Zhao Xueyan onto the throne, stood up and looked down at the next group of ministers, turned his head to look at Bo Yan, and his sharp eyebrows suddenly softened.
He complained and hated Bo Zhongqing, Bo Rouge, and even when he was forced to leave from the Western Jin Dynasty, Bo Rouge couldn't say that he didn't complain about Bo Zhongqing at all, complained that he was too conceited, complained that he was rigid, complained that he was too pedantic, if not, he didn't have to ...... But all of this vanished in an instant after facing the cloudy and tired eyes of Shang Zhongqing.
Bo Yan's heart hurts, he is his own father, if he used to send himself to the palace for the sake of the Bo family, for himself, then now he is making his own assertions but not for competitiveness, in fact, from the day he took over the throne, he was for his own consideration, he exchanged the name of his lifelong loyalty for his own stable life, and now he seems to not listen to his own advice, but in fact, he wants to stabilize the court in his own way, and wants to wait for Zhao Xueyan to return him a stable Zhao State when he becomes an adult. In this way, you can also relieve yourself of some of the burdens, but you didn't expect it to backfire.
Looking at Bo Zhongqing's gray hair, Bo Yan secretly clenched his fists, Bo Zhongqing should have reached the age of saying goodbye to his hometown and returning to his hometown, but because of himself, he stood in the court as a target and was besieged by everyone, in the final analysis, he was not filial and could not make his parents feel at ease.
Bo Yan stretched out his hand to hold Bo Zhongqing's hands tightly, needless to say, knowing that a look is a sense of comfort, and then Bo Yan turned his head to look at the next group again, his eyes paused slightly on the bodies of several consuls-in-chief, and smiled coldly: It's okay, now that I'm back, let's see which one dares to make a mistake!