Body 010
It can't go on like this!
My life is too gray, what is the difference between it and this world, gray. Maybe you need to change the environment and change your thinking. It's really depressing to keep struggling like this and have no results.
Standing at the exit of the corridor, looking at the unchanged courtyard, she felt powerless. Like a bird in a cage, it has the dream of flying freely, but it does not have a sky of its own. There were only attendants, divine attendants, and herself, as well as the young men who had come before, the arrogant little wife, and her maids-in-waiting. The world here is as simple as water.
Wait a minute!
If they can come here, can't they go out themselves?
The priest said that he didn't want to go out for the sake of safety, so if he walked along the road and only walked to the exit at the other end to see if it was okay to go out, and then turned the horse's head and came back, it should be fine, right?
And what the priest said, what kind of door leads to sin, if you don't go out, you won't reach the end, so it shouldn't be considered to have reached the place of sin, right? There should be no problem, right?
The heart starts to come alive, and the brain starts to get excited to explore, to try.
People are like this, they crave a sense of security in the midst of danger and anxiety, and once they are in a safe environment, they are eager to take risks and perceive the uneasiness of the unknown.
She walked nervously towards the door on her far right, and looked into the door for a long time, but she didn't see anything different from the other doors. It's the same bottomless darkness, dotted with dancing fires.
It seems like...... Nothing different, right?
She hesitated for a long time in front of the door, as if she was struggling fiercely. Standing until her legs went numb, she finally mustered up the courage and moved into the door in small steps. Along the way, I was always afraid that something terrible would emerge from the unknown ahead.
It's never been longer.
Perhaps because of her inner turmoil, she felt like she had to go back and forth more than three times from her bedroom to the courtyard to the main hall. But it still didn't reach the exit.
As if it couldn't make up a longer distance, it finally revealed its end at the next corner. For a moment, she paused, her heart was beating violently in her chest, and the blood all over her body was flowing restlessly, the feeling of expectation and fear at the same time made her want to move forward quickly, but also dragged her pace tightly, afraid of stepping into the abyss. She was entangled and struggling in her heart, how could she be willing to turn around and go back after walking for so long to get here? But if you just walk over like this, in case there is any danger ahead, I don't know if you can escape fast enough?
At this time, her feet were sore, her body and mind were tired, and she was afraid that she would really encounter something terrible, and she couldn't run even if she had the heart to run. She hesitated, but when she saw that there were no potholes on the ground, she sat down on the ground and rested on the spot.
She sat on the ground, hammering and rubbing her legs, ravaging them. After about ten minutes, when the soreness on her feet was finally no longer so obvious, she stood up and kicked and simply warmed her body twice, and then with a generous righteousness - phew! The majestic posture is high-spirited and moves forward. And then......
Can anyone tell her what this is going on?
It is said that good leads to sin, and countless mental preparations are made, and this is the result?!
Who will she ask for her tired half life for?!
The familiar courtyard in front of her was so big and mercilessly mocked in front of her.
Oh my God! Is this the place of so-called sin? It turns out that the hidden hall is a place of sin?
She looked back at the corridor with a slander, the leaping flames as if trying to hold back a smile, but accidentally leaking her trembling body.
Her eyelids drooped, she looked at the courtyard again, and comforted herself: It must be an illusion! This is demagogy, and you must not take even a small step! There must be a conspiracy in there! Right! It must be so! I'm going back to the real yard!
After thinking about it, he immediately turned around and walked back to the corridor without stopping, while mourning in silence for his innocently affected legs. There is still a long way to go, and I can't help crying in my heart.
Standing at the end of the corridor again, her heart was galloping.
Exactly the same yard......
It's about the same time as every time I walk the road...... This is not an illusion......
She stepped into the courtyard, turned her head and squinted at the door, the more she looked at it, the more unpleasant it became, and the national curse in her heart was surging—it really led to the land of sin! The little devil in my heart wants to rush out and beat and scold!
- Isn't this just like other stone gates?! Is this how she cheats and plays with her lack of reading?! Didn't its mother teach it how to behave?!
Belch......
After such a long period of exercise, she deeply realized what it means to be hungry with her chest and back. But there was nothing to do, she had to go through the long corridor to get back to the room, and she didn't know if she had a meal or if she had anything to eat.
Reluctantly, she picked a door and walked in, dragging her hungry gut through the long hallway she hated, and at last she reached her room—her makeshift lodging in the Hidden Hall, to be exact, with lunch already on the table. It looks like it's been a long time, it's no longer steaming, and it's already past the meal. It turned out that I had walked in that corridor for so long, and I still did useless work...... Woo...... It's a thousand tears......
After eating silently, she climbed onto the bed and lay down on the corpse, thinking back to the stupid thing she had done for most of the day, and the part-time job was stupid.
The priest clearly said that the door on the far right leads to sin, and she should be not mistaken. But everything I just experienced, although I was deceiving myself and telling myself that it was an illusion, I actually understood in my heart that it was the real courtyard.
Don't......
She suddenly slapped the bed and quickly rolled over and got up.
Could it be the door on the far left?! Depending on the reference, if you are standing at the door, you are referring to the courtyard you are facing, and is the priest standing in the courtyard facing the right hand side of the door? Quite possibly!
She patted her head, oops, how could she be so smart? What a genius! Otherwise, how could you have eaten a meal and just lay down and come up with it? That's so clever!
She thought to herself, completely forgetting that it had been so many days, that she still had nothing to do with the inner door......
When she came to the courtyard again, she decided that this time she would take a look at the door, and when she was bored or stupid again, she would go into the corridor to explore. Come to think of it, according to the characteristics of these stone gates, since they all look the same, it is estimated that they are also the same in the Yongdao, and the difference may only lie in the destination to which the Yongdao leads.
She thought as she walked in the opposite direction.