Chapter 120: Did You Do It On Purpose?
The big heart hugged me tightly, and Gu Bonan said to me, "Regret is a catastrophe that everyone must experience, and the more you want to get rid of it, the more it will be like a shadow." Sometimes, I also think about what life is, and after thinking about it for a long time, I don't understand what it is. But it is certain that alive...... It is the first responsibility of life!
And the first key to this responsibility is to know how to love yourself. Don't let yourself be ashamed of life. I know you're hurting, and if I could, I'd like to hurt for you, but I can't. What I can do is to accompany you to the pain, but do you think this kind of pain is valuable? β
No! A pain that lives up to life is worthless. But at the moment, I don't have the strength to take care of that.
I don't think my mood at the moment is understood. Such grief may be futile, but it is irrational. It hit me like a frenzy and made me feel like I was being hit inside.
I can accept that it was anyone who killed my mother, but I can't accept the fact that this person is my aunt, especially if it is a conspiracy that has been planned for decades!
My aunt died, but she still accompanied her mother after all. However, the death of the aunt is still a mystery. Could the person who killed my aunt be Fang Linguo? Is the man I feel familiar with in that photo Fang Linguo?
Why do I think he is familiar? Have I ever seen him there? He killed my aunt, should I let him go? After all, if he didn't go back to my mother, my mother wouldn't have been killed by my aunt!
So, in the matter of my mother's death, he played a role in fueling the trouble!
Should I continue to investigate my aunt's death? At the very least, I should see, how did she die, right? Only in this way can I make my mother's death not so painful for me. Otherwise, I feel that I will never be able to overcome the hurdle in my heart......
I looked up at the sky, today's weather is not as proud as yesterday, as if I was infected by my bad mood, it has not been able to get rid of the entanglement of dark clouds, and has been covered by dark clouds again and again......
"Look, the sun seems to have something on its mind today, it's the same as me, it's sullen, and even the light is much dimmer......"
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After resting for two days, I worked hard to adjust my mentality, no matter what, I still need to be brave to face it.
After all, it's not easy to live, and I can't really afford to do it. What can't be made up, you can only choose to accept.
And the biggest reason that supported me to cheer up in such a short period of time is because there is something very happy for me today, that is, He Tianyu will return to China today.
For so long, I've probably looked forward to today the most.
I got up early in the morning, thinking that after I brought her back today, I would be able to figure out about Gu Bonan. Of course, it's also because I haven't seen her for a long time, so I miss her.
I gave her a call and, oddly enough, the phone was turned off. But think about it, it may still be on the plane, and in special circumstances, the captain has the right to ask the passenger to turn off the mobile phone, right?
I changed a set of clothes, tidied myself, took my handbag and wanted to go out, and as soon as I opened the door, I saw Gu Bonan leaning against the door.
He was dressed in straight black loungewear, a delicate face without any expression, a cold and arrogant masculine atmosphere, and the expression on his face was so light that I couldn't see what he was thinking.
The moment he saw me, he came back to his senses, and his dark eyes shone for a moment, but it was only a moment of effort, and his brows suddenly wrinkled tightly, "Who made you dress like this?" β
I looked down a little puzzled, "What's wrong with me?" β
Didn't you just wear an off-the-shoulder midi dress? This dress is one of my favorites, pale pink. Just to the calf, there is a delicate five-color plum on it, the skirt is fairy and vulgar, and it is still a limited edition!
In order to match this dress, I also deliberately wore a pair of white high heels and put on a very light makeup.
"Don't go out dressed like this, change your skirt and go out with your clothes on!" The man's cold voice was obviously unhappy.
"Why? I think it's pretty......"
"It's not convenient to wear a skirt, the airport is too messy, and high heels are not allowed, and your feet hurt. Remove the makeup, it's not good for the skin! He walked over and dragged me back into the room without waiting for me to struggle, and then forced me to change into a loose white shirt that was tightly wrapped around my arms except my arms. Underneath wore a ...... Black trousers!
The high heels are even more pitiful, they don't let me touch them, they just let me put on the casual shoes!
I couldn't help but purse my lips and glared at him very sadly, "Did you mean it?" β
"Nope!" An answer without thinking, but there was a sly light in someone's eyes!
Obviously it was deliberate. He just didn't want me to dress like that and go out, because he was afraid that I would attract other handsome guys, and then he would run away with other handsome guys.
I accidentally saw through his careful thoughts, and I suddenly couldn't help but burst out laughing. "Gu Bonan, I suddenly found you so cute."
His brows furrowed slightly, a little displeased, "Don't use this word to describe me, naΓ―ve!" β
It turns out that he himself knows naivety! Isn't it just naΓ―ve, who would have thought that this big man who was cold and cold on the surface would actually become such a childish person in front of me.
Perhaps, he himself did not know why he would do such a childish thing, but it succeeded in pleasing me.
For the sake of these small details, I don't want to be angry with him because he cares about me. It doesn't matter if you dress like this, the same youthful vitality, anyway, my appearance can bear it!
"Okay, okay, I'm leaving, otherwise it's too late, you can get busy if you have something, and I'll take care of myself." I hurriedly picked up my handbag, and it was really too late for him to get it.
He didn't speak, and when he saw me obediently wearing this outfit, he felt satisfied.
When I got to the door, I walked back with a ghostly gesture, and he looked at me with some confusion, "What else haven't you taken?" β
I smirked, pursed my lips, and lifted my toes to give him a sneaky kiss on his perfect thin lips.
I wanted to run away after doing this bad thing, and I thought that he would definitely be confused. But......
A powerful big hand grabbed my arm and easily pulled me into his arms, and the noble and elegant man looked at me with heavy eyes, revealing a clear and powerful aura all over his body, and his eyes were obviously smiling, which made my heart beat a few beats faster.
It's over, it's over, it's caught......