"Is this my death, huh?! Think about it, do I lack something? I don't lack anything! I have money! There is a family! Connections! There is a platform! I've got everything! I just lack a man who likes me, I like, and who is willing to feel sorry for me! It's because I don't have it that I ask others to have this and that! But I have everything, so I don't ask for those external things, you don't have it, it's okay, I have it, I can give it to you! I just want a man who is willing to spoil me like my brother, be good to me, and don't make me sad! So you say, 'Where did I die?!' ”

An Ning calmly hit the nail on the head, "What you say is death." ”

Believe it or not, if Miss Jiang's words spread outside, everyone would want to stab her to death.

Waving his hand indiscriminately, Jiang Xinran played a scoundrel, "I don't care." Anyway, my condition is that my appearance cannot be worse than Ming Huaijiu, and my height is above 185. Then I have to like it. ”

"Huh!"

"What are you sneering again? Lack of cleanup? ”

Jiang Xinran's little fist waving in mid-air, An Ning didn't even look at it, it was too non-threatening.

"Your request, the first two are very simple. I'm grabbing a handful. But the last one, do you say that you are dying? You have to like it, if you can like any man, will you still become this dead virtue for Ming Huaijiu? ”

The more she talked, the more angry she became, and An Ning almost couldn't help but give Miss Jiang a big mouth.

"I'm the same dead character now, huh?" Smiling at himself in the glass, Jiang Xinran was very satisfied, "It's past five o'clock in the morning, and the makeup is still so exquisite." The hairstyle is a little messy, but there is also a lazy beauty. The dress is also very decent. I'm good like this! ”

An Ning sneered again, to the bone.

"You don't usually wear makeup, you think it's too much trouble to put on makeup, and it's even more troublesome to remove makeup. I saw you put on makeup, and I counted it on dozens of fingers. And every time you were caught by Minister Jiang to attend some banquet or something, you had to put on makeup. Let me ask Miss Jiang, when have you ever put on makeup in your daily life? ”

Jiang Xinran was silent.

"You put on makeup, it's not that you want to please yourself, it's not that you're a delicate girl. Just because you're in a place we can't see, I don't know how long you've been crying, your eyes are red and swollen like walnuts. And you don't want to show us that, that's why you put on makeup, and you put on makeup to hide your crying! ”

"Wrong." Jiang Xinran shook his head very firmly.

An Ning raised her eyebrows, "What was wrong with me." ”

"I'm not crying, I've been crying until you come back."

“…… Glad you did. You must know that if you let go of Ming Huaijiu and you want to make yourself better, then I will support you no matter what you do. But you're ...... now. Is it getting better? You deliberately dressed yourself up so glamorously, and you made up exquisitely at five o'clock in the morning, you ......"

"Ning'er, don't say it."

"I don't want to talk about you all the time. I want you to be good, but you're not doing well right now. ”

"Give me one last chance!" Jiang Xinran said it very easily, and her expression was also relaxed.

But An Ning just couldn't find a trace of relaxation in her.

The tip of the heart trembled.

An Ning asked calmly, "What last chance do you want me to give you again?" ”

"It's not you who give me a chance. Rather, it's the last chance I give myself. ”

An Ning's eyes flashed, as if he understood something.

Jiang happily drank the remaining black coffee from the mug, and happily slammed the mug on the bay window, "Tomorrow, I will ask him if he is a little likely to like me and respond to my feelings." If his answer is still the same as before, he only treats me as a little sister, and there is no love between men and women. Then no matter how reluctant I am, if I can't let go, I will be unrelenting. completely cut off my feelings for Ming Huaijiu for more than ten years. ”

"But if he answers, what if it's possible?"

"Ning'er, you don't know him." Jiang Xinran smiled, "He's not that kind of scumbag. If he might have liked me, he would have liked me a long time ago. But now, he still hasn't been able to like me, which can only be said to ......"

"He'll never like you."

This sentence, An Ning hid in his heart and did not say it. Xinran understands, she knows better than anyone else.

Then, there was no need for her to say such vicious and unpleasant words.

Not every word of advice is good for action.

If you have to tear apart and say what people understand in their hearts, you are uncovering other people's wounds. This is not for the good of friends, this is hurting others in the name of good for friends.

"If he doesn't like me, he'll say it. He's not the kind of scumbag who keeps hanging on to others in order to enjoy the feeling of others pursuing him. In fact, Ming Huaijiu's behavior over the years is not a scumbag at all. He told me countless times that he would not like me, that I would give up on him, that I should go to someone else. I can't let him go myself. ”

An Ning sighed.

People who have been hurt in their relationships actually understand the truth more than anyone else, and they all know it clearly.

But the more you understand the truth, what's the use?

Isn't it still impossible to convince yourself to let go of that wrong person?

"Maybe I'm not good enough, there's no way to make him like me. But I clearly know that whether I like a person or not has nothing to do with excellence. No matter how good I am, there are people who love me. No matter how good I am, there are also Ming Huaijiu who don't like me. ”

"Ning'er, I also asked him. Is it because of his poor health that he has refused to accept me for so many years? Is he afraid of affecting me and dragging me down? He doesn't care about his girlfriends, so he can change the scourge casually. But because he loves me, he can't bear to harm me. I asked him so. But guess what he said to me? ”

An Ning was distressed and wanted to hug Jiang Xinran, but Xinran's back was so straight and her expression was so calm. wordlessly refused, anyone's sympathy and pity for her.

So An Ning only followed her words and asked, "How did Ming Huaijiu answer you?" ”

And he said five words. You're thinking too much. ”

You're thinking too much.

"Ming Huai Jiu Ming Jiu Ye is really ruthless!" An Ning sneered.

These five words, compared to what I don't like you, so I don't stay with you, it's not for other reasons, or I don't like you, such reasons are hurtful.

You're thinking too much.

Anything was denied.

"Ruthless? He's always been so me. Jiang happily shook his head helplessly, looking at himself with self-deprecation, "Actually, I don't need to ask him again, I already know the answer." ”

"Xinran, since you are not reconciled, it is okay to ask again. Anyway, you have persevered for so many years, and asked him so many times, not bad this day, this time. If you want to ask, ask him tomorrow. The answer doesn't matter. ”

"Oh security officer, that's why I like you! Everyone would have advised me not to ask if I knew the answer why I would humiliate myself again. But if you're different, you'll tell me, and if you're not willing, ask again. The answer doesn't matter, well, it really doesn't matter. ”

Because she has already decided, even if the answer Ming Huaijiu gave her this time is different from before, she will let go of Ming Huaijiu.

"Actually, I think that scumbags are not an absolute. A man, he is a scum to you, it does not mean that he is also a scum to others. It is also possible that a man is a scumbag, but he is a peerless good man to you. An Ning said slowly, "Scumbag is a relatively more specific word. ”

Jiang Xinran smiled bitterly, "Can I not know?" ”

"Our little master seems to be a scumbag who doesn't compromise on it......" An Ning sighed and pinched his eyebrows fiercely, "Messing with flowers and grass everywhere, trampling on the hearts of girls everywhere." ”

"Ke Yuhao, there have been girls I really like. I've seen with my own eyes how nice he was to that girl, and I can't believe it. ”

This matter, An Ning probably heard something from the big mouth of the little chaser. But she doesn't know exactly either. But it seems that Xinran is very clear.

But An Ning didn't ask, just said, "Scumbag, you need a comparison." But whether a man is suitable for you or not, it is absolute. Any man who makes you bad, makes you weird, makes you feel bad even to yourself, then it must be inappropriate. ”

Jiang Xinran grinned.

What Ning'er meant, she understood.

Even if Ming Huaijiu doesn't know if she was struck by lightning or her brain is burned now, and she suddenly falls in love with her, she shouldn't agree to Ming Huaijiu. Because, Ming Huaijiu is not the right man for her. She loves Ming Huai Jiu too much, and for Ming Huai Jiu she began to become not like herself, became strange, and became very bad.

So no matter what Ming Huaijiu's answer is, she shouldn't continue to be entangled in this relationship.

Taking a deep breath, Jiang Xinran just wanted to speak, but his big eyes widened-

At the same time, An Ning also saw the sun rising suddenly outside the window without knowing anything.

"It's so beautiful...... Jiang Xinran looked at this beautiful scenery and muttered to himself, "It turns out that our security officer lives in such a beautiful world every day." ”

An Ning smiled, looking at the brilliance in Jiang Xinran's eyes, and he didn't know why he let go of a lot and relaxed a lot.

"We all live in a beautiful world, it's just that too often, we ignore this beauty because of all kinds of things."

Teach her to see the beautiful scenery around her, and that person turned out to be Emperor Quan Yu.

Incredible, right?

She actually thought it was incredible.

A man like Quan Wuye would even notice such a beautiful scenery, and he would also stop and enjoy such a beautiful scenery.

It's not that there is no beauty, it's just that we all ignore the beauty around us.

When the sunlight completely shone into this bedroom, Jiang happily greeted the brilliant but not strong sunrise, and unswervingly dropped a sentence.

And this sentence changed Jiang Xinran and dragged her from a bottomless relationship to another more distressing relationship.

"I just want to make sure again and give myself a final answer for all these years of perseverance. So, no matter what Ming Huaijiu's answer is, I'm going to give up on him. Completely, give up on him. ”

Give up on him.

An Ning didn't feel anything, just very distressed and happy.

How desperate do you have to be to say that you can give up on someone you like so much?