Chapter 191: Disappointment
Xu Langyin looked at Yan Wanjuan's playful smile, looked at what he did in favor of the second room, and after being taught a lesson, the second room hid behind Yan Wanjuan and smiled, not as a thing, followed Yan Wanjuan to talk and laugh, but re-examined herself, the lady of the main room, who was harassed by the servants and bullied by the second room, on the other hand, her husband didn't take himself seriously, and she couldn't help but have a trace of disappointment in her heart.
As a woman, she can't help but think crankily in her heart, she is in the palace, and she is the granddaughter of the general's mansion, I am afraid that Yan Wan is beneficial to her identity, not really wants to marry herself, just this simple benefit. Thinking of this, my heart was even more sad, and my disappointment with Yan Wanchuan deepened again.
Thinking that she should be the granddaughter of the general's mansion, but she was angry with the second room here, the anger in her heart couldn't help but come, but because she was born in a noble family and was nurtured since she was a child, it is the traditional virtue of a woman to sing a husband and a woman. It's not easy to have a seizure by yourself, so I endure it silently in my heart. I had to do some needlework in the house, playing with some piano, chess, calligraphy and painting to kill this boring time.
Seeing that day after day, in the palace for three days, she did not seem to enjoy the happiness of being a newlywed, nor was she favored by her husband, and the anger in her heart was even more unbearable. After thinking about it for a while, he finally decided to return to the general's mansion on the grounds of returning to the door in three days, and lied to his family that he would stay for a few days.
Xu Langyin packed up his daily things, hired a carriage to pick him up, and waited in the house for Yan Wanchuan to accompany him back, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't see Yan Wanchuan coming, so he sent a servant to urge Yan Wanjun, but the news brought by the servant was that Yan Daguan did not accompany him back. Hearing this news, Xu Langyin was extremely disappointed with Yan Wanyun, and when he inadvertently looked back, he didn't feel that there were two lines of tears left on his face. This was not the marriage she wanted.
The servant carried his luggage to the carriage, and Xu Langyin stepped into the carriage with heavy steps, looking at the gorgeous palace behind him, and the indescribable taste in his heart. It's as if I saw that the rest of my life was so boring. Living lonely all day long, not getting the care of his lover, suffering from the cold of his lover, seeing that his husband is not focused on his own heart, he tries his best to pamper other women. And he can't do anything about it, he can only escape all day long, and he can't reach his husband.
As the sound of horses' hooves came to mind, Xu Langyin was getting farther and farther away from the golden palace, and his mood was becoming more and more calm. Thinking of his grandmother's kind face, his grandfather's sturdy body, and his parents' care for him, he finally showed a long-lost smile on his face, and he fell asleep with this long-lost smile.
When Xu Langyin woke up, she felt that her body was extraordinarily relaxed, she felt that she had not slept so easily for a long time, since she arrived at the palace, she was worried all day long, constantly fighting wits and courage with the palace maid, and constantly thinking about her so-called husband, but her husband did not care about herself in the slightest. In the constant thoughts, I am getting closer and closer to the general's mansion, and I can't help but get nervous, fantasizing about what the scene will be like after I go home for the first time after I get married, and imagine how warm the picture is.
Unconsciously, the carriage arrived at the general's mansion, the general Wei Zheng at the gate of the mansion was surprised who dared to hear the carriage at the door of the general's mansion, when he saw the woman who came down from the carriage was so beautiful and moving, and looked carefully but was a little familiar, then he suddenly remembered that this was the eldest lady, and the general Wei immediately got up in a hurry, one hurried to inform the general and his wife, one hurried to the cold to ask for warmth, and the others hurried to carry the luggage and lead the horse. The scene was very lively for a while, Xu Yansheng heard the guards say that his daughter was back, and hurriedly notified his father Xu Jingchuan and his mother, so he went to the door to meet his daughter.
I saw that he called his son-in-law loudly before he arrived at the door, and he didn't hear an answer after calling many times, and he was inevitably a little unhappy in his heart. When he arrived at the door, he didn't see Yan Wanjun himself, so he asked his daughter Xu Langyin why Yan Wanjun didn't come, Xu Langyin replied with a dodgy look in his eyes, "There is something delayed in the official palace, and I really can't accompany the little girl to visit my father, please don't take it to heart." Xu Yansheng glanced at his daughter, said inadvertently, smiled again, welcomed his daughter, and took his daughter's hand back to the house.
Xu Langyin also found that her mother was waiting for her in the house, and her mother also found that Yan Wanjun did not come back with her, and she revealed a trace of displeasure in her heart, because this did not conform to the rules of the famous family, but her mother did not ask on the spot, because she seemed to guess that her daughter's life in the palace was not very happy, and in order not to sweep her daughter's face.
So, the mother asked the servants to prepare the meal, thinking that her daughter must be hungry and tired after running around for so long, which is also a normal behavior from the mother, thinking about her children all the time.
At the dinner table, people from the family gathered, grandparents, Xu Musheng, Linglong, saints, etc. all arrived at the dinner table. After all, this is the first time Xu Langyin has returned to her parents' house, and everyone pays more attention to it. Everyone also unanimously did not make any mistakes, nor did they feel as bad as usual for Xu Langyin, An An was born, and had a meal in harmony, everyone at the dinner table talked and laughed, and kept asking Xu Langyin how he was doing during this period of time, asking if he had suffered or not, whether there was anything unsatisfactory, and jokingly asked when Xu Langyin would have a child, as if everyone had released their previous suspicions and reconciled as before. This also made Xu Langyin feel the warmth of home again.
But Xu Langyin has a little gap in his heart, he lives so well in his own family, there are so many people who constantly care, care about his daily life, worry about whether he is bullied, and laugh at home. On the other hand, in the palace, there is only himself and a group of elm-headed servants every day, living every day boringly and repeatedly, operating everything repeatedly, as if he is a zombie.
Thinking of this, Xu Langyin's face was constantly changing, and this scene was all seen by his mother who cared about him.
After eating, Xu Langyin saluted his grandparents and parents, and went back to the house to rest on the grounds that he was ill. Back in the house, Xu Langyin tossed and turned on the bed, thinking constantly in his heart. In the midst of constant sighing, she heard the door of the house open, and she suddenly sobered up a lot, and looked back at the door, and it turned out to be her mother. Xu Langyin lay down again, with his back to his mother, unwilling to say more to his mother.
When the mother saw that the child was so haggard, her heart was distressed, so she paced to the edge of the bed, sat down gently, and stroked her daughter's back, stroking it again and again, and sighed involuntarily. After a long time, he said, "It's really hard for my precious daughter." When Xu Langyin heard this, he couldn't hold back anymore, hugged his mother and cried loudly, as if he wanted to cry out all this grievance.
After crying for a long time, after Xu Langyin calmed down, the mother began to ask her daughter little by little how unsatisfactory her life was after marrying into the palace, Xu Langyin faced her mother's soft words, and couldn't hold back in her heart anymore, so she told her mother one by one, telling everything she had experienced in the palace recently, and complaining to her mother about Yan Wan's indifference, the bullying of the second room, and the unsatisfactory servants.
After hearing this, my mother was distressed, angry, and helpless. There is a gap between the general and the palace, and he can't interfere too much in his daughter's marriage, which is the rule of famous nobles. In the face of this daughter's misfortunes, he can only sigh constantly. I can only keep stroking my daughter's back and give more spiritual encouragement.
The mother kept comforting Xu Langyin, and after a long time, Xu Langyin calmed down before she could fall asleep, and the mother sat by her daughter's bed all night, her eyes revealing deep worries about her daughter's future.
However, when Xu Langyin woke up the next day, after leaving the room, and after arriving in the hall, Linglong and the others began to point fingers at him. She vaguely heard some signs, as if she was discussing how unhappy her marriage was, how cold Yan Wanjun was to herself, how mean the second room was to herself, and how indifferent the servant was to herself.
Xu Langyin saw through a lot at this moment, it turned out that last night's night banquet may have been a performance by them and others with their grandparents, acting for their grandparents instead of really caring about themselves, they were just acting on the spot. In the face of all this, Xu Langyin's heart did not fluctuate much, he experienced such an abnormal marriage, he experienced too much unhappiness and pain, and these situations in front of him could not cause too many waves.
Xu Langyin sorted out his mood, calmed down his heart, and retorted to Linglong and the others without blushing or dryness, "What if my family officials don't accompany me, it means that the palace affairs are busy, my family officials are the king of Xun who is above 10,000 people in the East Entropy Country, of course, there are things that can't be dealt with, and it is of course normal to not be able to accompany me." You say that how can a well-informed woman like me not understand that I am such a busy official, my family officials are usually so busy, it is inevitable that they will snub me, but I can understand it. After saying this, Xu Langyin couldn't help but smile at them.
When they heard Xu Langyin's words, their faces couldn't help but turn red, they didn't dare to stay in the hall for a moment longer, and hurriedly retreated, and they had a little more respect for Xu Langyin in their hearts. And Xu Langyin's mother saw this scene, and her heart was full of colic, and she felt very bad when she saw her daughter's strong side.