Chapter 11 Be Accountable to Me
Of course, Song Yihan knew what Zhou Yang's words meant, and he himself knew how many romantic debts he had caused before, but Shi Xu was different......
Song Yihan was stunned.
Why does he think that Shi Xu is different?
He had memories of Shi Xu in his mind, but they were also intermittent, like a mass of puzzle pieces mixed together, unable to put together a complete pattern.
Zhou Yang saw the boss holding the coffee cup in a daze, and couldn't help but remind him loudly: "Mr. Song, the coffee should be cold." ”
Song Yihan came back to his senses, and responded in a muffled voice, completely looking out of his body, Zhou Yang looked at the back of the boss and was afraid that the boss would accidentally hit the door panel.
Shi Xu heard the sound of opening and closing the door, and knew that it was Song Yihan and didn't look up, so he didn't notice Song Yihan's changing eyes, the coffee cup was pushed to his hand, and the people around him reminded him: "Drink it while it's still warm." ”
Shi Xu glanced at Song Yihan hesitantly: "You soaked it?" Can you drink it? ”
Song Yihan didn't reply, his office attitude was much more serious than before, could it be that he was stimulated when he went out to feel the working atmosphere?
Shi Xu took a shallow sip of coffee and raised his eyebrows in surprise, it was actually not bad.
Song Yihan paid attention to the change in Shi Xu's expression, and did not have much sense of accomplishment, but felt heavy in his heart.
"Didn't I make you coffee before?" Song Yihan pretended to ask casually, but his fingers quietly pressed the paper until it was wrinkled.
Shi Xu lowered his eyes and took another sip: "This is the first time you have made me coffee." ”
Song Yihan smiled far-fetchedly, and his eyes gradually dimmed.
He couldn't understand why the details of reality told him that Shi Xu was very important to him and that he couldn't leave this person, but the details of reality told him that they had long been separated.
Why on earth did they stay together for seven years?
What kind of feelings he had for Shi Xu, he obviously didn't care, but he only remembered him after he lost his memory.
Song Yihan spent a long time thinking about this problem, and sometimes when he lay in bed on a quiet night, it seemed as if he felt the sound of Shi Xu's shallow breathing in his ears, as if he was still cowering in his arms.
This sweet feeling eroded his consciousness, fantasizing and embarrassing on the other.
Song Yihan, what are you going to do to chase Shi Xu back?
Thinking about it like this, he couldn't sleep for half a night, Song Yihan got up according to his eyebrows, glanced at the time, and it was only three o'clock in the morning.
He opened the door to the guest room to pour a glass of water, only to notice a ray of light peeking out of the crack in the door of the study.
At this point, is Shi Xu still researching papers?
"Shi Xu? Haven't you slept yet? ”
Song Yihan gently pushed the door of the study open, and found that Shi Xu had fallen asleep on the table.
Sleeping like this until dawn will definitely catch a cold, Song Yihan reached out and touched Shi Xu's shoulder, wanting to wake people up, but he didn't think that this person still had the gas to get up, and the person was not awake but started a tantrum with him first.
"I can't afford it...... Don't make me sleep...... Whew......"
Shi Xu buried his face between his arms and fell asleep.
Song Yihan was stunned for a few seconds, and couldn't help but want to laugh, he didn't expect Shi Xu to have a lazy day, although he was very cute like this, but he still had to get him back to the bedroom.
He bent down to Shi Xu's ear and coaxed him: "Hour, let's go to the bedroom to sleep, it's not comfortable to sleep here." ”
Shi Xu hummed and didn't look up, muttering vaguely: "I'm so sleepy...... I'll just go to sleep......" The voice was like a child, soft, as if she was coquettish with him.
Song Yihan had no choice but to take him, so he simply hugged Shi Xu, who was shrunk into a small ball, and said to the little face that was still asleep: "I know that I sleep, and I don't know if I am sold." ”
Shi Xu unconsciously buried his head in Song Yihan's arms, Song Yihan saw his small movement, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise, and lightly put him into the bed in the bedroom.
Shi Xu finally opened his eyes in this movement, Song Yihan thought that he had woken up, and he was still a little nervous, afraid that he would blame him for being troublesome.
But Shi Xu was not angry, he just looked at him with half-open eyes, and Song Yihan's heart was melted.
Shi Xu, who was half-asleep and half-awake, was too soft and well-behaved, and he couldn't bear to take his eyes off him, for fear of missing a second.
He touched Shi Xu's eyes with warm fingertips and smiled, "Go to sleep." ”
Shi Xu's fluttering eyelashes twitched at Song Yihan's fingertips, making Song Yihan's eyes more and more indulgent.
Shi Xu was not awake at the moment, all his actions were instinctive, he closed his eyes again and unconsciously rubbed them in Song Yihan's palm, and murmured, "You are finally back...... I've been waiting for this for a long time......"
Song Yihan's heart was immediately slammed, and he almost couldn't breathe, and after a while, he put his hand on his soft hair and stroked it gently: "I'm back......"
Behind every touching with pity, he was asking himself with his teeth, asking Song Yihan, who had been with Shi Xu day and night.
What exactly did you do to this person?
Song Yihan took a deep look at Shi Xu's sleeping face, got up to press the quilt for him, and suddenly a wind came in through the window, rustling a book at the head of the bed.
He turned around and closed the window, and at that moment a picture happened to fall from Shi Xu's book.
Song Yihan picked it up, the photo was taken of a boy's back, but it was too blurry, as if it was accidentally taken in a panic, but it could be seen that the owner of the photo kept it very well, and there were no creases left.
He glanced at the back of the photograph casually, and his gaze suddenly froze, staring at the neat line of English handwriting.
"Godblessyou,mylove."
Menacing jealousy engulfs him, leaving him with no way to control himself, recklessly crumpling up photos and stuffing them into his pocket.
He has nothing to be angry about, and of course Shi Xu will have other lovers before he meets him.
Song Yihan walked to the living room with a straight face and poured himself a glass of water, purrping and pouring it down, taking a deep breath to calm himself down.
One minute...... Two minutes...... Three-minute ......
Forget it, I can't calm down, the more angry I get, the more sober I become.
Why did Shi Xu still keep this photo, did he never forget this person in his heart?
Song Yihan took out the photo again and looked at it carefully, what is so good-looking about this person, he is thin.
After reading it, Song Yihan once again crumpled up the crumpled photos and hid them in his closet.
Yes, he just didn't want Shi Xu to find this photo.
Men in jealousy are just so unreasonable.
The next day, Shi Xu was really rummaging around for something, and he was still a little nervous when he bumped into him.
The villain in Song Yihan's heart was so annoyed that he kept jumping his feet: What is there to be nervous about! Isn't it just a photo?
Shi Xu didn't dare to look directly into Song Yihan's eyes, and said hesitantly: "Have you seen a photo anywhere, a particularly blurry photo." ”
Song Yihan was possessed, shaking his head with a puzzled expression: "How big is the photo?" Is it important? ”
"It's just-" Shi Xu paused as soon as he spoke, and then said, "Forget it, it's not a very important photo, it's just a thought." ”
Song Yihan hummed proudly in his heart, and his mood finally turned from cloudy to sunny.
After such an incident, Song Yihan stared at Shi Xu more and more tightly, and looked at Shi Xu with that kind of resentful look every day and asked him where he was going, Shi Xu was so troubled by him that he thought he had done something sorry for him.
"What's wrong with you?"
Song Yihan didn't dare to say that he was afraid that he would be hooked up by others, so he could only say to Shi Xu quietly: "I always have a headache at night lately. ”
Shi Xu was worried that his wound had cracked, so he lowered his head and looked at it carefully, "Later, we will go to the hospital for a re-examination after we finish visiting the school, and it is time to go for a re-examination." ”
Song Yihan nodded, as long as he could be with Shi Xu for a while, let him go anywhere.
Shi Xu took Song Yihan and walked slowly around the basketball court, and he finally found time to bring Song Yihan back to Beijing University, and found that the school was still the same as before.
Energetic students, a teaching building full of desks, never-ending club activities, and lovers holding hands.
Shi Xu is still very familiar with the school because he taught at Beijing University before, but he still feels a little emotional when he looks back on the few years he lived here.
"How? Anything comes to mind? Shi Xu turned his head to ask Song Yihan, and found that his gaze had been fixed on the group of people playing basketball, and suddenly said, "I have an impression of here." ”
Several fragments of memories slowly fused and pieced together in his mind, gradually forming a clear picture.
Shi Xu asked him not to be in a hurry, and thought slowly, "You try to say a little bit about the picture in your memory first, and I'll see if I can help you." ”
Song Yihan hesitated and pointed to a place in the basketball court, "I seem to have hit a person there, and the books and materials in that person's hand were scattered all over the ground at ......that time."
He wasn't sure if his memory was accurate, and when he turned around and wanted to confirm with Shi Xu, he found that Shi Xu was embarrassed to cover his face with his hands, and he was completely crying and laughing.
"What's wrong? Any questions? Song Yihan rubbed his fingers nervously, and smiled helplessly when he saw Shi Xu raise his head.
"You remember correctly, the person who was hit by you was me."
How could Shi Xu have thought that Song Yihan would remember such a trivial matter, his heart was half happy and half bitter, and he didn't know whether it was right or wrong for him to come here to help Song Yihan recover his memory.
Song Yihan himself felt pleasantly surprised, and he only felt that the more memories of Shi Xu, the better. At this moment, the basketball in the court flew towards him, and he relied on his body's instinct to catch the ball steadily.
The moment he touched the ball, a clear voice appeared in his head, full of bad intentions.
"Song Yihan, you smashed me, you are responsible for me."