Chapter 30: Fate
He got up with a grunt and blew out the lights with a "poof".
It was pitch black in the room. Se Si felt the darkness and climbed onto the kang, with his eyes wide open, and lay quietly in the dark.
She didn't want to see Lin Huaijin. At least today, she couldn't face the deep affection in Lin Huaijin's eyes.
She lay there for a long, long time, so long that she almost thought she had slept through it. But she could clearly hear the sound of slow and fast beatings in the distance, as well as the words of Desheng, Mama Zhou and others to persuade Lin Huaijin. She continued to lie motionless until the voices faded away.
She staggered to her feet, poured herself a cup of cold tea in the dark, and poured it slowly. Turning his head, the bright moon shone outside the window, and Lin Huaijin's tall figure was cast between the panes, split into pieces.
He sat silently, bracing his cheeks, watching the shadow he cast. The bridge of his nose is high, his jawline is neatly connected to his delicate neck, and his lips are a little thin. She had heard that people with thin lips were usually unlucky, but they had so much love, unscrupulous, and spread to everyone to know.
Drifting uncontrollably, he drifted to the window, leaning on the pane, sticking out his slender fingers, tracing his silhouette through the window. The eyelashes twitched, and tears fell.
The moon hangs on the tip of the head, and the bright young man stands silently under the corridor, the breeze in the spring night blows, gently pulling his hair, like the fingertips of a lover, brushing his face. Through the window, the delicate girl had tears in her eyes, and her fingertips were tapped, like a fool.
Lin Huaijin was aware, and his projection on the pane moved slightly.
"Don't cry."
His fingertips trembled, and tears fell even more. She wiped it off with the back of her hand in embarrassment, and when she looked up again, Lin Huaijin was already facing her, and through the window sash, she seemed to be able to feel his heavy gaze.
It turned out that he liked him so much. Just hearing his voice gave birth to infinite joy in the depths of my heart.
When did it start? She sat with her knees folded and watched as her hair was blown away by the wind, like branches, and wisps wrapped around her heart. Every time she moved, it hurt her.
Maybe it was the first sight that engraved him in my heart.
But what is she?
Once upon a time, she was a beggar with nothing, he was the son of a wealthy family, and she was not worthy of him. Now, she is the exiled county lord, he is a supporter of the murderer of his father, and even by his side is a luxury.
She covered her eyes and smiled sadly, tears rolled down her big and big ones, and her palms were wet and cold.
"Heaven, evil, lonely, star." She chattered her teeth word by word.
Yancao because of her, now she doesn't know whether she is alive or dead. Because of her, Jade is leaving the place where she has lived for twelve years. There is no one around her who is happy.
"Certat!" Lin Huaijin eagerly patted the window, but he didn't hear it.
Mama Zhou came out of the room, pulled and persuaded: "Shizi, it's not Mama who said you, what's the benefit of you doing this?" If you don't think about yourself, you have to think about it. Madame is angry now, if Madame knows about tonight's events, how can you let Cersei live? ”
Lin Huaijin glanced at her, her eyes were bloodshot, with a bit of ruthlessness, like Zhou's. Mama Zhou entered the ice cellar and shivered in the warm breeze of late spring.
"If there is more than half a sentence, let me find out, and I will receive forty boards, and sell them far away."
Mama Zhou lowered her head, and the wrinkles on her face deepened. Lin Huaijin has always been polite to the people around her, especially respecting this grandmother, but she was in a hurry, and her face showed a little annoyance.
Jade put on a small coat, yawned and came out of the house to persuade: "What a big deal, it's the middle of the night, go back quickly, Mama has a point, no matter how tight our mouth is, you blow the wind all night, and go to the top tomorrow, if you fall ill, none of us have to live." If you can't rest assured, I'll be with her for the next two days. ”
Lin Huaijin saw that the window on the side was open, thinking that Lu Zhi and Qin Sang were also so troubled that they couldn't sleep, and they didn't dare to come out. He is a considerate person, but he heard Desheng talk about the whole thing during the day, and he was concerned about it, so he made such a scene. Now I regret it in my heart, and I nodded when I heard Jade say this.
Jade half-closed her eyes and buckled on the door: "Cersei, I'm Jade." ”
The door squeaked open, Lin Huaijin looked in, it was pitch black, the moonlight could not shine in, and the whole room was like a sleeping monster, with a depressed and depressed feeling. The jade sank into the shadows, and the monster slowly closed its mouth.
Mama Zhou and Lin Huaijin's voices were far away, and Jade swept away the sleepiness just now, sat on the kang with her legs crossed, and looked at the listless Se Se who was shrunk in a corner: "If you like him so much, why do you have to reject people thousands of miles away." ”
Cersei shook his head: "But I'm going to leave in a few months, and the less involved, the faster I forget it in the future." ”
Jade sighed: "The prince has always been a dead-eyed person, even if you don't see him again, I'm afraid that you will become more and more brilliant in his heart." Men, what you can't always get is good, and if you get it, after a while, it's like that. Besides, why bother so much, a moment of happiness is a moment, it's better than you crying and crying for three months. He looked at him again: "He looks like that, and you still take advantage of him." ”
Se Se burst into tears and laughed: "Sister, you have a lot of crooked reasoning, obviously you have never been out of the house, but you are full of rivers and lakes." ”
Jade shook her head and looked proud: "It's all taught to me by my master, my master is fun, I went back to Zigui Mountain, and I will introduce you to you." ”
Se Se nodded, Jade talked a lot, and talked to her about a bunch of things about the master: "My master, it's good-looking - much better than the world, with high martial arts, and a lot of things, but the temper is not very good." I don't think he likes to come to the house very much, and every time he comes, he pulls a face, as if someone owes him 800 yuan. ”
Jade was about to speak, when she suddenly heard a faint ask: "Sister, can you let go of everything in this mansion and leave?" ”
Jade was stunned for a moment, then stopped talking and looked at Cersei.
In the darkness, Sese's eyes flashed and he looked at himself like a small beast. Jade suddenly felt that she understood a little bit why Lin Huaijin liked Cersei, this child obviously had nothing, and it was difficult to protect himself, but he always cared for others without his own strength.
Jade smiled slightly, whether she could see it or not.
"I don't have much nostalgia for this place, and I'm tired of seeing the scenery of the four seasons in the courtyard. After listening to what Master said so much, I really wanted to see what the real rivers and lakes were like. Besides," she blinked: "Although Yuan Shijiu is good, his brain is not very good, if I don't follow, maybe you two won't go far and be sold." ”
Jade turned over, lay on her back on the cold and hard kang, didn't need to cover it, closed her eyes: "You, don't worry so much, obviously only fourteen years old, be careful to wake up with wrinkles, if you are not happy, let's find someone who is not pleasing to the eye and beat her ......"
Her breath slowed down, apparently asleep. Cersei also lay down, but he did not feel sleepy.
Yes, the world is vast, and in three months, she will leave the courtyard of the four directions and ...... with her mother
She closed her eyes, hiding the sparkle from them.
She now has a mother, an elder brother, Yuan Shijiu, and jade...... What a lone star, she doesn't believe in this fate. She has to work hard to make these people well, and if there is any misfortune, let her suffer!