Chapter 33: Familiarizing Yourself with Dreams
On the last night before moving, Han Shiying was talking to her brother in Han Zhengming's room, while Han's mother was packing her luggage in the master bedroom.
When Han Li looked at it for the first time, his wife was holding a wooden box in a daze, he didn't care about it at first, but after reacting, he suddenly became nervous:
"What do you want to do?"
"Husband..."Mother Han sighed as she opened the wooden box, "You say... These two things should be worth a lot of money, right? β
Han's mother used to be Mrs. Kuo for a while, so she naturally recognized them as EVE VIP exclusive custom models.
"Are you crazy," Han Li glanced out the door, then lowered his voice and scolded, "This is what Sakura wore back then, no matter how valuable it is, it can't be sold!" β
"yes, I think tooβ" Han Mu muttered to herself, and then barely pulled out a smile, "I'll just say that." β
"It's not good to talk," Han Li walked over to his wife and sat down, holding her hand as he spoke, "It's me who is not good and makes you all suffer... But this thing belongs to Sakura, and we don't have the right to dispose of it at will, not to mention that she doesn't know anything yet. β
"Yes, this is an important proof for her to find her biological parents, and she must not move around," Han's mother nodded firmly, and the hesitation in her eyes slowly faded, "But... Now that there is such a big change in the family, it can be regarded as a drag on her, you say..."
Isn't it time for us to tell her, you say?
But she just moved her lips in the latter sentence and didn't say it.
After raising her for so many years, Sakura is equivalent to her biological daughter, how can she be willing to watch her daughter leave her?
"It's almost time," Han Li understood what his wife meant, and his heart suddenly felt a little heavy, "When you finish dealing with Zheng Ming's matter, let's find a suitable time to tell her..."
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Han Shiying had that dream again, the familiar dream that had haunted her for ten years.
The scene in the dream is beautiful, she is lying on the clear water with a glimmer of light, and as far as the eye can see, there are pink cherry blossom petals falling from the sky.
And she drifted all the way in the direction of the wind, not knowing where she would go.
And she was also very strange in the dream, just floating quietly on the water, not afraid or struggling, just staring at those petals intently, and kept counting one, two, three...
But in the end, I couldn't count a hundred, and every time I reached ninety-nine, the trees would be silent, and then all the cherry blossoms would be gone.
And then she would wake up crying from her dream...
This time was no exception, she woke up to feel wet on her cheeks, and her reach was full of cold liquid.
It's no wonder that I'm so afraid of water, and I'm so obsessed with cherry blossoms - being entangled in this inexplicable dream for ten years is a sequelae that everyone will leave behind.
But it is this that is strange, in her dream she clearly knows that she is in the Sakura River, but because she is afraid of water, she has always stayed away from this place, even if it is Sakura Park, she rarely enters.
I'm afraid of that place because of my dreams, but I dream about that place I've never been to in reality...
It's a weird and unsolvable loop.
She sighed, then reached out and turned on the bedside lamp.
And the moment the light came on, she was stunned for a moment, but this time she sighed deeply in her heart.
This is the guest room of Xiaobai's house, and she has spent the night here before, but her mood at that time is completely different from now.
At that time, it didn't take her a minute to go back to her house, but now... She doesn't have a home anymore.
On the night of heavy moonshine and frost, Rao was as grinning as Han Shiying, and he also felt an unprecedented sourness welling up in his heart.
Suddenly she wanted to be accompanied, so she jumped out of bed and walked softly to the door of the next room.
There was no light in the crack of the door, Xiaobai should have fallen asleep, Han Shiying was just about to go back, but heard the sound of the door being opened.
"Ouch," the sleepy-eyed boy seemed to be startled, "what about you sleepwalking?" β
"You're sleepwalking," Han Shiying was also taken aback, "I... I came out to drink water. β
"Me too," Bai Xiuze nodded, and walked downstairs into the kitchen with Han Shiying, "Seeing you like this, you have nightmares again, right?" β
"Hmm...," Han Shiying drank her water, "Is it obvious?" β
Xiaobai knows that he will have nightmares, he used to understate it, and occasionally laughed at it, but today his reaction seems to be a little different.
There is a deep concern, a little distress, and a little caution.
"No, because I can't think of any other reason to wake you up in the middle of the night after a sound sleep."
Bai Xiuze smiled, lowered his eyes to absorb the emotions in his eyes, and warmed a glass of milk to replace the white water in Han Shiying's hand.
This girl probably didn't know that her eyes were like a rabbit now, and they were distressingly red.
It's just that Han's father and Han's mother didn't open their mouths, and he didn't want to reveal them in advance...
I can only accompany her like this.
"Hmph," Han Shiying glared at him, "as if you can't dream." β
And the mood slowly improved in such a fight, and the feeling of loss dissipated a lot.
"By the way, Dr. Bai, do you think there is a connection between dreams and reality? Otherwise, why would I have dreamed the same dream for ten years? β
After drinking the milk, Han Shiying suddenly asked.
She knew that Xiaobai's dream since childhood was to be a doctor, so she occasionally called him that in private.
"My goal is a surgeon, not psychological counseling," Bai Xiuze touched her head, rubbing her already untidy hair even more messy, "Go to sleep, don't think about it." β