From spring to autumn, Shan Moyan almost faded out of the Big Dipper Organization and became a flower planter of idle clouds and wild cranes.

The bottom of the valley is full of all kinds of flowers, including tulips, sunflowers, orchids, forget-me-nots, lavender, peonies, camellias, etc.

The cliffs are also full of flowers, leaving only a road for Shan Moyan to go down every day.

During the flowering season, the place is stunningly beautiful. In the rest of the season, there are also flowers of some hardy varieties. It can be said that the whole valley has a different scenery in each season. Many tourists like to take pictures here, and later Shan Moyan simply bought the entire valley and did not allow tourists to disturb him.

During the day, Shan Moyan almost stayed in the valley, wanting to accompany Su Lazy's mother and son, and always felt that this was the closest place to them. At night, he returned to the old house of the single family to eat, recite the scriptures, and copy the scriptures.

During the New Year's holidays, Shan Moyan would go to Helena Lasu's villa to sit down, bring gifts, and ask them if they needed help.

He regarded Su Lazy as his wife, and Su Jingshu as a relative, and said that he would do his filial piety for Su Lazy for the rest of his life.

Lan Ru was very strange to this man who came during the New Year's holidays at first, but later heard that Su Jingshu said that he helped find a doctor, so he recognized the man as his godson, and even had a good impression of Shan Moyan.

Every Spring Festival, Shan Moyan will also come to have a reunion dinner with Helena Lasu's family. After eating, usually around the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, Helena Lasu's family will fly to a tropical country for a vacation, worried that "barbecued pork su" will be too cold in the imperial capital.

The affairs of the Big Dipper Organization are temporarily managed by Mu Yunhan, but Shan Moyan has been going back year after year, and he doesn't seem to have the idea of going back to take over. Mu Yunhan was so busy that he couldn't tell him about his suffering, but he couldn't bear to complain about him.

He knew that Shan Moyan had never stepped out of the shadow of Su Lazy's departure. He seems to have lived the life of a hermit all these years, but in fact he is not happy.

Shan Zhanyan also knew the situation of his second brother, and took the initiative to assist Mu Yunhan in handling the affairs of the organization, and his life was very busy, and he even had a lot less time to make love with the little white rabbit.

Mu Yunhan and Shan Zhanyan realized how busy Shan Moyan was before.

One brain is completely insufficient.

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On this day, Shan Moyan was still sitting at the bottom of the valley, holding the Buddha string given to him by Master Unstained, slowly turning.

Helian Siche descended to the bottom of the valley with climbing equipment and a few guards.

Seeing Helian Si Che coming, Shan Moyan didn't move, but just said in a low voice, "There is only one chair here." ”

"No problem." With that, Helian Siche sat down on the ground, "You are full of life here. ”

Shan Moyan's eyelids trembled and he was silent. The word "vitality" seemed to touch the scabbed place at the tip of his heart, and a dull pain faintly came, where there was still any "vitality".

Helian Siche probably knew what he said wrong, and after being silent for a long time, he slowly spoke: "Back then, I pressed Mu'er's button. ”

This secret, he has never told him.

Because he can't say it, he can't forgive himself.

"I know." Shan Moyan never suspected Helian Siche for a moment.

Brotherly heart-to-heart, needless to say.

He also knew how cruel Helian Siche was to himself when he made that decision.

He understood better that Su Lazy understood the signal in his eyes back then, and wanted to sacrifice himself to fulfill everyone, but Su Lazy didn't want him to die, which detonated himself.

So, he didn't forgive himself for a minute.

If he hadn't revealed that information, if he hadn't hidden it well enough, maybe he would have died.

And when he died, at least there were three of them, mother and son, missing him.

Shan Moyan looked into the distance, still slowly turning the Buddha beads in his hand, with an indifferent expression.

The side face is vicissitudes, but it reveals a transcendent bearing of the gods.

Helian Siche was stunned, he thought that five years had passed, and Shan Moyan had not come to him, because he doubted him, but he never thought that he would not forgive himself.

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