On the way back, I didn't dare to delay for a moment, and my mind was full of things in Tang Xin's diary.

She has a different personality from me, from childhood to adulthood, no matter how many grievances she suffers, she also bears it silently by herself, sometimes she can't stand it, she will quietly write it in a book to vent her feelings.

It's a shame that she has this little fetish, otherwise I would never have known that she hated me so much in her heart.

Xue Dingxiang drove me to Tang Banxian's house, the night was already very deep, Tang Banxian had already slept, I knocked on the door for a long time and didn't wake her up, and in the end there was no way, I climbed the balcony of her house, and Xue Dingxiang, as a policeman, chose to turn a blind eye.

"Don't sleep with you, hurry up and get up, where is my family Tang Xin?" I dragged Tang Banxian, who was on all sides on the bed, up.

She looked at me with half-squinted eyes and a daze, "Sleep in the living room......"

There's a ghost in the living room!

I was so angry with her that I searched her house and didn't find Tang Xin.

Tang Banxian couldn't help but roar out unbearably, "Are you finished in the middle of the night?" She's on the roof of a modern building! ”

"How do you know?"

She squinted lazily at me, "I made a little ghost to follow her, lest you come back to me and ask for someone!" ”

I wanted to scold just now, but now I couldn't help but praise her, "Jun Wushuang, you are really good!" ”

"Don't pat yourself on the back, get out of here, don't make noise until the old lady sleeps!"

……

On the roof of the modern building, I saw Tang Xin in a white dress, leaning against the edge of the fence on the roof, quiet like a beautiful woman who does not eat fireworks.

When I was a child, I often praised her, "Why is our Tang Xin so beautiful?" Just like Chang'e in the sky, so quiet and beautiful! ”

She would laugh, "Sister, you are lying, have you seen Chang'e?" ”

"No, I saw it on TV."

"Chang'e on TV is not as good-looking as your sister!"

"Braggart ......"

Tonight's night is very sultry, the day after tomorrow is the half of July, the moon is close to the fifteenth is very round, the light of the moon hits her face, making her so beautiful and so beautiful that she can't eat the fireworks of the world.

This face is familiar to me, but this look is very strange to me.

I walked towards her step by step, and Xue Dingxiang behind me pulled me, "Don't go over, she's very strange." ”

I paused in my footsteps, slowly removed Xue Dingxiang's hand, and then continued to walk towards Tang Xin.

"Sister......" Tang Xin called me very softly, and the familiar voice made my heart tremble, and the pain suddenly filled my body.

I didn't respond to her, I just looked at her like this, until my vision slowly blurred and slowly clear, "Tang Xin, if you do it all over again, I will definitely do everything I can to protect you, because you are my sister, the sister I have loved since childhood." ”

She smiled, very shallowly, "But, I am not your own sister after all." I'm not as lucky as you, I'm not He Linguo's daughter, I don't have Gu Bonan who won't abandon me, and I don't work so hard to protect my adoptive mother......"

Sure enough, she knows everything about everything around me, she knows everything!

Because she knew everything, I felt a little weak in my legs, and I would never have imagined that my sister, who I had been worried about, had been calculating me behind my back these days, and her purpose was to take away the last bit of my luck and let me suffer such pain with her.

"That's not my fault, it's not my fault! Your misfortune is not caused by me, my luck is not given by you, I should have been a child born in a normal family, but I was taken away, my luck ended here, what is everything I have ended? ”

"It's true that you didn't cause my misfortune, but that doesn't stop me from continuing to hate you! I am superfluous in this world, everyone can hurt me, everyone can destroy me, if I live to be destroyed, then you are one of the murderers who drove me to a dead end, whether you intentionally or not, it was because of you that I survived, I should have accompanied my dead twin brother out of this world more than twenty years ago, it was because of your arrival, I lived again, you let me live, live without dignity......"

From different angles, I can't say how innocent I am, even if it's for the sake of my former feelings, I can't shirk all the responsibility.

She hates me, there must be a reason for her to hate, I can't blame her, and I can't control her.

However, at this moment, I was really sad, like someone stabbed me in the heart, a little bit of pain, little by little numb.

I took a deep breath and let the tears in my eyes force back, "You used the ghost thunder whip last night?" You chopped off ...... Who is it? ”

"You already have a bottom in your mind about this question, Gu Bonan hasn't come back yet, right? Do you think he'll come back? ”

"You're crazy!"

I yelled heartbreakingly, unable to control my emotions anymore and rushed up and grabbed her shoulder, "You're crazy, aren't you?" You tell me, don't you? He's innocent, he's innocent......"

She looked at me indifferently, "Who isn't innocent?" Xia Linglong, tell me who is not innocent? Aren't you innocent? Am I not innocent? Who is not innocent? Who is qualified to say that they are innocent when they live on this earth? If you fall in love, you are destined not to be innocent, and no one can be truly innocent, unless, he disappears from this earth! ”

'Smack', I reached out and slapped her hard, with a lot of force, and there was a tingling sensation on my fingertips.

The corners of her mouth were hit by me with blood, but she didn't fight back, but her first tears finally fell on her indifferent face.

"Linglong, Linglong...... she called me twice in a whisper, softly, "Do you hurt to lose Gu Bonan?" ”

I fell to my knees with weak legs, my lips trembling, I couldn't make a sound, I was about to collapse, I was so miserable.

If that's what she's for, congratulations, congratulations she's succeeded.

She slowly squatted down and looked at me, "At the beginning, when I lost Lan Chen, I was in pain like this, if it wasn't for my mother's partiality, I should be very happy now." ”

Let the tears fall one by one, I suddenly felt so desperate in my heart, I touched my pocket and took out a red rope, "Tang Xin, give you ......"

When she saw the red rope, her eyes shrank sharply, and she forgot to react for a moment.

I took her hand and put the red rope on her hand, "I've learned to weave this lucky knot, if you remember the past, then my Tang Xin should be happy!" Tang Xin, Tang Xin, I don't hate you, I've been looking for you all these years, looking for you like crazy, if it weren't for the fact that I miss you in my heart, not because I love you, you wouldn't have a chance to calculate me today, congratulations, your success made me hurt, congratulations ......"

After saying these words, I got up tiredly, turned around slowly, and walked back in a distracted state.

I thought, so be it, the only thing I can hate is myself......

I thought I should despair, but Tang Xin said another word.

"Sister, my ghost thunder whip didn't hit Gu Bonan......"