Coming out of the hospital, Xiao Jingran wandered around the city alone, he didn't want to go back to the place where he had hurt Shen Ye, so he walked aimlessly, letting the cold wind blow on him, so that he could be more comfortable.

However, not only did he not feel comfortable in this way, but Shen Ye's bloody, hateful eyes clearly appeared in his mind.

It was dark, Xiao Jingran stood at the foot of the mountain, staring blankly in a certain direction, his eyes were clear, his face was painful and sad, and the darkness wrapped him like a devil.

It's better this way, so that no one can see themselves crying.

He put his hands over his eyes, and the warm liquid flowed down his eyes, more and more, and he cried suppressedly, curling his trembling body into a ball.

I don't know how long it took, he slowly stood up, walked in the dark, and stumbled all the way to the villa on the mountain.

"Jinxiu, I was wrong." Xiao Jingran stood downstairs and shouted loudly, and only thunder responded to him.

"Jinxiu, I was really wrong, please, forgive me, give me another chance."

"I was wrong, I'm not human." Xiao Jingran stood outside the gate, slapping himself with his left and right hands.

It began to rain, and it became heavier and heavier, Xiao Jingran stood in the rain like that, fanning himself again and again, and when he thought of abusing Shen Ye like that, he wanted to kill himself.

The cold rain hit Xiao Jingran's body mercilessly, making him look extremely embarrassed.

The door of the villa opened, and the doctor came out with an umbrella and hit Xiao Jingran on the head, but he knocked it off single-handedly.

"Overseer, let's go in when it's raining." The doctor couldn't bear to glance his face to the side, the arrogant pride of heaven stood in the rain and begged for forgiveness, so embarrassed, so humble.

Shen Ye leaned his back against the wall, covering his mouth with his hands to prevent himself from crying.

His breathing began to be short, his hands were involuntarily exerting force, and he knew that even if he didn't go out, he would still stand in the rain and not enter the house.

He wanted to hate him, he wanted to deserve it.

In the darkness, he clenched his hands and refused to let himself relent.

Can't untie it, he thinks that by torturing himself, he can heal the wound in her heart?

In fact, there is nothing between him and Ye Sheng, just the communication between doctors and patients. That night, he also deliberately let Xiao Jingran see him throw himself into Ye Sheng's arms.

What if time could come all over again, if he hadn't done that to him, if nothing had changed?

The thunder gradually became louder with the sound of rain, and he hugged himself to comfort him, Xiao Jingran deserved it, he asked for it!

However, the heart is always distracted, and it is always necessary to think about whether he can withstand the cold winter rain.

He's useless, isn't he? Xiao Jingran hurt him and abused him like that, but he couldn't really hate him.

let go of his hand, opened the door and went downstairs, Xiao Jingran was still standing there and slapping himself. It's just that the body is a little shaky, I don't know if it's raining too much, or I can't hold on.

Shen Ye clenched his hand again, and rushed over to him in a few steps, "Do you think I will forgive you if you do this?" Do you think that by abusing yourself like this, you will make up for the pain you have caused me? ”

Why?

Is it because he fell in love with it first?

Xiao Jingran looked at Shen Ye, and he didn't know whether it was tears or rain on his face, blurring his vision.

His cheeks were red and even a little swollen, but you can imagine how much force he used.

"I'm sorry."

Since he was a child, he has been the pride of the sky, and he has never been so crazy about anyone.