Chapter 63: There is Providence in this World
Su Xin really wanted to slap her hard.
Yes, she admits, and perhaps sometimes it can be a burden for others to give too much to themselves.
But Su Xin's understanding is that since you feel that other people's dedication and love for you is a "burden", then you should return this "burden" to the other party.
It can only show that people with faith and gratitude can find a breakthrough in life for themselves no matter what kind of environment.
And people who have no faith can always make excuses for their own indulgence and selfishness.
A real-life example from Su Xin's side: the boy's mother was a painter in a factory, and she worked with paint every day, just over 1,000 yuan a month.
My father is a small worker on the construction site, moving bricks and the like, because he has no technology and relationship, and he has more than 2,000 points a month.
There are also two elderly people in the family. Life is very tight.
The boy never wore a dress of more than 100 years, never had a tablet, a watch, a mobile phone or anything like that, and never signed up for any interest classes, cram schools, training classes, etc.
endured no less ridicule than Yang.
The boy attends the worst middle school in the county, known as the "garbage dump." Anyone in the family who still wants their children to have a good future will not send their children there.
Because even during the school day, girls of fourteen or fifteen years old wear suspenders, lipstick, and dye their hair on the streets, and boys smoke in groups, drink heavily, fight, and even take drugs.
But the boy's family really had no choice, and they couldn't afford to pay the tuition fees of other schools, as well as various material fees, so they could only send them to this public school.
But in such an environment, the boy ranked at the top of the whole grade in every exam, and the fifth in the county grade in the high school entrance examination.
The leaders of the county's key high schools personally went to his home to do ideological work: as long as your child comes to our school to study, all fees are free... Later, the boy did not live up to expectations.
And Yang Xiaoli belongs to the latter.
Su Xin passed this story to her, saying: "In the same environment full of slander and comparison, why would you turn other people's ridicule into low self-esteem, and then turn it into anger to give back to the mother and sister who really raised you and protected you?" ”
She turned the ridicule of others into deep resentment and transferred it to her mother and sister, and on the surface, she seemed obedient, forbearing, and sensible, so that her mother and sister were extremely distressed and carefully cared for her.
This kind of protection gradually made her lose herself.
When her mother said that she would compensate for her lack of father's love, she really took her mother and sister's dedication to her for granted.
Adolescence is always easy to get restless and lost, and she is no exception, but she finds that when she moves out of her "father", both of them die down.
She is like finding a killer feature that makes the two of them soft, as long as the two discipline themselves, she will move out of the "father" to talk about things.
In her self-righteous achievements, she indulged herself without scruples, and squandered her mother's hard-earned money unscrupulously.
She never thought that every time she used the topic of "father" to contradict her mother, she was tearing her mother's wounds that were finally closed again and again, and even sprinkling salt and trampling on them - how cruel!
…… Su Xin finally found out why Yang Xiaoli hated her sister so deeply.
It was because my sister gave up high school and went to a technical school to complete her studies.
She felt that her sister was hypocritical, that she didn't want to study, but she wanted to pretend that she gave up her studies in order to fulfill her.
And when people outside see her, they will say things like "sensible", and finally accumulate in their hearts and turn into deep resentment.
Regarding the wedding with Fu Jun, in fact, she despises that kind of "mud foot" dirt bun in her heart, her body is dirty and smelly every day, how can she compare with her boyfriend who owns a villa and has an eight-figure deposit.
But she wanted to take revenge on her sister, so she drugged Fu Jun, and after the two helped Fu Jun into the room, she knocked her sister unconscious... Afterwards, he also said that if Zhang Ran went to tell Fu Jun that it was him that day, he would deliberately destroy them.
So Zhang Ran never said it, and Fu Jun always thought that it was Yang Xiaoli who was "what" with him that day.
He is a very traditional and dedicated person in his bones, although his premarital behavior is not what he expected, but as a man, he naturally has to take on this responsibility, so no matter what Yang Xiaoli becomes, he never gives up.
Su Xin often went to the library when she was studying, and read a lot of books, and she remembered reading a book in which the love between men and women begins and ends with sex.
So Su Xin's understanding is that maybe Fu Jun is really in love with the person he loves.
Su Xin also felt that Fu Jun and Zhang Ran were more compatible, both in terms of personality and character.
Su Xin thought about it, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but raise a smile.
Yang Xiaoli's soul had just become a little stronger in the Yin Space, and then it had been destroyed by the non-attribute alternately, and it had become as weak as before.
After Su Xin figured out the purpose and use of the spirit inkstone, he did not have the idea of sending Yang Xiaoli into the Yin space again.
Su Xin sensed that she was still full of complaints and unwillingness, and her mind moved.
simply refined some of her memories and erased them again. Even if her soul returns to her body in the future, she is still a person with a wooden head and a weak body, only in this way will she not be able to jump, so that she will not continue to make trouble for her mother and sister.
Just when Su Xin felt that he had almost groped for the inkstone, he suddenly sensed that in addition to Yang Xiaoli in the original yang area, there was a faint energy fluctuation.
In fact, all souls that are sucked into the yang region will be automatically weakened to strengthen the main soul.
The soul connected to the inkstone user is the main soul, which is Yang Xiaoli.
Otherwise, with the soul of a weak chicken like her, how long can she support the consumption.
Su Xin didn't notice this faint energy at first, firstly because Yang Xiaoli occupied her sight, and secondly, she began to explore the functional use of the inkstone.
At this time, I calmed down, and only then did I feel a slight hint.
Su Xin hurriedly used his mind to control the inkstone and send it to the Yin region, which could automatically enhance its soul.
After a moment, Su Xin let out a long laugh, and sure enough, there is a providence in this world.
……
Two hours later, Yang Sujuan came sweating, and was so excited that she was about to pounce on the two and kowtow to the two, saying "benefactor" in her mouth.
"As long as I can save my daughter, I am willing to do whatever I want, just ...... my old bones"
Shi Feng stopped the other party and continued, "We understand your feelings, and we understand your current situation, but ...... To be honest, we put a lot of effort into this case, so ......"
"Mr. Shi, no matter how much, I will make up enough, as long as I can save my daughter-" Yang Sujuan habitually clutched the cloth bag in front of her, pleading.